#needingahug

I hate when the weather matches my mood, sometimes. Feeling gloomy when I woke up too damn early, heartbroken when my good intentions and plans fell through for today, stubbled downstairs for a cigarette and my pack is deceptively empty, stepped outside to read a book and it’s grey, windy and pouring on me. What are you trying to tell me world?! ... I just want to cry! .... stop crying... #gloomyinsideandout #needingahug #WAITitjustthundered https://www.instagram.com/p/B1lvgZJBA9b9h81yzdc19SkzbJt-0UORE85Xgg0/?igshid=1303i86nsf1nv

i could write on here for hours about the things that are really troubling me, but i would much rather bottle it back up and hope that it all gets better.