#need prayers

I need to make better choices in the near future.

If you see this please pray for my cousin brother's health.He's a Frontline doctor and recently got his test positive for Covid-19.

He has a family. A kid who is only 6 months old.

Ramadan is about to end, I would like you all to please pray for his health as he's not doing well.

I had a pretty good day, i got to see my son. i am twenty weeks and he looked absolutely perfect. I still don’t have any results from my scan but i pray that he is perfectly healthy. he was very active so i am hopeful. I can’t lose another baby, i still wonder what they would have looked like. i was 6 weeks when i lost that little angel. I trust God’s plan but i still struggle with fear and anxiety. I know everything happens for a reason but sometimes its so hard to understand. I still mourn that little baby but i am so grateful to have my son. I love feeling his little kicks and seeing him for the first time in ten weeks made me so emotional. He has grown so much and he has the cutest little nose. He is such a gift. I really hope and pray that he is growing correctly and has no defects, i won’t get any results for another two weeks and its kind of torture.

I have been struggling with the fact that i am unmarried, that i constantly sin and have relations with my longtime boyfriend. We have been together for four years and he still hasn’t proposed. I love him so much, we started dating when i was seventeen and he was nineteen. He did not grow up catholic like i did but he has been supportive and is going to attend rcia this fall with me (im baptized but was never confirmed) i worry though, he is the father of my child but he has eyes for other women. I wish we could quit having relations until we get married but if i don’t do it with him he finds other ways. I wish he would put in the effort to marry me and give up porn. I am so scared of being a single mom but i do not want to be cheated on for the rest of my life. I found out about his problem in 2022, but i stayed. He was saving pictures of jenna ortega and porn videos. It absolutely crushed me but he made it sound so sincere when he promised to stop. He begged me to stay, he promised he would change. He cheated on me once in December, not physically but he was sharing nudes. I still gave him another chance and now i am pregnant and guess what? I caught him looking at OF “models” two weeks ago. I am absolutely heartbroken and i feel like i am way too forgiving. I don’t know what to do. I give him everything. He is the father of my child… I want my son to have a dad.