#nauseated

having aus is so embarrassing like what if i get killed immediately upon posting anything

finished the pitt…… something about baran al hashimi starting this season as someone who is impossible to read and outwardly not expressive at all and then ending in a screaming match and breaking down in her car……… something about the way she carries this endlessly huge part of herself like a secret that no one can know but then when robby notices, there’s almost a sense of relief at being seen……. something about how she’s obsessed with staying well informed and in control when she has absent seizures that she can’t predict or prevent…….. something about the way the season ends with everyone with someone else and her all alone…………………… i am feeling unwell

to anyone checking up on me after my blackened prediction earlier today. i am suicidal