#natfreeman

It takes 2 like Rob Base

If I had a MySpace

You’d be #1 on my top 8

If you were mines, I’d have you on speed dial

You’d be the 1st person I wanna see smile

If you were mines that would make me smile

Smile like Avril Lavigne

If you were a drug I would be a fiend

If I were a King you’d be my Queen

Even I had nothing you’d have everything

You deserve it

You so imperfect that you’re perfect

Even when you get on my last nerve

Even when we fight for the last word

I’d rather fight with you than somebody else

You let me be myself

If it ain’t you then ima just be by myself

Soft skin

Bright smile

Soft lips

Hands around your waist

I got the perfect grip

I know you love to travel

Let’s take a trip

Where you wanna go?

Just let me know….

We can go today

Let’s get away

Phones off

I don’t want no distractions

I know they talking

But I’m about that action

It takes 2 like Rob Base

You’d be #1 on my top 8

I got you on speed dial

If you say yes

Do you know how disappointment feels?

I done gave myself enough time to heal

Goodbye anxiety

Goodbye depression

Losing you was a blessing

I wrote two books and dropped a mixtape

I hope you and the kids are doing great

No love for you but I have no feelings of hate

I hope you made the right decision

I finally got my sanity back

But when it happened I was tripping

You could’ve said something

But you said nothing

Good thing I know how to getta clue

Or I’d still be tripping over you

In denial that we were through

Denying that what my eyes saw was true

I was blue like the berry

Tried to keep the hurt buried

But I can’t help how I feel

You ever experienced something this real?

I gave myself enough time to heal

I don’t wanna say your name

Would hate to give you the fame

I wish you were ashamed

I’m over here real lifing

But I see to you it was all a game

You was scratching an itch

And I fell for that bullshxt

I thought we were friends but that was a lie

If I could’ve I would’ve cried

Knowing I’m way better than that other guy

But aye yall deserve each other

Why it so hard for me to find a lover?

One week you laying up in my covers

Next day I don’t exist

It always ends like this

This game has too many risk

I see why so many play it safe

I don’t wanna ever see your face

I hope we never speak again

It sucks to lose a friend

But that was your choice

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But it’s only more blacks getting shot

Yeah I heard you gotta glock

But you ain’t busting at no cops

Yeah I heard you got some rocks

But you posted on the block

I guess the self-hate never stops

Yeah I heard you gotta gun

But I ain’t seen not one

You should go raise your son

Instagram pics don’t mean shxt

All these possessions

But you still ain’t got shxt

You ain’t hard where it counts

You just like to run your mouth

All this gun talk got the body count going up

You ain’t killing nobody

You only killing us

You better off turning that thang on yourself

Acting like that lil thang gone help

Like you can’t get put up on a shelf

Like you ain’t next to end up on a white-t

What I look like killing nxggas just like me?

Dying over colors

Somebody call Ice-T

My uncle from the manors

My big bro from the gardens

I feel like I’m set tripping

I guess I was just raised different

I guess God wanted me to see both sides

Maybe God sent me here to make peace

But ain’t no peace when these dudes gotta piece

Ain’t no peace when teenage girls walking the streets

Ain’t no peace when teenage boys slanging in the streets

What I’m supposed to do about that?

Why would they ever listen to me?

I ain’t nobody special

I’m from the same block

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……

In my quest I’ve bumped my head

Tossed and turned in my bed

Lost my confidence

Gained trust issues

But I’ve learned a lot

Maybe I should stop

Cupid busting and I still ain’t been shot…..

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid…..

In my quest I have failed

Got me thinking there’s no hope for myself

Got me thinking I’ll forever be by myself

I’ll never have a baby

My quest has drove me crazy

I will never get married……….

Don’t be afraid of love

I’m right behind you

I’m right beside you

Let love find you

Don’t be afraid……..

Don’t be afraid

You win some You lose the rest

All this love for you in my chest

Knives in my back

How could you do me like that?

I'm looking ahead no turning back

I gotts love for no one who does me like that

I guess it is what it is

Why you have to do me like this?

I guess you don't believe in communication

Don't expect me to be out here waiting

Gone do yo thang I ain't even hating

All these knives in my back

I thought we were coo why you do me like that?

I guess you were just waiting on him to get his stuff together

I guess we never had a chance of being together

I was fooled thinking that you wanted better

How could I fall for that?

Meanwhile you sticking all these knives in my back

It didn't have to be like that

All you had to do was say something

But you been cut off so don't say nothing

I wish you didn't go down this road

Why you have to activate beast mode?

You wrong for that

I'm surprised I'm still alive you stuck all these knives in my back

I don't do too much talking on the internet

Last thing I'm taking is disrespect

I just got it two days ago

But I done already spent my check

Too many payments and bills

Let a young nxgga chill

Free Kodak Black

People get the stomping & spitting

When you laying on your back

When you down on your face

All this hate around me

I just can't relate

My experience so real

I don't know to be fake

I don't know what that is

Free Kodak Black

People love to spit on you

When you down on your back

Whenever you land on your face

All folks know is hate

Sorry I can not relate

My experience was too trill

For me to ever be fake

Yall do too much talking

And still don't know what yall talking about

Like you got it all figured out

Like you perfect or something

Keep it real we all know nothing

You a novice and you a novice

Learned so much in the streets

I don’t even need college

Samantha turned out just fine

Why they throwing so much shade?

Trying to eclipse the shine

We been going uphill the whole time

No handicaps for us

We started all the way from behind

I still can’t see the finish line

Maybe they lying

Some days I question if I should keep trying

All the leaders dying

All the children dying

And still we keep going

I don't boast about the struggle

So most don’t be knowing

That ain’t something I feel like showing

Living in the past will stunt you from growing

So I’m in the present

I don’t do too much posting on the internet

Don't come around here with that disrespect

I’m out here trying to get this check

Ain’t no one lending hands when you on your back

I hate my false sense of privilege

I hate the way we mistreat our women

I hate that our women feel all alone

Feel like they have to do it all on their own

Forced to always stay strong

I hate that

They show love but never get it back

Then we wonder why they always so quick to snap

When she was raising your kids and paying the mortgage solo  

Where were you at?

Bump child support

Be a father!

Be in your kid’s life

Men don’t bring a damn thing to the table

But expect the world of their wife

See this ain’t right

I been battling this false sense of privilege my whole life

I challenge my fellas to do better

Make improvements one day at a time

Let the women in your life know that you’re trying

I ain’t perfect at it

But I’m working on getting better

I want my next one to be forever

When the wind picks up I offer her my sweater

Let her know she’s appreciated

Let her know you appreciate it

It’s all about the small things

Yeah you can call her princess

Or you could call her queen

But first you must view her as a human being

Thank you Alexa for making me a better man

Thank you Janeth for all of your love

Thank you Samantha for calling me everyday

I appreciate yall more than words could ever say

Do you remember what I said to you?

Remember when I used to lay in bed with you?

Now I’m dead to you

When a woman stops loving you know it

Men we stay in love

But we too stubborn to show it

This love here is budding

I hope we get a chance to grow it

I think about you every day

You just don’t know it

Hopefully I don’t blow it

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I remember what you said to me

I remember when you used to lay in bed with me

Now you are dead to me

You doubted me

You couldn’t wait any longer

But you made me stronger

I wish you nothing but the best overseas

I’ll be here keeping it groovy

My friends say I’m too choosy

But I just can’t give my time to anyone

My whole life I sacrificed for everyone

Excuse me if I’m a little selfish these days……………

I’m just a man looking for love

I’m an introvert

I don’t like hitting the clubs

I don’t like alcohol

I been cool off the drugs

I need some TLC

Don’t treat me like a scrub

My first 26 I messed up

Let me use 2017 to right my wrongs

I’m a need another 26

Just to right all of this

To all of you I’m so sorry

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I just want to find somebody and lay low

Everybody on the same ol mission

If you can’t handle the heat of my love

Then you should get up out of my kitchen

On an idle mind I entertain my addictions

I be tripping

I was slipping

I don’t want what everyone else has

I want something different

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I want something real

Something your soul can feel

Heart beating rapidly

Goosebumps & chills

Netflix & chill

That sounds so chill

I just want something real