Anonymous said: Alright, request sent in! I hope you got it, you know how Tumblr is sometimes. That aside, how are you today? I missed what happened last night because of the hospital thingy haha. I'm sorry people can be so cruel to you! || Pillar Anon 🗿

i have received your request pillar anon; i’m glad that things have evened themselves out for you and that it is nothing serious! i’m not a fan of hospitals at the best of times (haz has spent a lot of time there), but with what’s going on in the world right now i find them extra stressful! 

imagining my fictional spouses with me in stressful situations always helps though; i’m very non-confrontational and bad at gathering the attention of people i need to so knowing people like prosciutto would do it for me is nice! the pillarmen of course do this, but double, because as THEIR human you are one hundred percent the most important patient. if they did insist on following and seeing the CAT scan machine . . . who knows what they would do!

Tumblr is not what it used to be anymore. I really missed the old Tumblr back in 2014 & 15. Good old days.

But, I am lacking of posting art on here. So, I shall take my final leave. Thank you a much for the followers whom stick by me from these past years. Just a huge thank you. And for the followers who just got here? What the fuck are you doing? This blog is dead.

But again, thank you.

Also, maybe I'm not leaving(?), I might just make a new Tumblr account for other things. Or just to refresh myself.

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Nickname: Nat

Gender: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Star Sign: capricorn

Height: 5′2″

Time right now: 19:02

Last thing googled: richmond weather

Favorite bands: Twenty One Pilots, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Paramore, Florence and the Machine, A Day to Remember

Favorite solo artists: Selena Gomez, Chance the Rapper, Childish Gambino, Bruno Mars, Marina and the Diamonds, Melanie Martinez

Song stuck in your head: No Problem by Chance the Rapper

Last movie watched: Moana...for the third time

Last TV show watched: The Voice?

When did you create your blog: October/November 2012

What kind of stuff do you post: a lot

When did your blog reach its peak: ??

Do you have any other blogs: iamsmallpotatoes (pictures of small potatoes), iamnotabear (pictures of bears...the animal), modelnatasha (sort of a way to keep a portoflio), celestialsphereaurora (pictures of the sky), datnataday (pictures of my face and outfits...that doesn’t actually get updated daily)

Do you get asks regularly: nah

Why you chose your url: because I think I’m really pretty. and the name zaina was for some character I was in this story my friends and I were writing

Following: 368

Posts: 56,078

Hogwarts house: Gryffinpuff

Pokemon team: ??

Favorite colors: I like earthy tones and purples and blues

Average hours of sleep: 5-7

Lucky Numbers: 4,16, 64 (I like evens)

Favorite characters: Garnet & Ruby from Steven Universe, Marceline from Adenture Time, there are others but I cannot think of all of them

What are you wearing right now: green cami, green slacks

How many blankets do you sleep with: 1 fleece blanket, no comforter

Dream job: something where I can use math and not have to do customer service and also that makes me enough money to pay off student loans and take care of my health

Dream trip: anywhere with people I love