#final post

Hello, everyone! With regards of the news of the inactivity of two of my blogs, alastors-glitch and imaginary-selfships, I have decided to leave Tumblr for good.

Not only that, I will be also leaving other socials and would become like a spectator of some sort. Which means I will not interact or comment or post anything at all.

Now you might be asking, why would you do that?

Well here is a simple answer: I don't want to end up to be a horrible person and that the Internet has caused mental damage to me.

I know you might say it's not true, but after a week, my health is damaging and my mental health has affected too. I have also done horrible things and I don't want to make it worse.

For those who are affected by my actions, I would like to apologize for all of that. I know I should have learned from the start and shouldn't have done those things.

To be honest, I don't want to be the popular one. I dreamed of being a popular content creator until I knew what would the consequence be and I'm unfortunately into the progress of that.

For those who are my mutuals and online friends, I want to thank you all for being there with me. I know you would be there for me, but now, it's time for me to go.

For my followers on some of the blogs I run, thank you so much for your support! Even if I have low followers, it's okay. I really don't care about the numbers.

Leaving social media will be good for my mental health and I will focus on school since it's distracting.

I'll probably stick to watching Youtube videos if you see me.

Oh, and if Alastor is confirmed aroace by season 3 of Hazbin Hotel, please remember me /hj

But still, I would be happy, just only seeing on the other screen.

Anyways, I hope you have a great day!

Love you all, Indie out 💖

this blog will be deleted in a few days, unfortunately it is a side blog and not an independant blog. i just cant keep up with posting panels, im not into homestuck anymore and its just too much. its attatched to a blog i no longer want to stay on as it holds things i want to move away from. maybe i will remake someday, but it is unlikely. thank you so much for your support and all of you who have followed and stayed around hoping for a comeback. im sorry it has to end this way, but all good things end someday.

uhhhhhhh… so some people i know irl found this account :PPPP it was a long time coming lol but I still lost my mind lol. I know posts have been ridiculously slow; I’ve had a lot lot lot of hiccups in my health lately and kind of set drawing to the back of the list of my priorities. But there’s more important news below 👇

Aaaaaaanyway…………..I might stop posting on here. I also might delete this account. For a couple different factors and reasons. If I delete this account, there wont be any reposts of the art I’ve drawn on here, which means any drawings which were tumblr-exclusive (A.K.A all of my ToA art) will be lost to the void. it’s been a really, really great journey on this blog getting to see so much of this fandom. Im soooooo grateful for all the fan zines, archive blogs, so so so many amazing and talented artists and friends who I’ve gotten to find on here. Hopefully I can stay in touch with you all, but if I can’t, I’ll miss you!

I really can’t believe the reception my art has gotten on this account. It’s genuinely so so amazing to see people care about my drawings, my characters, and the stories I want to tell. So thank you all for that!

again, this is not a final decision. I might come back here eventually, I might not. Only time is going to tell for the most part, but I’ll be posting older ToA content I never uploaded on here. I probably won’t finish my animatic though.

(To my irl friends— no hard feelings! Moving accounts has been on my mind for a while :) luv y’all)

It’s been really great knowing you all!

i said in my intro post that this blog would have a finite lifespan, and i think it’s now time for this blog to end.

thank you for giving me the space and grace to put down all my thoughts. i’ve loved reading everyone’s comments and realising i’m not alone in thinking or feeling the way i do.

it’s also been really interesting being challenged by perspectives other than my own, so thanks to everyone who was brave enough to disagree with me.

one thing this blog has shown me is that people experience fandom very differently. this blog isn’t meant to be a guide to how fandom ought to work, or a list of things you need to know before posting. a lot of these posts are simply me trying to articulate patterns, feelings and things i’ve noticed, because it helps me process them and feel a little less alone.

so for anyone who has stumbled across this blog and come away thinking fandom sounds impossibly complicated - i promise it isn’t. fandom is meant to be fun first and foremost!

i’m discontinuing the blog now because, even though i’ll continue to write on ao3, i don’t want to start overthinking tumblr as well, and that’s already begun to happen. i think i’ve shared all i wanted to share, and anything else would just be variations on the same themes (or perhaps, as is the way of things, descend into more hot takes than is healthy). so i’d like to end on a high.

because of that, i won’t be posting any further updates or interacting with this blog any more.

also, just a final thing -

the post about “writing for ourselves and posting for others” seems to have resonated with quite a lot of people, and it’s been heartbreaking reading the reblogs tags and messages (i’ve read every one), and seeing the deep longing people have for their work to be seen and, in turn, for themselves to be seen.

so, gentle reader, if no one has told you this recently -

you are seen

and you are loved

by the God who made you.

Jesus told this parable to show what God is like:

“When he was still a long way off, his father saw him. His heart pounding, he ran out, embraced him, and kissed him.” (Luke 15:20)

People being big meanie heads to you online? Oh boohoo! I have been told to kill myself by MULTIPLE people for less and faced ACTUAL transphobic deadnaming campaigns because I was “running away from accountability”. I’ve dealt with men wanting to violate my body SOLELY for me being a rape survivor. I’ve been blackmailed and forced offline and silenced by my abusers. I’m still alive.

And you’re mad that I told you to end it ONE TIME because you drew sexual art of someone’s OC? You’re pathetic, truly. SPINELESS. I never would have stooped as low as you two, even at my most mentally ill and insane. Wanting to rape and kill rape victims? You both are 30 years old and yet will live with your trauma and lust instead of moving on from it. You’re honestly far worse than Sugar/Buttons. AT LEAST HE’S NOT BOTHERING ANYONE RIGHT NOW. You don’t give a shit about therapy or self growth. You call me a worm, yet you used to be a commentator yourself. I feel no pity, nor sympathy for your predicament. Continue to spiral and harass people like the sociopathic, paraphilic, radqueer monsters you are. Karmic justice will eventually have its share for you both.

1. I will no longer be posting music related things on this blog and sticking to fictional fandoms instead. to all my music moots, you will be receiving a DM from with me for my music blog once i get that sorted and set up. ❤️

2. I will be taking a break on this blog for a little while i can focus on school and my music blog. I will pop in here now and again however! ❤️

much love,