#narcissts

i plan on making lots of money actually. you never had a man in the picture to be my father in the first place. i grew up without one. so yeah, let's keep the ball rolling. no, a man will not take care of me. a man will not slave away for me. i didn't plan on being a horrific cyst on the back of some guy's life, that's not me.

Yes, clinically assesed. My grandfather is a narcissist and my mother is a sociopath with schrizophrenic tendencies due to history (and continuation) of drug abuse. The year or so has been growing increasingly difficult for me because the only person “protecting” me from them was my grandmother---Who unfortunately died about two years ago. Ever since, my life has gone to hell. Keep in mind that relying on people with these disorders has taken a severe toll on my physical, financial, and especially mental health. Narcissists and Sociopaths are NOT good people, regardless of how much tumblr tries to paint statements like this as “ableist”.They’re only good when you are “convenient” to them, but will otherwise abuse your power over you, given the chance. And neither can see their actions as “wrong”, as in their heads they are always “right” and completely disregard any opinons but whatever seems to line up with their delusions of grandeur.  Unfortunately, because my job is entirely dependent on them too, I am completely under their thumb until I recive something for my inheritance, which, by the way, the narcissist has been appointed executor of until I turn 30.  While it would be easy to separate myself from my mother (and possibly get a restraining order due to years of neglect and emotional abuse) My grandfather is incredibly difficult, as I have no proof of his actions, for the exception of a recording that cannot be used in court because it lacks video footage. So yeah, I’m fucked. Any advice would be lovely. I hate to post shit like this but I am nearing a breaking point.