#nara asks

OMG this is so cute and warming 🥺❤️. I just want to let you know  that I am still HIGHLY motivated. Other than my series out right now (predilection, TLBNRB) , I have been writing for other projects and stories that I want to publish sometime soon as well. this ask literally came in good timing because while I was writing a chapter- I lost a little confidence in it and decided to start another all over (bad habit of mine). I promise I am still invested in updating and I am truly sorry If im taking a while for any new updates but they are coming. 

thank you sweetheart!

nara came to me v spontaneously. i was wanting to have a finn oc bc my boy deserves so much love, and also really wanted someone to beat the shit out of kylie ron so i had the basics down. then i started reading so much on the lore, gathering inspiration from them, and just connecting the dots from canon to my own canon and boom, nara came to be. some parts of her story still is changing the more i think of cool and unique ideas, but for the most part, i have it all planned out!

Several years had passed since Nara seen for her former master. Deep lines were etched on his face, grey hairs scattered along his overgrown hair and beard, and his robes were raggedy and unkept. This was not the same Luke Skywalker she knew and valued as a young padawan. This wasn’t the same Luke Skywalker who recruited her from Strion-67A just by sensing the Force within her. This wasn’t the same Luke Skywalker she idolized the legend to be.

🌹how easy is it for them to connect with others and make friends? on the flip side how easy is it for them to make an enemy of someone? are they the kind of person who hangs around the food table at a party and never talks to anyone or are they the type who can talk to anyone? for making friends it depends. when she was on strion, she only had one friend who will be mentioned in the story. when she was luke’s padawan, she connected with the others very well and really treated them as family. afterward the massacre, she only trusted very few people and even then it took some time. except bd-6, that baby droid. is the only exception. enemies is a quick and clean type of thing. if you do something horrible, justice is owed. plain and simple. for the table thing, she’ll probably sit in the middle and jump in whenever she feels like it if she’s with the right kind of people. 

⭐what is your oc afraid of? any crippling phobias or some such? how do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? does anyone ever find your oc scary? why? short answer, a LOT. long answer, she has a strong fear of losing everyone she loves and that’s valid bc she lost 90% of the people closest to her throughout her whole storyline. usually by the hands of kylo ren, but anyways. she has a lot of ptsd dreams about the night of the massacre which are not fun at all. when she gets scared, she’s act extremely impulsively and emotionally bc she would do anything to save the people she cares about. the people who’d usually calm her down were bd-6, han, and finn. their connections to her are so strong and so important that she can be pulled back from the edge just because of them. it’s very moving tbh.

as of her being scary,,,, um,,, yeah. tlj is not a fun time for her and she will be tiptoeing the line between good and bad in order to get her revenge on kylo.

💚talk about some of the traumatic events in your oc’s life. these events can be ones that have happened to them or a loved one. these events can be minor or major. as ive mentioned so many times, the massacre is deeply scarring nara emotionally as well as physically. and while still not getting over that event six years later, han dies right in front of her and had to witness her new friends almost die as well. basically, almost every traumatic thing in her life revolved around kylo one way or another, which is why his death in tros is handled differently bc it makes more sense narratively for nara’s story.

💧what is the earliest memory your oc can recall? do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes? not so much of a memory, but she can recall some of her home planet where she spent her childhood with her mother. she didn’t have the luxury of keeping anything to remind her of her childhood bc her mother forced 10 year old nara to flee without a warning and landed on strion in an escape pod ever since.

i’ve been waiting for this one,,, tURN IT UP!!!

anyways, nara is my child and i adore her. i have an ask here that contains a lot on information so you can check that out as well! 

nara is the great granddaughter of qui-gon jinn. i have a whole family tree waiting to be posted once i finish the first chapter of her fic. she has no idea that she is force-sensitive or even knows that the jedi were real until luke suddenly shows up on a planet i created called strion-67a which is basically a junkyard planet in the far outer rim.

long story short, nara trains with luke alongside the other 11 padawans and is the only padawan to survive the massacre but she definitely doesn’t flee unscathed ( which will definitely not be ignored just for angst purposes bc it’s very important ). she suffers from ptsd for a very long time, even six years later when tfa rolls around. once she feels like she’s healing, she loses another person close to her by kylo’s doing.

in tlj, she goes through a big revenge arc. it’s a very pivotal point in her story and without it, her development in tros wouldn’t come together like that’s how important it is to her story. it’s such an interesting take i wanna explore because she has suffered so much and is falling apart so im ready for the painnnn.

im gonna be hella real about this, 40% of why this story exists is because i wanted an oc who will fuck kylo up and literally want him D E A D!!! that scene for this fic is when kylo kills han, nara literally goes for his fucking throat. she rlly didn’t hesitate and i love that about her. the other 60% is because finn deserves love and boom, we have the fallen jedi.