#nani!!!

Mei is my other half on this website, quite literally. She’s my tumblr girlfriend and I love her to bits. You are reading this aren’t you, lol? If you are then good because I love you to the moon and back.

We became moots around October circa 2019, and that slowly and gradually led up to the day YOU decided to literally send me a message asking if we wanted to be friends🙈 I was already fangirling because like.. “THE cupidhaos wants to be MY friend??!!” (Mei is an amazing writer so check out her SM AUs, and through her and other amazing mutuals I decided giving writing a chance)

Through our year of friendship we’ve been through ALOT. We’ve had the time of our lives texting like there’s no tomorrow, we’ve cried and bawled our eyes out, we’ve laughed, talked about anime, but we’ve been each other’s rocks through it all. You got to see the side of me no one, not even my irls, has seen; you’ve seen a broken, anxiety ridden, crying, suffocated girl who time and time again wipes away her tears and pretends to be okay. You’ve stood by me at my lows and my breaking points, and your loyalty and love has never faultered. You’ve been my confidant, the sister I never knew I needed (I have a sister lol but she’s way younger than I), you are like one of my soulmates, you are my best friend and the blessing I never knew I’d have.

But the best part of being your friend was watching you grow into the person you are. I’m plagued by so many demons, but you…you’ve been through hell and back and I was there to pull you out. I don’t think you ever truly knew the way that I cried along with you, that I wanted nothing more than to hurt the asses that broke you. All I ever wanted and still want is for you to be happy and safe, for you I’d fight whoever tf makes you upset and it’s plus ultra lol. ANY WAYS BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING, I remember the nights you’d fall back into your funk, and I never once wanted you to go back into that cycle again because I know what’s it’s like and you are such a wonderful and lovely soul and you deserved to be happy. Through it all, no matter if it was really rough I was there and I held your hand through it all and I’ll still hold your hand as we head towards the future💕

You’ve seen me in my natural habitat and I’ve seen you, we’ve briefly talked otp😂 We’re the biggest clowns together, like literally if anyone saw our convos they’d be so lost 😭

We really are in this together, bubs.

The forever Rin to my Hatsuharu, the Deidara to my Sasori, the Kisame to my Itachi, the Connie to my Jean, the Toga to my Twice. My other half💕

There’s no xfirebenderx without a cupidhaos, and there’s no Nani without Mei.

xoxo,