#nancecd

youre so beautiful at times it makds me wonder what it would look like to have yu beneath me. above me, on me, in me. would my hand cup the frame of your jaw, graze over the fruit of your womb? id trace over your collarbones witb my tongue, use my fingers to rin over your aternum and ribs and try to gauge if i can feel the bones underneath like i can with me. id tuck your hair behind your ear, rolling the pad of my thumb over the hoop earrinfs you always wear. gold, even though the rest ofthe jewlery you wear is silver. i stopepd wearing jewlery sometime ago. when was that? why was that… i like the divet between your breasts. i wonder what its like to be able to touch you, really have you. the occasional brushing of our hands and entwined fingers and legs thrown over laps are really never enough. i need more rhan that. i need you. i want to know what its like to run my fingers ocer your scars. is the trxture slightly sifferent there, or just sewn into the rest of tbe skin as smooth and easy as breathing? you know youre gorgeous right? i love your face. you and yoir smart eyes, always seeing through me as if you have xray vision. tell me, how do you do it? you can tell easier thab anyone else when i am lying and i swear before tou i never was so obvious. how do you jnow? youre magic. your fucking magic. i want to kiss you. will our lips be chapped again like last time? can you kiss me on the hand, my forearm, cheek again? please? i miss you. i love you. let me learn what it is like to feel your tongue slip into my mouth. i want to memorize the feel of your teeth beneath mine. i want you to know whaf irs like to ruj your tongue over my snaggle toofh. i want to bite your lip and pull and kiss it after and i want to kiss at your eyelids the crown of your hair your everything because you are so dear to me.

as well as this, those people who see two men or two women together in public, complete STRANGERS by the way and go “yaoi/yuri” pisses me off a lot. not everything is gay, please stop labelling strangers’ relationships that you dont even know about, nor do you deserve to know about if you're going down the street and calling them a couple? genuinely don’t be crass, gtfo stop sexualizing everything. It's the same thing as a boy and a girl being friends in junior high/high school but everyone else around them keeps on shipping them. this begs the question, can two opposite genders not to interact without them being shipped? can two people of the same gender not walk together side by side in public without being labelled for no damn reason? and for walking, nonetheless, like holy crap bro.

i get uncomfortable seeing people write fanfiction about celebrities and idols. esp the smut or really angsty ones. i'm sorry but i think that's just plain weird. those are actual people not characters, if you got famous and people started writing about you having sex with one of your band members, wouldn't you find that uncomfortable too?