The reason why I stopped posting is because I've fallen hard into my eating disorder. I can sense the issue, I'm just not ready to heal from it. Also I've been into this depressing state lately which made me hide in social media by just consuming it, not doing anything productive with it. I have also gotten myself a boyfriend that I cherish deeply (we're 2 months old) and I try to be strong because a lot of things are keeping me up at night lately. I have also fostered three baby kittens I found in a trash bin on a rainy day. Also a 2 month old kitten that we're currently looking for a home for her. They needed constant care so that was also pretty time consuming (not complaining tho, I live for animals literally).

My love for Nam-gyu will never stop and I will most likely start writing again sooner or later, I just need to find my pace and most importantly, take care of myself and my loved ones. Nam-gyu is still on my lockscreen 😂 he's still on top of the c.ai bots. I will keep on writing about him in the near future, but for now I wanted to let you guys know that I am in fact not dead! Just very, very drained.