#nam joon

Each of our kind is allowed to live under peace treaty law. No wolves or vampires could kill a human. No Human could kill a wolf or vampire unless self-defense and it must be proven as so. Lastly, breeding or mating outside your kind was forbidden. But fucking that was a different story. Humans loved to indulge themselves and our kind was disgustingly willing to fulfill their desires. But not me, bloodsuckers were ok and fun on occasion, but humans were. Never. I’d rather gut myself. 

That was until I met him. He was beautiful, gorgeous, sexy all in one. I had seen plenty of hot human men but he was different, way different. His scent was so fucking good-looking it drove my wolf nearly delirious. I remember when his scent first hit me. Fortunately, I was hanging out with a small group of very close friends. They were well-trusted with any of my most inanimate secrets and they were loyal. It was Kia’s 23rd birthday and we were celebrating with a night out of drinking and celebrating. Kia wanted to party at the triplex strip, a border party strip. The triplex was where the Human, Vampire, and Wolf countries touched. We were bar hopping and club hopping. We had just left a bar when we passed the dance club Oasis.

That's when the most delectable scent pleasantly assaulted my senses and immediately I craved more. I needed to know what this scent was, and who the scent belonged to before my wolf went mad. I felt my wolf was dragging me along as if I were on a leash and had no choice but to follow. I was angry that I was on the verge of losing control of my wolf; in essence, myself. I was no longer a hot-headed, immature, heat-driven teen wolf. I was a mature adult wolf the current leader of our pack and the future governess of our Tribe Nation. The humiliation and rage I felt as I was dragged against my will towards this scent that brought my wolf to delirium with want. Was this the call of my mate, I had heard the leader's descendant's tribe mate call was intense but this was shocking and unexpected. I was in panic, I did not want anyone to know who my mate was and I was not ready to be mated. 

“Y/N! Wait! Where are you going? HEY!….” I heard Kia call out to me. But I was driven forward. I did not want the group to know where I was going. I slipped into the club. The music was blaring. I had never been to this club because I despised its purpose. It was a dance club at face value but also a well-known place for humans who had a wolf or vampire fetish. This was a place where humans could pay for a lap dance or “other services” so they could get off on their fucking fantasies. This was also the spot for them to live out their fantasy of fucking our kind. I wanted to rip the owner's throat out for this undignified display of our people. And I wanted to punish my fellow wolves who participated whether they were part of my pack or not. 

I could hear Nam Joon now, “Just let it be, they're not being forced. Y/N these are wolves who want to be here. Let them have their fun”. I knew he was right and I always kept my true feelings and thoughts to a few of my close and trusted confidants, Nam Joon being one of them. Even though I carried generations of rage memories, it was every Wolves Governor's job to hold space for that rage of the pain and suffering of our ancestors at the hands of humans and harness it to be good leaders who would not harm our kind. But it was extremely difficult. The burden was often too great for me to carry but I knew I just had to. 

I pushed through the throngs of crowds following my wolf’s hunt for the owner of this intoxicating scent. I wondered who they would be, would they be from my pack or tribe or a neighboring tribe? Would they be someone I already knew? Knowing they were here at Club Oasis angered me that they would be here probably looking to fuck a human. How dare they. I felt a deep belly growl escape my throat, my wolf's wrath building merely at the thought of someone else touching the owner of this scent. Fuck, my wolf wanted them and there would be nothing standing in the way nothing to stop her, I was for the first time truly terrified. I was on the verge of losing all control, I knew I was close. I could feel myself salivating and the hairs on the back of my neck stood up. There I found him pushing his way to the back. I couldn’t help but lick my lips as I closed in on him, my eyes were dilated and I could feel myself trembling with excitement. I lingered about a foot behind him, I was closing in on him. I didn't know what I would do when I cornered him because as of right now I was led by the lustful thoughts of my hungry wolf. Finally, our moment had arrived as I caught the door staying on his heels.

“Jackson, I'm buzzed as fuck, I told you I’m trying to be a good man…fu–ck”.

I cut him off in mid-sentence as I whirled him around pushing him up against the wall forcefully. Had I lost my fucking mind, I felt as if I was having an out-of-body experience, it was wrong all of it was wrong. What the fuck was I doing.  CHAPTER ONE

“.....” he was completely speechless staring at me, I could only hear the sound of breathing and the rapid beating of both our hearts. I was trembling as I held him against the wall against his will. I could feel how tense he was from the grip of my hands on his biceps, I could see the glowing ember of my eyes in the reflection of deep chocolate-colored orbs. I couldn't help but gasp at the sight of him. He was fucking beautiful. She wanted him, fuck I wanted him. I slowly brought my nose to his chest, breathing him in shaking at each breath as I trailed up towards his neck. I couldn't help my eyes rolling back into my head as I pressed my face into his neck inhaling him. My wolf let out a deep growl and my throat released a deep moan just after. I pressed my hips into him as I inhaled his neck moaning into him and taking in his scent.

“Oh my god you smell so fucking good…fuck…” I couldn't stop my tongue from making contact with his neck as I licked a wide fat strip up to his ear suckingly his earlobe. A hiss escaping his mouth.

“Fuck.. I’m so sorry–, I know—- this is—so— fu–cked up...”, I mumbled as I continued my assault on his neck, licking and sucking as he just stood there, his body relaxing into mine, a tent forming in his jeans. He wasn’t scared, he was turned on. I could feel him pressing his hard length against my core, I loved the friction and I needed more. I released my grip on one of his biceps, lacing my free hand fingers into his head, jerking his head back as I continued to worship his neck. I felt his free arm wrap around my back pulling me closer to him. I continued to suck at his neck, my canines protruding and raking against his skin, my wolf wanted to claim him and I couldn't stop it. I released his other bicep, grabbing at his face and tasting his mouth. I invaded him with my tongue winning and dominating as he submitted to me. After all, I am the Tribe Alpha and next potential Alpha Governess, his wolf should know better is what I thought at the time. I explored his mouth, no canines, no fangs. Still exploring every crevice of his delicious mouth. I raked my hand down his chest slipping into the front of his pants grasping his erection exploring its velvety length and girth. No bulb tip knot, even though he was hard as fuck. His scent engulfing, taunting me, I was delirious, his grunting and quivering against my touch exciting me more than I could imagine. 

“Fu-ck, I want you–I’m sorry….” I pumped his cock slathering his pre-cum all over his length, I wanted him in my mouth and inside me. My wolf would wait no more. I grasped at his hair, jerking his neck once again as I kissed down his chin to his neck, pumping faster and squeezing him harder. His moans and grunting push me near the edge. 

“Do whatever the fuck you want…”, his voice was deep and panting in my ear as I released his cock and grabbed his free hand shoving his fingers into my wet cunt. I shuddered as he needed no other hint as he pumped his long slender fingers in and out the squelching sounds of his fingers in my cunt his precum all over his cock as my hand returned to pumping him. My wolf snapped at the sound of his whimpers and without my control my canines elongated, piercing his skin at the base of his neck. I felt my wolf mating essence release and the taste of human blood filling my mouth as I came all over his fingers and he came all over my hand warm and sticky. 

“Fuck!” I growled as my orgasm washed over me and realization sank in. He was a fucking human and I gave him my once-in-a-lifetime mating bite, I took a claim, there was no turning back. I had marked him with my DNA and I too had his DNA as I tasted him. I had beyond fucked up. I licked the deep wound on his neck stopping the bleeding, his moans filling my ears. ‘Stop. Stop what you're doing. That voice of reasoning in my head seconds way too late. 

I pushed away from him, shouting, “FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! NO!”I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand as he slipped down the wall landing in a sitting position. He had a beautiful fucked out smile on his face and glossy eyes. 

“I guess I should thank you for the best fucking orgasm of my life,” a small chuckle leaving his beautiful mouth. His eyes flutter shut, blood still spilling from my mating bite that wasn't meant for him. He wasn’t healing because he was not a wolf but a fucking human. 

“Y/N! What the fuck! Why did you run off like th—-t. WHOLLY SHIT! What the fuck did you do YN!!!!”. I turned to KIA, what a sight she must have seen. Blood down my chin, canines bearing, eyes the color of flames, nails elongated, sex, and my mating bite scent in the air. I saw the look of shock and terror in her eyes, her eyes darting back and forth between me and the human slumping against the wall. 

“What the fuck did you do! FUCK Y/N!”

“No KIA DON'T YOU DARE!”, I commanded her to stop, I knew she would call for Nam Joon. Her eyes were pleading.

“I got this, catch us a cab. I’ll take care of it.” It was too late though, I saw Nam Joon bolting around the corner of the alley. The look in his eyes was hatred I thought. 

“Kia, I got this, go back to the group and tell the group Y/N had to take care of personal business”. I look a Nam Joon with sorrow, he knew I fucked up big time, and he knew how disappointed I was in myself. How could this fucking happen? I turned to the beautiful human on the ground who was slowly losing consciousness, because of my mating bite. I watched Nam Joon take his shirt off handing to me as he continued on the phone. I wrapped the shirt on the human's neck placing pressure as I hoisted him in my arms. A black car with dark-tinted windows pulled up. I carried the human in my arms placing him in the back seat as I slid in as well my eyes meeting with the other passenger.

“Drive us home”, his voice soft as Nam Joon jumped in the front seat passenger. 

“Jimin, I owe one”. I said keeping my eyes on the human.

“You own me more than that Y/N, this will be going to cost you greatly.” His eyes pierced mine as he tore into his wrist allowing his blood to flow as I helped the human sit up to drink Jimin’s blood moments before passing out. 

I grabbed the vibrating phone from the Human pocket. Text messages and calls flood his phone.

Text Messages:

“TaeHyung you good?”

“Tae where are you?”

“You better not be running back to that stupid bitch, you deserve better man”

“I hope you're getting some good as wolf pussy or Vampi Pussy”

“Tae Hyung we are leaving this club call me”

“Baby? Where are you? I’m sorry. I don’t want to be on a break anymore. I need you…come to me.”

I texted all but one back saying “I went home I’m good”. Tae Hyung, I whispered his name to myself. Tae Hyung, that Human who single-handedly ruined me. He was the beginning of my end.