JUST STUFF ? Madoka wasn't the kind of one to judge , no check that , in fact she couldn't really judge to how other's set their expectations , for as someone like her she has a life but also a duty , a responsibility she swore into after becoming a magical girl . " You sound like you're prepared , it must be a lot to deal , but you seem like you got it under control . Do you have an idea on what you're going to do once you're done ? "
How he was supposed to admit he was the Maoh of an entire kingdom inside his world ? How he was supposed to confess he was ruling an entire country all by himself, with his young shoulders, in which no matter he was flattered by many aids and allies on the ask, part of responsabilities would fall upon himself ? How he was supposed to expressing amount of guilt he was feeling every time he must take an decision ? Concerning the fiance part, yes, for that time around, he didn't brought that around. 'Hi, I'm an student, I'm dealing with high school issues time to time, then oops, becoming an king having an male fiance at my side, and oh, we have an adorable daughter' Need of an inner screamings tourmented him mentally at mere possibility he might say it. ❝ Uh, me, got it under control ? ❞ Almost immedietly, he was ready to betray Wolfram's name in less than two seconds. Ah, he missed him so much when he was at home, heard him complaining, heard him always worried for him --- ❝ I'm doing my best. Which often ended up to be called stupid, or doing stupid things, or both. ❞ He admitted with a laugh. There was an moment of silence concerning that last question. ❝ Well, uh, it's uh … long term responsabilities. Not something I can resign out of blue, and not something I want to resign. It would cause unhappiness, it would break --- ❞ An entire country, but he couldn't say it. For one tiny moment, he pulled his hands on his face, wishing explanations could be simpler. ❝ Everyone count on me, and expected enjoying full-time happiness and full-time peace I will have, I don't have any other plans. ❞