#nain rambles

I've got a lot though!

We got a small chunk of fan art, mostly sticker format cause I don't like how I can't choose a damn style yet;

That and the video yesterday that ain't ready yet obv

And then DND characters; my sister's running a homebrew and in it I'm a lovely little College of Dance /Phoenix Sorcerer fire dancer who's currently trying to start again given he was blamed for the previous workplace catching fire (as IF he wanted to burn his life to the ground smh) he is the purple tiefling, yes. Was considering making him pink or blue but. As a Mephistopheles tiefling wearing orange/yellow I think he's fine as he is lmao.

And other characters cause why not.

Started writing on Novlr so I need some there too.

WE FINISHED THE DLC LADIES AND GENTS

And I'm about to cry myself to sleep; This obviously comes with spoilers but then again I also don't expect much engagement, I'm just glad I managed it 😭😭

WE SAVED ROMEO

We kicked Arlecchino's ass at LAST

Like IT HAPPENED TOP FAST AT THE END

I am so fucking sad Rosura ran out of ergo again 😭😭 MY BABYYYYYYY - I got the golden lie that I genuinely forgot about

And I CANT FIND SPRING IN THE HOTEL ANYMORE ((My next personal quest is to find that cat cause PSPSPS PLEASE-))

For context I haven't killed Manus yet but after Arrlechino somehow I don't think it'll be that bad. And then I'll have Nameless. I maaaaaaay have spoiled myself early on the end fights and that's why in procrastinating but then again this game released three years ago technically 😂😂😂

Overall though; I love this game. I suck terribly at it. But it's challenging and fun and honestly taught me to stop panic smacking everything like a barbarian. ((HOWEVER denial there will not be; I admit I used Lea as bait to hurl all acid, blitz and thermite throwables at Arlecchino...)) There will always be annoying moments (I am also a platformer ✨ DISASTER✨) BUT it's a magnificent game overall and one I will adore forever. Always had an affinity for Pinnochio type stories of discovering what it means to be human, and while I personally can't stand lying, it's not... Evil per se in this. It's actually morally good here. I love the lie system same way I love the weapon durability and how they play into the narrative, both.

Also I will ABSOLUTELY BE ADDING ROMEO AND P AND MAAAAYBE LEA SOMEDAY to my cosplans. Already picked out which looks and fabrics for P as well tehee. Now I need more work (in pay and exp both) because this beauty's cost can't look like it's reality: a desperate attempt by a fool with a sewing machine.

Featuring some screenshots because references needed and just testing compositions out on this. My sister had Wait For Me playing recently and we geeked out over Donal Finn's voice again and I'm still dying to Arlecchino's second phase BUT I SWEAR IMMA SAVE ROMEO AT SOME POINT I PROMISE BUDDY-

Anyway it felt like the perfect song for them so.

Holy shit the music is back there I forgot which video I put up. Pardon the foolish editing it was just smacked onto it mostly.

I THOUGHT I OUTLIVED THIS CURSE IN HIGHSCHOOL. I DID NOT.

Now I gotta keep my damn sketches in order otherwise I'll be drawing a single spoiler character again and again because I'm still trying to get all the main AND SIDE characters fnsbdjebfjfj those behind and ahead, you're both correct.

This is Third Culture Kid in Queer flavour

Not enough part A to be part B, too much part B to be part A.

And yet we exist. In the precarious middle and all around.

Same with Non-binary being an identity that's so questioned of whether or not it belongs in the Transitioning spectrum.

I know both are valid and supposed to be loved but like- going ftm or coming out as a lesbian are EXPERIANCE MILESTONES TM that being Bi and Nonbinary just don't... Get?? And therefore are treated s bit more like hidden mines?

Idk

There's a constant theme echoing in my life of "those who knows their direction shun those that don't" and honestly that thematic seems to apply to identity realization as well.

I'm sorry I don't have better answers.

On the third day of pride my order came to meeeee

Context of the question: last night I was at a concert and there were so many people with immaculate skills on display; from the way they did their hair to the clothes they combined or even hand made, and their make up, gods their make up-

And none of this is to say they weren't beautiful, they were fucking fantastic! But it's always easier to compliment skill based things, or interest based things cause band shirts help connect to people who know to look for it too, and they're marvellous.

But how the heck do you manage to really tell someone, in plain clothes, that they're beautiful? That they got genetically lucky with the sheer alignment of their features?

I will fangirl over people no problem when it comes to a combination and a skill feature but if you're plain clothes suave I am at a loss on how to say it without sounding like a creep. I mean you can't exactly tell someone "hey you've got a wonderful face" anymore from what I can tell.

I guess this is just something I'm a little insecure about because no I'm not trying to hit on you, I'm trying to tell you you're absolutely beautiful and no I'm not doing that to ask you out. Objectively speaking, this is a selfish act as if I don't tell you you're gorgeous I will live with that word clogging my throat.

Tis a word one must utter because fate so decreed to bless my day with multiple aesthetically pleasing individuals, and thoust happens to be-eth one of them. I would write poetry once I learn of your soul but to write of starry eyes I need to see them in their darkest hours and brightest joys. A pleasing face is just as much a compliment target as ones wonderous skill.