" i got a question , " she begins , entering the living room with the sort of underlying deranged tone that should lead them to believe she's up to no good . nadia wishes she was as outgoing in this realm as she was in other parts of her life â she was always the one peer - pressuring others into doing things ( drugs ? staying out all night ? petty theft ? sure ! ) but when it came to this ... she was like a deer in headlights . she plopped herself beside them on the couch , not close enough to touch , but close enough to feel the heat from their body . she leaned back with a sigh as her head turned towards them .
" what's the big deal with kissing ? " nadia ... what ? but she doesn't let them respond before she's positioning herself to face them more , her words falling out . " like , i did it ... once . and i don't get the hype ? is there a specific way to do it that makes you feel good or something ? because , from where i'm at , it seems pretty useless . " the syllables come faster than her thoughts can catch them , spilling more of her inner dialogue . " how do i know if i'm even doing it right ? ... how do you do it ? " nadia's head tilts lightly , a shine of insanity glazing over her eyes as she takes her bottom lip in between her teeth , chewing absentmindedly .
setting : nadia is , unfortunately ( or fortunately ) , very inexperienced in things . she had her first kiss ever only last summer and got so freaked out she left them standing there in disbelief as she practically ran away . now , the thoughts were killing her â what was she missing ? why does she feel like she's behind in life ? so she recruits your muse ( m , w , nb ) to try and ... help her understand . careful what they do , though , because if she likes something , she wants to be consumed by it 24 / 7 !
muse : nadia toledo ( 20 - 24 ) is kinda crazy in the sense that she doesn't care if things shouldn't be said , she'll say them , or do them . that crazy doesn't extend to anything relationship - wise , though , but that doesn't stop the thoughts from happening . and through her craziness , it's now become obsession . to find out more ... for research purposes , of course !
relationship : non - taboo â best friend , best friends sibling , neighbor , college classmate , etc . taboo â sibling ( step , half , full ) , parent's best friend , best friend's parent , cousin , uncle / aunt , etc .
