who: @nadiaestermont​
where: the dornish ball, sunspear
numb; that was the only word he could use to fully describe the feeling that coursed through him, following a revelation that had resulted in shouting and tears. it was so unlike the both of them, to put within such a situation, when they would usually be within the corner of that room watching that very same drama unfold. how the situation had seemingly changed, and how a part of him felt guilty for not realising what the situation had turned into far sooner, not until it was right before his very face.Â
he had remained outside longer than lady mallister, who had eventually walked away after saying what she needed to say and hearing what she needed to hear. how matters of the heart had been crossed, and how much of an ache he felt at knowing he would not be able to give her his own; for it had already long since been within the hands of another. reentering the festivities, winding around the dancers and musicians beating drums he had never seen before. the look on his face was one of sadness, of confusion as to where this had all come from; and yet he knew where he wanted to end up.Â
a familiar set of golden curls, clad in emerald green, had caught his eye sat a table; and upon seeing the expression on his face, he knew she could tell something had gone entirely wrong. sat with some associates of house estermont and his carron cousins, he cleared his throat as he slipped into the chair beside her. “sorry about that.” he muttered, quiet enough for only her to hear as he reached forward to pour himself a glass of wine, an unusual move. why did he feel the need to tell her, as though he wished nothing but complete openness between them?
taking a drink of the wine before placing it back down, he turned his body to look toward her, their knees touching beneath the circular table they were sat upon; and yet, such closeness did not feel unusual or strange. “would now be a good time to talk?” he asked, allowing her to take the lead; gods knew, he had some things to get off his chest.