i just want to make a post to recognize and thank all of my oldest tumblr friends.
internet friends? no, you're all irl friends.
thank you for talking to me that first time, or replying to me when i talked to you that first time...or whatever, you know. thanks for following me for all this time.
thanks for being there. and just like you've all always somewhat been here for me, i'll always be here for you.
yeah. this will be creepy. ok.
stephanie. you are literally the older sister i don't have. like. i know i have an older sister already, but you are also my older sister?? so?? yeah. i love listening (reading?) your stories about everyday life, your drinking, and your relationship. creepy??? ehhh, but true.
joann. idk if you even follow me anymore?? it was great, all those conversations we used to have. idek what to say for everyone. wow.
gabrielle. hi, you're a wonderful person. i hope you realize this. don't second guess yourself, ever.
brittany. you live with me, but it was necessary to recognize you.
sophie. i'm pretty sure you are my first best friend that has ever stayed with me through thick and thin across an ocean, ok. like. i have brittany. but then i have you. you...you're magnificent.
kim. you're like my little sister ok. the one that i corrupt with stories and ideas and all that, except you were also somewhat corrupt before we met?? lol, idek.
nichole. ahhh idek how much cheesier i can get. i remember when i was so jealous of you. for editing and being pretty and now your writing!!! everything. you're amazing ok
brianna. idk if you still follow me either, ha. i miss you though? you're truly fantastic, ok. i think the fact that you were 'tumblr famous' (is that even a thing anymore?) and still had the time and patience and heart or whatever to make friends. is like. astonishing. in the best way though.
carina. my sweetie baby love. ackkkk. idek. you're probably the best thing that's ever happened to me?? you were my number one follower (still are, no matter what fandoms i change to or you change to) and i will always be here for you ok. whenever you need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to msg me, txt me, call me, tweet me. i am here for you ok.
sidney. haha woW i never thought i'd meet anyone as crazy, but logical as myself on tumblr?? other than sophie. but then i met you so. lol. wow. this is gonna be lame but you're funny and i'm glad i know you ok. and also, you're the only one i tagged with two urls, u lucky yeoja.
minh. i guess even if we don't follow each other, i should still include you. i mean. you're a nice person ok. great. that awesome surf bro voice, too. and you're hilarious. uhhhh. what else can i say. well...i have a good feeling that you will succeed in life, in whatever it is you're planning on doing. so uh. go with your instincts. um. wow i am a sap.
kori. hi. so like. you're...what is a good word that i haven't already used cuz i hate repetition. you're...brilliant. i literally cannot wait until the day we finally meet because like. it's actually going to happen for real. like, i know i have the chance to met anyone on this list, but you're number one of the list because you're one of brittany's closest friend and lksadgj;afd gahhh. you will get the biggest hug of your life the day we meet ok.
vicky. BIIIIIIIICKY. wow. what do i say. haha you have made me laugh and smile even during my worst moments in life. i'm sure i've also gained a somewhat cravign for sugar since meeting you. idk if it's due to the ice cream or all of the other sweets you reblog and talk about, but you have changed me as well.
karissa. idk if you're even on tumblr anymore. but wow, i have to mention you because you're hte most realistic, down to earth friend i've made here. and brutally honest as well. i love you. and i love porn. yep.
so yeah. i love you all. a lot. idk what kind of person i would be if i didn't stumble upon your blogs some time in the past couple of years. i feel like you all have made actual changes (not differences really, because anything can happen...i believe some stuff is set in stone. or at least some type of rock) in my life. uhm yeah. i love you guys. girls. dudes.
and then i guess even though it's weird to call it honorable mentions, i have another list of people too. people that i feel kind of connected with. enough to thank you for being alive. so.
eris. you're incredibly intelligent. and witty.
mimi. you just seem awesome ok. i wish i could meet you irl too and just spend a day doing non kpop related things? yeah idek.
eugene. ahhhh. you're such a lovely person, do you realize this? you are not alone in the world. ok? why am i saying this, idk but it felt necessary??
lien. your art is so astounding. the way you see things. the way you see the world. your interpretation. really. you are important to me ok.
nadine. c: just like the dandelion in the spring, or peeta for katniss, you are my sunshine in an overcast life. idek. you come out of nowhere half the time and just BAM! i'm smiling. omg that is so cheesy ugh.
chiso. never stop being ur petite little vintage loving self. wow i'm creepy.
angela. my precious daughter that i seem to only talk about school to. ah, i hope you succeed in your career path. i hope that you stay happy with whatever you are doing. i want you to live well, ok??
all of you are important to me. i love all of you. both lists of people. everyone i've mentioned.
um. i've also tagged people that i know follow me, or i follow you and i'm just too lazy (really though. i am) to write something out for all of you. but if i tagged you, you're pretty much in my life ok so yeah...don't go anywhere. i need you all...um. this is getting weird so.
i think i've got most of you.
thank you for being you, i guess.
