Realization of the misconduct he’s participated in corrodes both the emotional and mental state of his wellbeing, brought to light by an endearingly salient figure who plays an important role in his life. Taeyong has long since regretted the things he has done and the mistakes he has made; and no amount of dejection of repentance can compensate for the damage he has caused. 

When he closes his eyes, he sees their faces. When he clears his mind, he hears their screams. Taeyong is never at peace with himself, and he has no one to blame other than himself. Not his father, not his team, and definitely, the Heisei. His head falls back onto the crest rail of the chair he’s seated on and he stares at the immeasurable string of constellations belted across the sky. 

Ursa Major, Ursa Minor, Orin, Taurus, and Gemini. Of them all, he could only remember five. How could he have forgotten when his brother used to share their stories with him as a child? Those are the memories he remembers, those are the memories he will always cherish, dearly. 

Taeyong turns his attention to his phone after the soft ding, glancing at the name that appeared. Myungsoo. He thinks he’s mistaken, takes a double-look at the name to confirm whether his mind was playing tricks against itself or not. He sits up, his spine straightens, and he fetches his phone off of the armrest. His thumb presses down the home button and his screen lights up. Taeyong reads the name a second time to himself and was rendered silent, completely silent.  

Kim Myungsoo. 

( SMS: Myungsoo ) 

It’s been awhile since I’ve last heard from you. I hope you’ve been doing well since the last time we’ve spoken with each other. That being said, I’m doing alright. Not good, but alright. My life’s been a little hectic, but it’s nothing that I can’t handle. And, don’t worry about me. You went to Japan for a reason, and stay there until you’re finished doing whatever it is that you planned on doing. 

( SMS: Myungsoo )

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Mach Fett zu deinem Freund oder wie Fettgewebe zum Energieverbraucher wird ?

( SMS ) Well, well, look who’s texting me.

おげんきか？

I was doing okay but with you speaking japanese to me, can I say I’m doing more than fine?  What about you? And it seems like we came back to life on the same day, what a perfect timing. 

“His secret dream is seeing me naked."

His secret dream is seeing me naked, actually. Don't be deceived, little princess.

First of all, do not call me “ little princess. “ 

“Jima, no one can fucking have enough cheese for a burger, remember that. Wise words from Kim Myungsoo.” He points out, it’s been a while since he’s in this mood and he can’t help but to smile at himself, nudging his friend for a moment there as he straightens his posture, fingers curled along the hem of his pocket, slipping his hand inside. “I wonder, are you like this too, to your girl?”

“Wise words from Kim Myungsoo, I should keep them in mind. Unless it’s a lobster burger, then you have to cut off the cheese a little bit, it’s safer for the taste.” His words were sounding serious, probably because of his usual tone of voice but his half smile sure showed the contrary.  “With her?”  The male laughed out loud at the question. “Smooth and romantic.” Crossing one arm against his chest, his free hand holding his chin. “With you? Cheesy as hell and suspiciously bromantic.”