#myforkeeps

After you shattered my heart into pieces

Never wanted to be near where you might be

As I am afraid of seeing you loving someone else.

Days turned to months then years

Been mourning since that day you left me

I still cry everytime I remember how I let you slipped away

How coward I was not to fight for someone I love dearly.

Today, even it has been 7 years and 2 months

I still feel that same love for you I once had

I still feel how much I want you so bad

Am I crazy for still wanting you like it is still 2013?

My mind and heart has been stuck in that corner when you left

I know, I should have just let you go and gave in

Losing everything should have been a lesson learned

Losing myself should have been a wake up call

Everything ended with just an sms.

Shattered at that very moment, I could not understand why

Am I wrong to believe that everything with us was doing fine?

Mostly, should have I not allow you to see her one last time?

I guess, I should have been more selfish and not allowed it to happen.

Today, i touched you

Today, i slept beside you

Today, i opened my eyes and saw you then lost you

Today, i closed my eyes as I dont want it to end

Surreal.

- I received your e-mail, sana totoo. Sana talaga para sakin to. Sana ako na lang sya. Miss na miss na miss na kita. 😭😭😭

Di ako makareply sa e-mail, kinuha nya password ko sa lahat eh. Kaya inaarchive ko agad lahat para kahit man lang dun may alaala pa ako sayo.

7 years, 4 months and 2 days.

I was the one left behind, you have completely moved on. 2013 was one hell of a ride for my life. Can't believe the pain is still there. You were my person, now you are someone else's.