#myflcwer

hahaha you love my slow and ranting ass too much. ; ) I LOVE YOU MORE.

it was another rejection. they told him he was too old to play this role. wasn’t age discrimination illegal? then again, since this was for a movie role, he supposed that he couldn’t exactly say that that was the case. not if they were looking for a very specific image. he liked to think that he could pass for someone in their late 20′s / early 30′s, when in reality he had surpassed forty. oh gosh, he didn’t want to think of himself as someone in his forties. he still felt young! he’s downing his second bottle of soju as a pity party for himself when he gets a private message. he blinked a few times. was this girl for real? or was she just trying to pull a prank on him? did she really just ask him such a question? well, two could play this game, right? though playing with alcohol in his system was probably not the best thing to do. he wasn’t in his right state of mind. ‘i’m surprised you’d ask me of all people. tell me more.’

          eyes watched him, the moment of silence before kovu finally spoke up, stepping closer to him and gently resting his hand against braylin’s cheek. the slight flush of colour that rises to the tips of his ears and lightly washed across his cheeks is present but he is glad the other trusts him. knowing what things have been like for him to some extent through kovu telling him, he understands where trust would be hard to come by, especially when being the eldest of an extremely rich family. no doubt about it he must have thought the only reason braylin wanted to be close was him because of this reasoning, but it didn’t prove to be something of major importance for the younger. looking at him smiling brought a small tug of his own lips, much fainter than theirs.  ❛  i’m glad--- knowing that you trust me is reassuring.. i wasn’t too sure. i couldn’t tell until now so i had to ask you. i uh.. i thank you for trusting me.  ❜  eyes shift from the others gaze, he’s still sometimes not sure how to react to the other, maybe it’s his nerves acting up again. but reaches up and loosely wraps his fingers around kovu’s wrist, a light hold.  /  @myflcwer  !  (  c  ) 

        maybe it was his fault for not asking, but part of him had expected his own best friend to let him know his ex-was still planning to show up. it had been sheer shock, feet stopping dead in their tracks and his heart nearly beating right out of his chest when he heard that laugh he still had memorized. there was no need to turn around, in fact, he willed himself to walk as fast as he could in the other direction. the wedding was starting in just ten minutes, the best man wasn't allowed to be standing up there in tears before the vows are even spoken. and it was all a blur, up until the ceremony, thankfully sehyun was able to focus on the happiness between his friends and ignore the tug at his heart anytime he dared to look out at the audience. it was hazy, the time between the ceremony and the reception, sehyun mixed with a desire to avoid his ex at all costs and also tug him away from the crowds and—and what? he wasn't even sure. he just knew it was a bad idea, he knew not to do it. he had a boyfriend who was out working, someone who trusted and loved him, how would he feel knowing he was having such conflicting feelings? not good. it was enough to have him make up his mind, avoiding daehyun was the safest bet. but it seemed fate was not in his hands as he found his table, horror washing over him when he realized who was seated next to him. really? they didn't think to change this? just as he was considering changing seats with someone, there was a movement beside him and his head was turning, mouth immediately dropping as his heart nearly beat right out of his chest. ‘ dae—hi. ’ well, it was too late to leave now without making things awkward. shifting slightly, his gaze shifted around for a moment, attempting to remember how to do something so simple as breathe. ‘ i didn't know you were coming, it's uh, nice that you made it. i'm sure it means a lot to them. ’