Day 16
Me here,
Its been three long weeks....I can tell you this has been the longest 3 weeks of my lifeeee. I can tell that he is starting to get agitated with me and starting to turn back into his old ways. We decided that we were going to try and be out the apartment by september so that hopefully the rent will be cheaper for the both of us. But who knows what will happen when we get there. I’m struggling while writting this post because I literally just had overwhelming feeling of sadness come over me and it just hurts so bad right now. My ex just acts like everything is so fine and cool and he just goes on and lives his life but as I should but I feel like ever 3 steps I take forward I just get pushed 8 back...I feel so helpless just right now in this moment. I feel just sooo stuck and I can breath or move....
