#mydearestdream

I love her fic it was for freedom but waves is..uhm, just normal? Not my type at all :(

1. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? Did you do it? If not, what do you do instead?

By all rights I'm still a kid (17). When I was a littler kid, I had very normal career aspirations. I wanted to be a vet or a psychologist. Now I want to be an artist. Or do something, anything with art.

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2. What’s one of your worst fears? Do you think it’s irrational or not?

Fear of injections/needles. And of deep, deep water. I hate watching documentaries about shipwrecks or submarines. WW2 submarines (U-boats?) scare the shit out of me.

I am mostly afraid of psychologically terrifying things that kind of stick in your head and ooze around.

There's this post: (( http://fuckyeahspookyshit.tumblr.com/post/21365015060/last-year-i-spent-six-months-participating-in )) which reawakened a fear of mine.

When I read about truly evil or creepy beings with malicious intent... eeek. There was something I read when I was little about monks meditating and creating a tulpa from an illustration of a jolly friar, and they could all see it and it was all perfectly lovely... except for the fact that the image began to look less 'jolly'. The friar started losing weight, becoming more sly, feaking them the fuck out... you know, normal stuff. The above post made me remember, and I wish it hadn't. O.O"

Because I can't remember how they got rid of him.

3. What’s your favourite song to sing in the shower/bathtub?

Whatever's on my mind. I usually make up my own songs, though. Bathrooms are the only place I feel comfortable.

I like to sing when I'm alone, usually part narrative of my day, part fantasy.

I blame Disney.

4. Do you have any strange talents? Or not so strange talents? Talents? Any at all?

I'm reasonably handy with a pencil, but I've yet to do anything fantastic or talented outside of art.

5. Do you want to get married/have children? If so, have you planned it out? If not, why is this?

I feel like I don't want to get married or have children. Of course, I have had fantasies of marrying the entire cast of Supernatural, most characters and some of the actors. It's fun to play pretend, or imagine teaching my own kid about the world, but I don't know if it's for me.

I strongly dislike babies and being pregnant would freak me out.

6. What is one food that you can’t live without?

Well... at the moment I'm all about cheesecake.

7. Do you have any pets? If so, what/who are they/etc? If not, what pet would you LOVE TO HAVE MORE THAN ANYTHING?

Four cats and a dog.

8. What are you wearing? ;)

Purple loose-fitting pyjama top mismatched with green baggy pyjama pants with lions on them. And a watch. And three necklaces. Sexual.

9. What was the last thing you ate? Ratings out of 10?

3/10 - Rice cracker. *sobbing*

10. If you could say anything to one person right this second without any consequences, what would you say and who would you say it to?

I can't think of anyone at the moment... I don't really have anything I need to say. Not really.

11. Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of what where? If not, would you like any? See fear of needles above. I have no designs on any tattoos at this point in time.

Okaayyy, now to make up eleven questions: (I'm going to pick eleven followers, but you're all free to do what you want. Because whatever whatever.)

1. What's the fandom you're most active in? 2. What have you done in the last couple of days/weeks/years that you're most proud of? 3. If you could be a character in your favorite book/television show/universe, where would that lead you? 4. Do you have any plans for world domination? Anything you'd want to change? 5. How many went to St. Ives? 6. If you could only take one item with you to Spain with you, what would it be? 7. Do you like to roleplay or cosplay? 8. Did you have an animu phase?

(aaaaaand I'm bored. It's been a whole ten minutes. MISHA COLLINS.)