Oct 17, 2025
it is really unfortunate that knowing im being irrational does not change my behavior
#not to show emotion but#mycomplex#im so tired im abt to have a meltdown toddlerstyle#youโd think the solution would be going to sleep. wrong!!#i donโt want to be alone! so i canโt sleep#so youโd think the solution would be asking for company. wrong!!#what if i am secretly being selfish and hoarding the finite resource of friendship(??) from ppl who need it more(???)#but that is an irrational thought! so youโd think knowing that would change my actions. ABC style. WRONG!!
