#my.diary

1. Wake up early, but not too early. 5-8am early.

2. Don’t cram for a test on it’s morning.

3. Prepare all your equipment before going into the exam room.

4. Don’t start arguments 

5. Don’t burst someone’s happy bubble unnecessarily

6. Don’t overthink what’s already hapened

7. Make a conscious effort to forgive

8. Don’t be mean to someone innocent 

9. Always keep in mind you don’t know how bad their life is

10. Make an effort to be healthy. It’ll pay off in the long run.

11. Make your own products like face wash, toothpaste, etc. You’re better off without the nasty chemicals and it’s way cheaper.

12. Less is usually more.

13. Don’t do something if you know you’ll be guilty about it later. DONT.

14. Talking to someone always make you feel better.

15. Romance isn’t that important. You’ll eventually get there. Let fate do it’s job.

16. You’ll always feel guilty about procrastinating

17. Don’t waste your time obsessing over other successful people. They’ve done their job you haven’t.

18. Try everything that remotely interests you.

19. If you’re religious, praying is always better than meditating. It’ll make you feel more at peace.

20. Take kids seriously

21. In a group, don’t outshine the leader and if you’re the leader take everyone’s ideas.

22. Find a brand of healthy and tasty cereal. Snack on it.

23. Always have a big bar of chocolate for your bad days. Don’t eat otherwise. Eat it before it’s expired.

24. Do your laundry from when you’re a teen. It’ll get you into the practice.

25. Saving water in a bucket and taking a bath from it will save so much water you have no idea.

26. Walk as much as possible. It’s good exercise.

27. Stop dreaming of a perfect life/a better future and do it now.

15.10.2018 Monday, 8:12 pm

Today, I wished to lose my desires. The so innate part of me that lies an obstrucle before my hypothetical success. It calls me, its longing, deary voice lulls me to its bidding. As I spent more of my time addicted to this virtual prison, i.e. the internet, I see the truth: my failure as a being. A disappoint. Remains of “what I could be”. Exams near, grades fall. Depression takes ahold of my mind. A break, I suggest, would help my tired brain. Tired of what? Of misery? Whose relase lies in grit, hardwork, perseverance and all that I don’t have? But no, I am too drawn by this drug of pleasure, that I have lost knowledge of what free will tastes like. So, I pray, That I will one day break through. To see the clear sky.