#my squirrel

Meanwhile...

Supernatural, 11x11 // 14x04

Another great juxtaposition. Both of them are shutting out the world due to recent trauma, but even then their behavior is different. Sam hasn’t been able to sleep because of the Lucifer incident, so he remains proactive, trying to keep some sort of control. He insists that he’s fine because he’s afraid that if he says he isn’t out loud, he’ll fall apart. He’s not dealing. Dean, on the other hand is seen laying in bed, wallowing in his sorrow and allowing the Depression Kitty to lay right on top of him. If you don’t know that reference, check out Big Mouth on Netflix. It’s great.  He indulges in fast food and his favorite movies, rather than focusing on work. He has resigned himself to not being okay, but he’s also not actually dealing with what’s going on inside of himself either. And that is just so… so them. 

My gf finally got to meet my family. Which was scary but it was a big step in our relationship. My brother and sister adore her, which I mean duhhhh who doesn’t.

Happy doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel.

Happy first holiday baby girl.

I really love my squirrel, okay?