#my posts!

Sorry bc this was too late lol, I'm having problems with my wifi (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) this is so short too lol

Writing in english is kinda hard </3 I can't find words that describe what I really want to say :c

tw: stepcest/fauxcest, age gap, mentions of sex

— I think he pretty much likes grown women, he always liked women in their 30s or older, even when he was in his 20s he didn't feel attracted to women his age.

— So he was shocked with himself when he started to feel attracted to his step daughter who's 10 years (or so) younger than him.

— At first he didn't really acknowledged it, he just told himself he felt too "paternal" towards you and that's why you were always on his mind, that there was no other reason than that.

— That what he told himself at first, until he couldn't hide it anymore, he has tried to tell himself he was normal, but the way he felt for you wasn't normal, but obviously jerking off to your step daughter every night isn't something he'd call normal.

— It was summer, which made it even worse, you were always with short clothes, barely any clothes at all, and he couldn't help but to look at you, you just made it impossible to not look at you.

— Obviously he didn't want you to know, but he realized he was too obvious, he couldn't take his eyes off you, and every time he gave you a pat on the shoulder his hand unconsciously went to your chest wanting to touch more.

— This brought him even more problems, your mom, his girlfriend (he wanted to marry her, but after he knew you he just couldn't imagine a life with anyone else), he neglected your mom so much, what had begin as him being a loving gentleman with her, had now turned into a man that barely payed her any attention.

— They had sex only one time, little time after that, she introduced him to you, her daughter, after that he seemed to have no more interest in her.

— He didn't want your mom to suspect anything, so he just gave her money, a lot of money, so she would be distracted.

— He gave you money to you too, but he also gave you gifts, he would notice things you liked, whether it was a show, a singer or whatever, he would buy you merch and things related to the stuff you liked.

— Overall he tried to be nice with you, he had to try too hard because some times he caught himself flirting with you, hopefully you didn't seem to notice or you didn't mind.

— Sometimes he would touch you too much, he didn't even realize, making you sit on his lap, his hand too low on you back, he only realized when you mom raised an eyebrow at him, now he tries to not do it.. but does it every time you're both home alone.

— When you aren't home, he goes to your room, checks your pc because yes, he had your password, checks your history (Idk if that's the word in english??) to see what you do in the internet, if you talk to any guy, or see what kind of porn you like.

— He would get so happy if he finds out you have any kink at least similar to his, also he would get happy if he saw you like older men.

— Talking about his kinks and things he likes, I think he's pretty vanilla, but wouldn't mind to try new things with you, he may be a little into bondage but not much, and he's a soft dom and sometimes he could be a sub but very rarely.

— He would feel very guilty about his feelings towards you, he always found men that were with younger girls disgusting, and now he's doing the same thing he used to say was wrong and creepy, he already has a lot of problems with himself, feeling that he's not a good person, and this only makes it worse.

should I change my blog theme(and pfp and name) to project hail mary theme?