Mar 24
as wonderful as it would be were qingyuan able to transition, there is no way i could possibly see him committing to any physical change - especially after the ling xi caves. no more dealt to this body. no more...
#speak#svsss txt#svsss hcs#though even before that i think he genuinely hated puberty even outside of being trans + period pain#on account of it being something he cannot control#<- which i personally feel is a crucial aspect of him finding stability... even amongst trauma needing to emphasize#''it was my fault'' by way to reclaim his autonomy in a strange sense.#my favorite...
