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[ID 1: @/photomatt's post, which has been manually flagged as mature with sexual themes by the matt

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Hi I'm Jazz or Jazzi. I'm a college student studying literature and creative writing, so practical the same thing. I'm transmasc, he/him. I'm in my early 20's, and VERY single, and gay-ish. (hit me up lol) I like to do a little art but writing is my main focus rn.

I post when I remember, so not often. I have a few mental shit that I take meds for, but I'm OK. I live by myself in Britain, so I'm British lol. Don't say the water thing or ill fck you up.(if your mean to bugs, I'm sorry I had to lol) if you wanna be friends hit me up any time lol.

I like vtubers, anime, genshin, true crime, danmei, and stories that make me kick my feet and then cry for 2 hours. I like lemons and my hyperfixation rn is stray kids, bl, and lemons lol. I am a smart ass, but also rlly shy. And I have a weird obsession with how other people's mind work, and if I ever shoe my writing, you'll see that lol.

Here's a pick of my oc if you wanna do fanart!

That's all I can think of, if I think of more I'll add onto this.

[IMAGE DESCRIPTION: A sprite edit of Clotted Cream Cookie, a character from Cookie Run: Kingdom. She is edited to have longer hair and eye lashes; freckles; a bit of eye and lip make up; and a longer coat. Her coat also has extra buttons and her ruff has a green stripe through it. She also has blush on her cheeks. END OF DESCRIPTION]

Enneagram 7

To not settle with less than you deserve, to do as you wish, to not be restricted. The 7 looks up at the sky and recognizes its their limit, nothing less will do, nothing less is permissible. Heaven above might as well exist, and no god will keep those gates locked. The 7 will rattle, kick, punch, and eventually jump any fence because the grass is always greener on the other side.

Anywhere but whats now. That is the goal. That is the idea that brings the possibility of more of everything. Desperation to experience something else, the thing that others are experiencing, the great thing that everyone is talking about. Anywhere but here, because everything thats to see has been seen. All the wonder has been dried up to a single focused aching mass of what disguises itself as boredom. In reality, its not that fairy tale, its not that fun, its disappointment.

You've jumped the closed gates of heaven only to find yourself locked outside again. The 7 is always locked outside, always missing out, but desperately trying to get in and find what it has been missing.

Yet to be locked out is better than to be locked in a cage of ones own making. To a 7 forcing yourself into a routine, into a stale life, into the sobriety of the real world, would be like checking themselves into their personalized hell. The type is rejected by heaven itself, but whats so bad about that? Whats so terrible about feeling good? To be with a full stomach and a content heart? Isn't it a human right to live as you please? The 7 rejects punishment and suffering. They were not put on this earth to fade away miserably according to someone's standard, but how?

How can one escape the dryness of their throat when they swallow, the burning in their stomach, or the pulsing at the back of their head? To a 7, the burning in their stomach is the anticipation of a meal they can't wait to eat. To a 7, the pulsing at the back of their head is but a temporary buzz before their next shot of tequila. To a 7, the dryness of their throat is the joy of refreshment soon to come.

Taniel on twitter, July 30, 2023:

What is transpiring here is that the Democratic candidate who won a safe blue seat in North Carolina on a pro-choice platform, and then switched to the GOP to give them a supermajority for their anti-abortion law, was a Republican plant all along.

[tweet contains a link to a NYT article entitled "Inside the Party Switch that Blew Up North Carolina Politics" with the first few lines visible: "Tricia Cotham, a Democrat who supported abortion rights, was encouraged to run for a state House seat by powerful Republicans. After she was elected, sh..."]

NYT link, which may be behind a paywall: