#mvry

Don’t you ever let a break up shatter your own personal identity. You’re still breathing, your heart’s still beating. You were fine before you met them, you’ll be fine long after. That breakup shouldn’t be the end of you. It should wake you. Let it move you in the right direction. So what? That person wasn’t meant for you? Big whoop. There’s much more the world has to offer you. You just won't let it. Get out of your delusion. Step out of your paradigm. This is your life, and you’ll only live it once. So I reckon’ you do it right. Do it for your parents, do it for yourself.

I learned that ‘You deserve better’ was sometimes no more than a synonym for ‘I don’t want to hurt you, and I want you to be happy, but I don’t love you anymore’”

It’ll hurt every now and then, but that doesn’t mean you haven’t progressed. I know you’re trying, trust that it does get easier. There’s even days where you’ll forget their names or what they sound like. That’s all part of it. Keep going dear.

It's days like today where I find myself missing him most. Rummaging through old drawers, tidying up, finding our old photo booth picture. Looking at the way he used to look at me, questioning myself yet again. God no, but I was doing so well before this. I really loved him, didn't I? In the bin you go. I'm so sorry my gorgeous man. I mustn't cry, in order to do that.. I have to forever say goodbye.