how I felt disappearing for two days without posting or interacting with none of my mutuals for two days just because shit was hitting the fan:
in all seriousness, sorry for the random disappearance, my mental health hasn’t been good and it still isn’t whatsoever but I was more on the aggressive side for the two days and I didn’t want to interact with anyone so I wouldn’t accidentally say something too harshly even if I didn’t mean it.
especially with nett and Han, they mean a lot to me and I don’t like being mean or even getting mad at my favorite people even if I’m not intentionally doing it. So yeah I’m sorry, I’ll try to post again and interact with y’all I just didn’t want to seem like a dick when interacting with y’all.
well, I’m a dick for practically ghosting y’all without saying anything, sorry for that too. But you get what I mean.
so uh yeah that’s that I think, but I also started recently so that probably doesn’t help (ykyk, this is probably tmi but just a heads up if I crash out or something in a post)
Just the tags for the people this is directed too to see it: @cheesuschristman @imlitreallybenhanscom
