#muslimposts

I feel like this has been talked about very less that how difficult it is for reverts to not overthink. For reverts who are living a double life constantly where on one hand a few people know the change in your heart and love for your deen while on the other hand most of the people don't know and wonder why have you stopped fitting in. To spend late nights wondering if you'll ever have a muslim family or how your non-muslim parents will accept the fact that eventually you wish to marry someone from a faith that they're not familiar with. To meet new people and not knowing which parts of you should you let them know. To find friends in deen. To planning months ahead how you're going to fast for Ramadan living around non-muslims. To pray with fear of getting caught. And it's not like you don't know that Allah has got your back. But you can't help yourself from going down the spiral of these bothersome thoughts.