@musefinch liked for a starter [ Hiccup ] ( For Valka )
        This wasnât panic, this was so not panic. No way, nope, no. He swallows, and groans softly. Nervous? Worry? Uncertain? Yeah, those were emotions that he was feeling, but not panic. He couldnât be panicking, he was going to talk to his mother. Why would his own mother make him panic?
     âMom?â Hiccup asks, leaning against the wood door frame. When he was younger, he had always imagined this talk being way different. Probably about Astrid, and probably with his Dad smacking his back, laughing, and happy to hand off the mantle to someone else. However, that was not in the slightest how this was about to go. He knew that much at least, which made this a lot more like going into the unknown. âCan--Can we talk?â
     First off, he didnât have the slightest idea of how his mother would react, would she laugh? Would she cry? Perhaps even scold him? No, he was sure of that, she wouldnât scold him. Secondly, Yes, Astrid was part of this conversation but in a different context. Hiccup had plans to indicate Astrid as his adviser, much in the way Gobber was to his father. However, he knew his father would be both disappointed over the fact that Astrid was not to be a chieftain, but excited that Hiccup had found someone else. Third, Valka did not need to hand the mantle off to him, as he already had it within his hands. And that was made approaching this topic so terrifying. He had to tell her that he was picking up a second mantle, however, this also meant that he was no longer carrying his own alone. Yet, a part of him worried that she would tell him to give one up, and he didnât think he could do that. He couldnât leave either one.
    He doesnât move away from the doorway, clearly carrying weight upon his mind, his hand fidgeting with a golden ring, with an emerald on top. He swallows, avoiding any eye contact. âIâm really--â he pauses, deciding what word to use, after a few moments, he finishes: âLost.â