#musecurse

@musecurse asked:

 🍒 ofcrossroads (Madi), gyofukuki (Lune) and vonbirden (Gwyn). Have at it ! ! !

send  me  🍒  +  a  url  and  i  will  write  some  positivity  for  them.

As much as I adore all of ya, I struggle real hard in expressing myself properly, especially complimenting people. I try in my own way to express how much I appreciate your presence, and sometimes I come off as being too much. So I’m sorry if I switch between being annoying and seeming like giving you the cold shoulder. I try to balance between overenthusiasm and anxiety and hold myself back on a 24/7 basis. Long story short. I adore ya.

@ofcrossroads (Madi)

Oh Madi!! How much I adore Madi. My longest roleplay partner, my Yaomomo. One of the first people I wrote Shoto with and who helped me develop him in my first years of roleplaying where I still was all over the place with how this place works, and how it’s so incredibly fun. I feel so LUCKY to have found Madi. To be able to talk over so many different works and dynamics, to annoy occasionally, to obsess over Momo and Shoto and so many others, to read such wonderful writing and think of our threads for so long, and make me interested in characters I originally wasn't fond of is such a Madi talent. Madi has been so patient with me, and still sticks to me in many years of moving blogs a hundred times, being chaotic at times, having taken years to respond to stuff, while showing interest even in characters she doesn’t know. . . I don’t get why she handles me (and no I haven't resorted to any non-plus ultra means. yet). But also, she’s such a big comfort to be around, a friend I cherish dearly and a friend I feel so lucky to have. I just— I hold her so dear to me. She lets me be a menace to society. Thanks uwu

@gyofukuki (Lune)

Lune! Oh how much I love Lune. We’ve known each other for around a year and I swear, this was the fastest I’ve clicked with a roleplay partner before even writing. Talking to Lune became immediately such a joyful time to me, as joyful as it is to write (which doesn’t happen to me). Looking forward to their messages, to being sent songs, art, talk about the most random details about the most random dynamics we have made our own, to build such incredible verses that I could never think of (!!!), to know their thoughts and feelings and headcanons about characters and lore, and their incredibly deep understanding of characters. As much as I adore their writing, I adore talking to Lune. Because world-building with Lune has been one of the most FUN experiences I’ve had in roleplaying. And I feel horrible having such a fun time has made me at times oversharing, I know that, and I do apologize genuinely and I am working towards that (reason why I try to keep myself quiet and fail). It’s been YOUR fault (undoing my own apology. . .), but like I said, I’ve never been so interested in someone else’s thoughts on the works I love, because you DO have such great ideas, and they give me so much food for thought, nice and yummy food, and I can’t get enough of it. 

@vonbirden / lausticzt (Gwyn)

My wife. My love for Gwyn is no secret, I can’t hold back when it comes to screaming for excellent writing, amazing portrayals, the dynamics, the best character ever aka Laura. *slams table* My love for Gwyn can’t be described (let’s hope Gwyn still talks to me after this). 

I cannot but find a better reference than the Aqua x Kana dynamic. I do relate to Kana in many ways, and especially when it comes to: “ Somebody just praising my efforts would keep me going forever. Someone. Anyone. Say it's okay for me to be here. ” Praise, as if not being praised for my writing, HELL NO, but for me to be okay to hyper-focus on this one person and pour all my heart into writing with/for them. Having that special someone, where being in this silly hobby makes it okay. When roleplaying, inspiration lies on written ic interactions, and it’s easy to lose confidence sometimes. Gwyn is a very big reason why it’s worth writing. She’s my ‘I can be myself, with no fear or anxiety’ roleplay partner. My ‘I can put tons of effort in this, and it’s not going to be meaningless. As long as they read it, it’s worth it’ kind of partner.

To be SEEN by such a wonderful roleplay partner, and have her even not just read my responses but RESPOND?? To have the chance to write my favorite dynamics, all the bonds we’ve built, everything my heart yearns for. I’m hopelessly in love. I cannot even describe how GREAT Gwyn’s writing is. I always find myself mesmerized at the delicate sentiments described, the beautiful scenery, the understanding of her and my characters. How many times I told myself I should have a doc with parts of Gwyn’s writing I wanna keep and re-visit from time to time because she’s an incredible writer. 

And let’s go back to the Aqua x Kana reference. Kana’s “ Help me make this show a good one, ” is me at Gwyn. Kana’s yearning to be her best. Kana’s “ You’re always driving me crazy, ” because she feels she can unleash her best in what she does thanks to Aqua. And at last. How relaxed Gwyn makes me feel. No anxiety, no second-guessing my writing, no fear if I do this or that. Gwyn is my Aqua. That’s it.

(again, let’s hope Gwyn keeps talking to me after this show of madness)

BONUS. You thought YOU could get away?  

Miko. You’re such an awesome rp partner to be around. Your open mind, your approach to people, your writing. I love you and cherish you dearly. We’ve known each other for so long (longer than you probably remember, since I had a much different URL, yes this is a secret I've kept for long). I love sharing stuff with you, I love listening to your thoughts about the works you like, and I love gossiping with you (jk jk, I just love we both share the same views on what respect and giving space to create is). You are such a level-headed, kind-hearted person, and I love you and respect you and feel comfy around you no matter what. You write such incredible characters, you’re such a joy on the dash.

I’ve always LOVED how interactive you are with your roleplay partners (something that’s your trademark), including them to posts, tagging to art, to silly ic posts, and in general, you have a talent of bringing people together through your presence, which is . . . So waku waku. You’re very waku waku. I adore ya. *send kiss* I love ya. You're awesome.

Smash or Pass + Chloé (For Adrikins & Marinella)

“ Uhh...? ” What's the polite choice here? “ Smash? ”

𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 ✍️ 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐁𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 | 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

"Hey I'm lookin' for a woman and thought I could find her around here. She's dressed like..ya know those maidens..a miko. What'd you mean ya need more than that?! How many friggin' mikos do ya seee everyday..fine."

Very dark hair

There's a scar on her face, can't miss that

you'd have t' look but under that kimono she DOES have a nice ass.

@musecurse 💙

独尊__Opulence and praise for nothing and everything he was, all the things out of his control, all the things within his scope of influence; Nothing of it had anything to do with him. A messiah and a monster at once, because if he was truly so fucking blessed, then why was his safety paramount? Why, then, did he see the terror waft up from his caretaker's forms like smoke, whenever he stepped foot outside a designated area? He was above them, they said, he was so special as to not have existed for centuries, he was strong, his strength was unique, so unique that it was coveted. So, blessed, but not beloved. It still had nothing to do with him. So he was hated the same as he was praised. Ignoring the calls behind him, ignoring the negative colours he could perceive even without turning his head, geta striking grass, and then a sanded path, he sought a more peaceful area, near a stream a bit further into the clan's grounds. Life was before him, too, but it was... smaller? Not an adult, and the hue of the soul was not one he knew. Frustration suddenly knit ivory brows together, and his approach would come with a wake of pressure.

- "You. Are you supposed to be here? I wanted to be alone, you're crowding my spot."

"you sound like you're even more stupid than the brat."

@musecurse asked:

// *Nips on your cheek.* Reina, seeing you writing and enjoying yourself here, makes me happy. You are wonderful and an amazing person. I'm glad we became mutuals those many years ago. You are an excellent writer. You are a true friend and I'm here for you always, and will be with you for as long as you welcome me into your space. Have a blessed and fantastic day today!

Mun! That was the sweetest message to receive! I appreciate you dearly and I thank you for being my friend all these years! You know how much I love our conversations, and the safe space you provide to all your mutuals. You're such a comfy person to be around, and that's such a rare thing in the shitty place called 'the internet'! I adore you!! I've been such a slow shitty rp partner since day one, yet you stick to me. I don't take this lightly. And I promise to feed your muses well. Soon. Very soon. I also am so happy to see you being active on the dash again, have fun, and feel comfy ( and also, like my friends ;) ). And damn, loving your Utahime on the dash. It's such a nice time to be on tumblr, at last, let's make the best of it *high fives*

@musecurse TEXTED: HC + 5 things he can't live without (that aren't the obvious things like food, water, oxygen, and shelter). // Because I'm greedy for the hidden lore and want to learn about more than three!! ∞ - Still accepting!

無下限__ I'll do you one better, there's seven things he can't live without. His strength, his knowledge, his title as the strongest, his memories, any relationships he ever made - he'd give them all up and then some for the sake of his students. They're the ground he walks on, they're the reason he comes down from up high at all, their expectations and dreams and fears shape him in all the ways he likes; For someone who hates to be defined, he'd take any curses his kids threw his way, as long as it would actualize them, their potential or their bonds. Because of them, he's not a monster, he's 'Sensei', he's 'baka mekakushi', he's 'Satoru', he's the guy they feel like they can boss around, make fun of, rely on, learn from, he's the guy who can choose what his strength is for. Material things, habits, stuff like that he could live without, if all the mochi on the planet suddenly evaporated, he'd just cope, but the affection, violence, rancor and love that he can exude for the sake of his precious mentees is apparent in literally every action he takes. He also lasted one year after Suguru died. One year.

"My lord worries too much. Not many bandits dare lurk on the roads that lead to Camelot, and if they do, I have full trust he will be able to protect us."