#munnday

I try to grow out my nails because long nails look nice and mine are short and ugly but like, 3 or 4 weeks onto their growth I'll suddenly get the urge to trim them Like, I'll be completely calm about my nails scratching me and getting stuff caught in them and then I'll just get the urge to cut them and I do, with a zeal that often also cuts my skin too And it's like, why do I do this? Why do I torture myself with unattainable fantasies of long nails when I know how I get when I'm depressed and snip them all off Yet this cycle repeats, every month