When my body starts turning on me and doing things that are unexplained or out of my control it's one of the most isolating feelings. Like it could always be worse but it's just a big reminder that I'm here alone with no one to comfort me or depend on through the hard times. Like I can't even depend on my own body to take care of me in the most basic of ways. I feel so disconnected from everything sometimes, even my own body feels foreign to me and I can't trust it.
Sorry for melodrama. Just feeling it.










