#mtftmtf

It's worth mentioning I have an identity disorder and, ya know, who knows if I still have some alter in my head that wants to be a boy, but if they exist they've been extremely quiet the past month, and this has been part of an overall decrease in interest in detrans going back to maybe early May.

Something interesting about the detransing I did over the summer is that none of it, nominally, was for the sake of detransitioning. Yeah, I stopped hrt for two months, but that was because I wanted to freeze sperm before getting bottom surgery. Yeah, I got a short haircut, but that was as an effort to rediscover my femininity by sort of starting over from scratch! Believe it or not, that seemingly worked.

The past couple weeks I have been putting more effort into being feminine than I had for a year before that, largely to compensate for my awful haircut. I've put time into planning out solutions for how I look, etc.

Part of this is that I've been touching grass again and I realized I really, really want people to perceive me as a girl. I think going off hrt might have affected how my face looks very subtly, but that may be moreso the haircut, and also I think it has been reversing in the month I've been back on.

In the end I'm also learning a lot about patience from this. I've always been someone who wants to do all my plans right now. This whole thing has forced me to think months ahead and not worry about the present moment. Which like, I know most people will tell you being in the moment is supposed to be the best way to live life, but for me I'm miserable if I'm stuck in right now. I like to plan ahead. This is helping with that.

I have another haircut scheduled now in about a month and a half with my actual hairdresser I've gone to most of my life and she's going to do her best to make it look not awful. There are a number of other things I'm trying to do to fix all of this.

This semester is just gonna have to kinda suck I guess, but I've learned an extremely valuable lesson about patience and appreciating what I have, so... good?

I'm just saying this experience probably made me a better person, and has made being a girl in the future more sustainable, so I guess it's not entirely a bad thing.

Moral of the story: exploring your identity is a good thing, and you might find yourself where you need to be in the end, but man can that journey to get there hurt a whole lot.

Be careful.

I CAN TAKE THIS FROM THE OTHER SIDE.

I'M A FAKEBOY. I NEED TO BE FEMINIZED.

MALE TO FEMALE TO MALE TO FEMALE.

DETRANS CAN STILL BE HOT FOR ME IT JUST HAS TO BE RETRANS!!!

THIS IS GONNA BE SO GOOD FOR MY DYSPHORIA!!!

First of all, please send me asks and dms, I love that type of thing! I think it would be a lot of fun to have a bunch of anons! 🤗

Send me one and I'll put your emoji here:

This is like 25% Kink account and 75% Life updates and personal thoughts, but that 25% of kink is enough that you should not be here if you are a minor 🫤

I very strongly want to stay private, so I'm going to try to refrain from providing identifying information, but sometimes I can't help myself.

Anyway, I'm Echo, I'm a former detransitioner, but now I'm retransitioning into a girl! I am intersex, but was quite literally "assigned male at birth". I transitioned to be a girl many many years ago before beginning to have doubts and experimenting with being male in 2024 and 2025. I flipped back and forth for a while during that time and considered myself gender fluid to some extent, and even went off estrogen for 2 months during the summer and got my hair cut very short. Now I look mostly male (largely because of the haircut more than anything else) and I've decided I am more or less now a fakeboy that needs to be force femmed!!!

If that's complicated and confusing I'm sorry, but I'll make it simple: I need some people to make sure I become a real girl again! Someone as cute and girly as possible :P

I'm always interested in meeting other people interested in the same stuff as me, and I love mutual detrans!!!

I am poly and open to starting an online relationship!!!

My sexuality is confusing, but maybe I'm bi idk.

I sometimes age regress but it is not a kink it is just because of trauma. Also sometimes I will talk about school and homework and stuff but it's a community college and I am an adult.

Things I like: Baseball, Cartoons, Movies, Other Stuff~

being a pretty girl sounds nice yeah, getting milked? idk i’m more of a dominant type regardless of my gender. I have been submissive in the past but in sort of a power bottom way. The main way I like being submissive, at least in a sense, is through being the object of someone’s desires. I used to be really into being a hot untouchable egirl findomme, but it made me feel submissive in a sense because people were pursuing me, and I liked teasing them for it. Kinda want to go back to that ig.