To the one mutual who knows me in real life i just want to warn you that i think this account is becoming the place where I post all of my horny and lewd internal thoughts and repost some weird shit
Being trans and experiencing transition and actually liking the way I look and the way I feel(physically), actually feeling *attracted* to myself for the first time, this sort of euphoric joy isn't something I want to keep to myself. I want to scream from the hilltops that I love myself for anyone to hear.
I remember when I was so scared of taking spiro and becoming less horny because my sex drive already felt so low. And, truthfully, I did get less horny, for the first month or two. But then I started growing boobies.
Then my skin began to soften and clear up, all the acne clearing from my face and back.
Then the estrogen started making me want to get pregnant.
Then I started dressing more confidently and acting more outwardly, garnering more attention.
Suddenly I'm having people softly caress me while telling me how soft I am, getting nervous guys to crush on me, casually teasing my friends, wearing a collar around regularly...
What I'm trying to get at is this: yes, HRT makes it harder to jerk off and shrinks your balls and whatever. But, like, me liking myself for the first time, and looking forward to my body slowly, carefully changing into a better version of myself? Priceless. Infinite horny source.
