#msuhaejin

hyunki’s got a blank page and he’s writing @msuhaejin‘s name

mistakes happen. everyone makes a mistake or two in their life. hyunki’s mistakes are... just a little different. 

his mistakes include one such boy he never wanted to invite in like he did. but things happen and things happened and now neither of them is speaking of it. except that’s not how hyunki works. he thrives off talking about things-- except the things he really should talk about. 

so when he hasn’t spoken a word about that night to anyone other than cal, for the time being, it means he’s itching to talk about it. and really, there’s no one better to do that with than the man who helped him commit the deed. “excuse me.” he’s pushing people out of the way, weaving through the line and ignoring the shouts of his rudeness or the threats of bodily harm. they didn’t really scare him enough. “pardon me.” 

the speed dating was such a way to pin him down, watching him climb into the ferris wheel car, some poor girl about to climb in afterwards. hyunki might feel bad if he wasn’t so locked in on haejin. he doesn’t even hear what she says when she yanks him out of the way and slides in next to the other boy. 

“park haejin!” the surprise on his face is completely fake and he gives librarian kim an sheepish smile. “oh wow, this is like a dream come true. i’ve always had a crush on you.” sell it. that’s all he had to do was sell it. 

and thankfully, it seems to work well enough because the car door is swinging shut and in the next few seconds... they’re alone. 

left to their own devices, conversation unheard and everything on the table. everything including, “so, we’re not going to talk about it?” and though it’s posed as a question it comes out more like a statement. 

BZZ! BZZ! WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN…

and it’s all @msuhaejin‘s fault. 

it hadn't been long since hyunki had told cal about what happened between him and haejin. with the fact that he was once close with the latter and is now close friends with the former, he couldn't help but feel betrayed by the fact that they did something so... outrageous. cal didn't necessarily have a problem with sex. he thinks he's hooked up with a lot of the people in his house that it'd be easy to spread rumors about him. but with his unclear feelings of how he felt for the former, he couldn't help but feel some sort of upsetting feeling in his stomach over the fact that hyunki fucked haejin. and how hyunki said he liked it!!! to cal's face!!

having gotten off the ferris wheel after his bonding moment with xuexiu, he tries his best to not think about the event too much. if he did, he'd probably be in a noticeably sour mood that anyone would be able to point it out. he was in a good mood until he notices haejin getting off the ferris wheel and cal finds his smile faltering just from the sight of him. he already knew he'd have to talk to the other some point, but seeing him now gave him that reminder. however, the situation gets worse when he sees hyunki following suit. he now notices the red face that haejin has on his face and though he knows it's not smart to jump into conclusions, he does so anyway.

i thank this potion for granting me the opportunity to talk to you, @msuhaejin

when given felix felicis, he wasn’t necessarily sure of what to do with it. with the fact that midterms had just ended for him, he saw no reason in having to use this potion for anything. not to mention, he didn’t think he’d be getting into anything that required good luck for tonight. if anything, he could say that he was already feeling pretty lucky with how the night has gone. getting kissed by anais was probably the start of halloween going uphill for him because he was able to be touchy with astird (thanks to the hat) and also make up with yoojin at the same night. 

if anything, drinking the potion would just make him question... what could be better than this?

daring to see the result, he decides to down the whole bottle whilst everyone drank their punch (see: alcohol). he clears his throat after the liquid goes down and he doesn’t feel anything remarkable at first. the bottle was small, so it wasn’t like he was prepared to jump off from somewhere high and try his luck with that. but he didn’t feel too giddy either. however, he does notice that he feels a little bit dizzy as he finds his way going back to the dance floor- or the dungeon dance floor... the dunce floor. 

with mentioned dizziness in effect, he accidentally bumps into someone. “ah, sorry,” he responds with a smile before he looks at the other’s face to see who it was. once he recognizes the other, the smile is wiped off as he realizes who it is. it’s the one person who he was successful with avoiding this past month after what occurred in the carnival. and he was standing there, looking more attractive than he already is in his costume.

starter for @msuhaejin !

lost. they lost. this can’t be happening, astrid had thought as she’d forced a smile and shook the other captains hand, her mouth emitting a ‘good game’. once everyone had gotten off the pitch into the changing tent she’d been seconds away from a breakdown, but what kind of captain would she be if she let it break her. but, this was her first game as captain, and the team had lost. what did that say about her capabilities as captain?! luckily haejin had been there to take some of the pressure off her shoulders during the post-game talk. 

she’s back in her own clothes soon enough, her quidditch robes hanging up in her cubby in the changing room. slumping down onto a bench she sighs. she was the last to leave, having taken her time in undressing, thinking the game over and over, trying to figure out where they went wrong, when she hears a rustle from the other side of the changing tent. standing, she walks over to the partition between the girls side and the boys side. she probably shouldn’t, but she peek round to see who it is, and luckily it’s not someone half dressed. 

it’s haejin, fully clothed. 

honesty hour with cal lee!

it’s not a question cal expects to hear from the other, especially given the situation they were in right now. but it’s not like cal can be dishonest with him. not only because it was honesty hour, but also because cal doesn’t think he’d be able to lie to haejin. even if he is hiding something that could possibly affect their relationship forever. something that haejin would leave him for. 

he wonders to himself how he is going to phrase his answer. is he a coward for not wanting to be honest about his feelings? perhaps. but cal isn’t even sure what their relationship is. all he knew was that they were friends, but not like the ones they were before. so he has to think his answer over. an answer that is honest, but not too much. cal was fully aware of how there was other people in haejin’s life. and he didn’t want to face rejection with the fact that he isn’t... good enough. 

“you’re more important to me than you think you are,” he says instead. “i have... a lot of things i need to tell you. both things that i’ve been holding in since i moved and even to this day. but i don’t know if i’m ready to tell you, now.” he sighs, looking up at haejin. “you mean a lot to me. more than i think i can even tell you. and i’m so glad that you’re in my life again.” and perhaps, in the future, he can tell haejin properly of what he means to him. 

he hasn’t seen his cousin for longer than usual, and coupled with the devastatingly close loss for toseong against geumseong, junseong is sure that @msuhaejin is taking it personally. the other has always been a ridiculously hard-worker, and with haejin as the seeker of the team, junseong can understand all too well why his cousin would be so gutted. he personally isn’t as invested in the outcomes of the match as haejin is — and plus, levi had ended the game so quickly it hadn’t even really sunk in.

but the fact that even he hasn’t really seen haejin for so long is rather concerning. especially since the other hasn’t been answering his messages, too. he can’t check the toseong dorms, although he’d recruited friends to check on his behalf. tiptoeing into the library as quietly as he can, the gentle giant looks around with sharp eyes to seek out the familiar figure of his surely moping cousin. sure enough, he finds haejin’s familiar figure hunched over books, and he hurries forward to drape his frame over the other.

hyewon really has made a habit out of taking care of people. she realizes this with some bemusement as she considers her actions of the past few years, even going back into hogwarts. somehow, though, it’s not surprising, when she considers the people that she’s befriended over the years. true to her ambitions, her goals, she’s been making her own little community of people, reflecting the values she wants to see in society — a community that’s more inclusive, where people don’t feel left out. a lofty goal, perhaps, but that’s why she wants to be minister for magic, isn’t it? that’s why she was sorted into slytherin. 

she had grown closer to ( @msuhaejin ) in their sophomore year, when both of them had been determined to become prefects together. but this year, she’s been more and more worried about the younger male. he’s been looking more and more worn, stressed, torn apart, and hyewon isn’t sure how much longer he’s going to hold out. she notices that the other junior stays in the common room even as the room empties out, and when she heads to bed, she wonders if haejin is going to sleep at all. 

worrying about other people will probably cost her sleep and time, but hyewon can’t seem to fall asleep, wondering if haejin is still downstairs by himself. she snags a throw blanket from her bed, carrying it downstairs with her as she tiptoes down the stairs, heart sinking when she sees her friend still staring at books, expression proclaiming his exhaustion.