#mr flayed

Well, I try and keep Tom as close to character, while avoiding the uncomfortable shit.

For instance, how he Treats Nancy, Despite me fucking a lot of people on the dash. If you really want my cannon on Tom. He and Karen had an affair and it ended in Holly. Like I fully...Just go with that. So all this to say. The reason he is not kind to Nancy, is to throw off any inclination of favoritism. He finds Nancy very smart and well to do. However the way I also write Tom. He's fully under Brenner's thumb and also Russia's. So her and Jonathan being nosey, doesn't help his mood.

So i...I guess i dont ignore him being a dick..I just ignore the usual reason why he probaly is...Everyone else will just say he's a sexist bastard and a terrible husband and father...I. Really. Don't like that characterization. I will ignore that. If People want to write Tom as a terrible evil man with hatred for Nancy and women..Fine. But not my Tom. It's wayyyy more complex than that.

To be fair, I wasn't given a lot of cannon material with the Holloways. So i'm really just trying to fill in the gaps to make it make sense. I just. Don't see how Janet Or Tom could ever not adore their daughter Heather. Their one child. Their Princess?? I really treat Heather as their mirical baby as well. Like Janet and Tom would of thrived off more kids. But they just have Heather and they are so proud of her. So thats another thing i guess I ignore. Is like, the abusive parent thing? I don't think so.

Ive said it before and I'll say it again. The dinner scene in season 3 seems like Tom is like. Prepared for Billy and Heather to try and say they are pregnant. He seems tense and like he doesn't even care that these two kids are in his house worried about Heather? Because he's also fucking worried about Heather.

Billy Hargrove - strongly dislike for the reasons of killing his daughter despite knowing Vecna made him do it. Tom has stern feelings and just hates knowing what happened to his daughter. He will work on being kinder to Billy. He sees a lot of himself in the other which also doesnt help his attitude.

Billy Loomis - insane serial killer lover. Makes Tom desperate to finally fight back and start to slaughter his way out of being a lap dog. Very feral love affair and lost inhibitions with these two

Bill Denbrough - grew up together in Derry, survived IT together with the losers, left Derry after meeting Janet and moved to Hawkins. Only remembering Bill when he came to Hawkins on a book tour. Tom leaves Janet and goes to be with Bill where they have shared custody of Heather.

Thirst traps for Tom <3

Right...Right...

Well that was a read, and a good one. And he looks to the other with a bit of shocked audacity. But, he was the one who had the audacity to be this way.

Go fuck yourself.

"I know their losing and I pay for my place by the ring, Where I'll be looking into their eyes when their down...I'll be there by their side. I'm losing by their side..."

This new record Robin played on the radio really struck Tom hard when he was in his office. He has to dissociate for a while and sit in silence. But the song repeats in his mind.

"I wanna feel it.....I bet on losing dogs. I always wants you, and i'll finally find how you feel. Someone to watch me die...someone to watch me die..."

Mr. Brat

Mr. Flayed

M:onster - Lady Gaga R:un from me - Timber Timber F:ernando - Abba L:yin' Eyes - The Eagles A:nxiety - Doechii Y:ellow - Coldplay E:spersso Macchiato - Tommy Cash D:isease - Lady Gaga

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Leviathan

Descended from sea monsters, your soul is an ocean — deep, dark, and full of unseen currents. You experience emotions in tidal waves rather than ripples, and you often feel things before you can name them. People may think you’re calm, but inside you carry storms. Your instincts come from places most people avoid: intuition, fear, longing, unconscious memory. The leviathan bloodline gives you depth and intensity, but also immense resilience; nothing scares you more than your own depths, and nothing makes you stronger than navigating them

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