fuck. this is going to be a lot harder to hide now that I don’t have a good cover anymore but I knew that would happen at some point. I feel like a dick though– I didn’t mean to have you worried like that.
I hope I don’t ruin this. I’ve grown so attached to you and waking up next to you that I know it would effect me if anything happened between us. I know you’ll be mad I didn’t tell you.. I just hope you don’t walk because of it. I know what I do isn’t something normal and it’s scary to think about, but I hope when I do finally explain myself, you’ll understand..
you mean a lot to me. I’m hoping like hell that I don’t completely fuck this up like I did every other relationship I’ve had while doing this.














