#mouse talk

And I suspect it’s related mostly either or both to coming from broken home and bullying.

Both of these create lots of anger and profound sense of insecurity (the first relationship experience was traumatising and ending with betrayal, abuse, long-term deprivation, poverty, etc.) that give the “creepy incel aura” that puts off girls/women.

That said! I haven’t used a mouse in seven months and aiiiiiii! I’m reminded why I greatly prefer using a trackpad. ;-p

Mouse went sleepy-sleepy at 0800 but was woken up by evil neighbours harassing it with very loud speaker music! First at 1100 then finally at 1300. Mouse didn’t get enough sleep!

Mouse needs to defend its room with its own speakers.

Like in you’re expected to put in so much unpaid work to just become hire-able...

It’s pure shit.

Mouse thinks it should have aimed for game development from the start. Like in from  2004 when it got the internet access and not waste time on modding and all that bullshit.

Mouse isn’t not a dialogue or quest writing type anyway, most of work it has done was with data and systems, so it probably would need programming skills.

It all fucking sucks.

Looking at all the modding communities, it was such a huge waste of time. What if mouse was in game development communities all that time?