pairing. non-idol!taesan x reader
genre. newly est. relationship au , fluff , chalant x chalant , taesan is down BADÂ
synopsis. when youâre a little too tipsy and a little too in love, it sometimes takes a few tries to get everything right. luckily, the third timeâs the charm, right?
word count. 1466 words
warnings. none? kissing but theyâre both drunk but itâs consensualÂ
playlist. electric love by børns
notes. cheesing like an idiot like this is ever going to happen to me
The low hum of summer crickets serenaded the quiet streets as you wandered aimlessly, shoes scuffing lazily against the pavement. Your bag dangled off one shoulder in a comical struggle to stay on, bouncing with every step like it too was tired of the night. The streetlamps blinked softly overhead, casting your sleepy figure in a patchy golden glow as the breeze curled around your body like a cool whisper, brushing against your skin and making your hair dance gently around your cheeks.
You paused, swaying slightly as you leaned dramatically against a streetlight for support, feeling the metal cool against your back. The night was gentle, the kind that felt like it had been dipped in honeyâwarm, unhurried, and laced with a kind of dreamy nostalgia. You breathed in deeply, the scent of asphalt and blossoms and leftover summer heat filling your lungs.
The echo of earlier laughter still clung to your mindâsnippets of voices, clinking glasses, someoneâs off-key karaoke rendition of a love song. You smiled at the memory, but it quickly faded into a soft groan as your head gave a tiny throb in protest.Â
With a dramatic little sigh, you rummaged through your bag until your fingers curled around your phone. You brought it close to your face, squinting one eye open as the screen flickered brightly as it illuminated your face. 32%. Perfect. Just enough to call him.
Almost like he had read your mind, the phone buzzed in your palm. And thenâhis name. And just like that, your heart, previously snoozing somewhere near your stomach, flipped up to your throat.
Still clutching the streetlight, you lifted the phone to your ear, the cool screen brushing your cheek. âHello?â
The line crackled softly before his voice reached you like warm honey. âHi⌠where are you right now?â
âHiâŚâ Your voice instinctively softened, a dopey little smile tugging at your lips. You closed one eye, trying to get the world to stop moving. âHey. Iâm, uh⌠in front of the cafĂŠ. The one where you asked for my number.â
âReally? Me too.âÂ
You giggled, eyes sparkling. âReally? ThenâŚâ you dropped your voice to a hush, giddy and conspiratorial. âWe should meet up. I miss you. Donât you miss me?â
âNot anymore. Turn around.â
âHm?â
You whipped your head around so fast you almost unbalanced yourselfâbut there he was, already walking up the sidewalk toward you, with his phone still pressed to his ear. Rushing toward you with such desperate joy, it looked like his legs might outrun his heart. The wind caught his hair, the streetlight caught the gleam in his eyes, and your breath caught in your throat.
âHaiii,â you waved both arms in the air like a doofus, grinning. He mirrored you instantly, waving back with a dramatic flourish like you were in some over-the-top romantic comedy. He skidded to a stop in front of you, cheeks tinged pink from the run or from seeing youâyou werenât sure which, but your own face burned to match.
âHi. Did you have fun with your friends?â He was a little breathless, his chest rising and falling in gentle waves, but his gaze never wavered from you. You rocked gently back and forth, still clinging to the streetlight like a sleepy koala.
âYeah, but I think I drank too much.â Your pout came naturally, and he responded by guiding you gently toward a bench tucked under a streetlamp. You flopped down onto it with a soft oof, the cool metal seeping through your jeans. He followed, sitting close enough that your shoulders nearly touched.
âItâs okay. I drank a lot too.â Silence settled like a blanket as he dug through his bag. You let your eyes flutter shutâjust a second, just a blinkâ
A cold sensation suddenly pressed against your cheek and you yelped, jerking awake. Your eyes shot open to find Taesan grinning, holding a chilled can of coffee to your face like it was some kind of love offering.
âJeez⌠you scared me.â you mumbled, blinking blearily. He laughed and cracked open the can before placing it reverently in your hands.
âAre you buying this for me? Iâm so touchedâŚâ you teased, holding the can close to your chest like a precious gift. You both laughed, easy and breathless.
Then Taesan tilted his head, thoughtful. âWait, this is kinda giving me deja vu. You know the last time when we went out drinking with some other friends and you and I both stepped for air at the same time? And we were super drunk?â
You squinted at the night sky, lips pursed in concentration before your face lit up with recognition. âOh! Yeah! It kind of is deja vu, huh?â
âOh, man. That was really funny. Do you remember? We almost kiââ
His voice faltered. Like the memory had caught up to him too fast. You could feel your ears warming up as you stared very intently at the cracks in the sidewalk. Taesan glanced away.Â
You cleared your throat, trying to rescue the moment. âI mean⌠yeah⌠We wereââ
âDo you want to kiss?â
ââyeah, sure, letâs kiss.â
You froze. The words had practically sucker punched you. âHuh?â
âDo you want to kiss?â He said it slowly, deliberately. Your brain stalled, unsure if you were dreaming or just tipsy enough to hallucinate.
âWhat⌠what did you just say?â
There was a moment of stunned silence between you.
Then he groaned and threw his hands over his face. âAURGH, I must be going insane. Iâm so sorry. This isnât smooth at all. This doesnât seem right but I donât know how else Iâm supposed to be going about this. Other people tell me that it comes naturally but how am I supposed to be natural at something Iâve never done before? I donât even know how toâI donât even know when the timing is right.â
You watched him spiral like a tornado in real time, his words tumbling out and spinning faster and faster as his fingers pulled at his hair and his foot bounced against the ground. And even through the dizziness, you couldnât help but smile. He was just so stupidly sincere.
âThatâs why I asked,â he mumbled. âIf I can kiss you.â
Feeling brave (and just a little mischievous), you leaned in slightly, lips curled into a smirk. âWhat if I say no?â
He looked straight ahead. âThen Iâll respect that. And be very, very sad.â His eyes flicked toward you, mouth forming the tiniest of pouts. âYou donât want to?â
You let out a small, breathless laugh. âYouâre so cute.â
âHuh?â
Before he could blink, you leaned in and kissed him. Just a short one. Sweet and soft and dizzyingly real. You pulled back and saw his eyesâwide, stunned, glowing like moonlight caught in glass.
âThâthere, we did it. We kissed.â Your voice was barely a whisper, as if saying it too loudly would break the spell.
âY-yeah. We did. We did it.â
His hands curled into excited fists in his lap, knuckles pale from the effort of staying still. âThâthat was too fast. Wait. Can we do it one more time?â
You laughed, incredulous. âWhat?â
Taesan looked positively giddy. You placed your hands on either side of his face, the way youâd always imagined in cheesy dramas, and pressed your lips to his again.
âAH!â Taesan immediately whipped around, hands in the air like heâd just won a gold medal. âWHAT!â
You giggled behind your hand, eyes sparkling.
âWoah⌠Iâm only saying this because it feels surreal, but can we try one more time?â
âYouâŚ!â Your laughter came out in full now, sparkling and unstoppable, and Taesanâs grin matched yours. This time, he leaned in firstâshy, but certainâand your lips met again, softer, surer.
When he finally pulled away, just enough to see your face, his smile was dazzling. You leaned in to pepper his lips with a flurry of quick kisses and he burst into a laugh, breathless and radiant.
âAre you happy now?â You asked, brushing your thumb over his cheek.
âYeah.â He leaned back, his whole body buzzing with joy. âCan, can I just take a quick lap around here? This just doesnât feel realââ
You laughed, waving him off. âYes! Go, go!â
Taesan pointed at you dramatically, eyes alight. âStay right there!â
Then he launched off the bench like heâd been lit from within. Arms flailing, he let out a triumphant whoop that echoed down the empty street. You watched as he sprinted aheadâskipping, twirling, throwing his fists into the air like a man hopelessly smitten.
You sank into the bench with a breathless grin, your fingers brushing over your lips like a secret only you two knew. Your heart beat fast, giddy and light, as though it were trying to chase after him.The stars above blinked knowingly as you sighed.Â
The air had turned quieter, softer somehow, as if even the crickets had paused to give the moment some room. You sat back, lips tingling and heart stammering in your chest, still tasting the ghost of his nervous laughter.
He stayed beside you, not saying a word, but everything about him spoke anywayâthe way his shoulders relaxed for the first time all night, the gentle way his knee brushed against yours, the way he kept glancing at you like he couldnât believe any of it was real. The silence wasnât awkward.
It felt like something sacred, sealed in starlight and shared warmth.
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pairing. drunk!jaehyun x fem!reader
genre. fluff , est. relationship
synopsis. your boyfriendâs drunk antics are often loud and chaotic, but they also remind you why heâs your favorite kind of trouble
word count. 1.7k
warnings. mentions of alcohol (but no actual drinking) , stripping in a non-sexual context ? , kissing , jaehyun is very drunk and very in love but so is reader
playlist. you are in love by taylor swift , ribs by lorde
notes. i actually had literally no idea what to title this⌠so âchicken-less dreamsâ it is ! unless i can think of another title đ
riwoo: 911
riwoo: emergency emergency
you: ????
riwoo: your manâs shitfaced and refuses to go home
you: iâll be there in 15
riwoo: plz hurry heâs about to sing bigbangâs haru haru
You could spot your boyfriend from a mile away. Your eyes were immediately drawn towards himâthe way he held onto a metal spoon as if it were a lifeline, singing into it with unbridled passion like it was a microphone. You folded your arms, a quiet laugh escaping your lips as you watched from a distance. Jaehyun stood in the middle of the bar, belting out the melancholic lyrics of BIGBANGâs âHaru Haruâ, accompanied by his dramatic and melancholic acting. Despite sitting at the same table, his friends were looking away, as if embarrassed to be associated with his drunk singing.Â
You caught Sunghoâs gaze and he gestured to you to come over to save them all. Despite being embarrassed, he also seemed to enjoy the situation with the way his eyes sparkled with a small smile. With a small resigned shake of your head, you made your way towards their table, weaving through a throng of bodies.
Snatching the spoon from Jaehyun mid-chorus earned you a dramatic gasp and a look of wounded betrayal. âHey! I wasnâ done!â he protested, but the moment his bleary eyes focused on you, his face lit up and he threw his outstretched arms around you. âMy girlfriend! Itâs my girlfriend, guys!âÂ
He turned to the rest of the bar, raising his voice to a volume only a drunken Jaehyun could manage. âMy girlfriend came to pick me up! Suckers!â
You wrinkled your nose at the overpowering scent of alcohol wafting off of him. âHow much did you guys give him to drink?â you asked the guys as you tried your best to dodge Jaehyunâs drunk kisses.Â
The boys shrugged in unison.Â
âUh,â Riwoo started, scratching the back of his head. âIt started with one, but then he promised to not sing if he had more, but as you can tellâŚâ he gestured to the spoon Jaehyun had just used as a microphone. âSo⌠yeah, this is on us. Sorry.â
âItâs okay,â you sighed, already resigned to your fate. âIâll take him home now. Thanks guys.âÂ
You nodded at your boyfriendâs friends and tugged on said boyfriend, only to find that he had somehow slouched into a near-horizontal position on the couch, looking suspiciously comfortable. Muttering under your breath, you tugged on his arm. You became highly suspicious that he would actually die if your attention wasnât on him at all times, like he often argued. âGod, this kid.â
With Taesan and Leehanâs help, you were able to load Jaehyun into the passenger seat of your car. He slumped against the window, lips smacking loudly together. âNono⌠I needa sing one more songâŚâ
âBabe, one more song and you wouldâve been blacklisted from that bar for life,â you chuckled, starting the car. The engine roared to life and you backed out of the busy parking lot. âCome on, letâs go home.â
Jaehyun didnât protest and the quiet hum of the car engine soon lulled him to sleep.
Getting Jaehyun into the house was a battle of endurance and patience. Juggling keys, fumbling in the dark, and supporting the dead weight of a half-conscious boyfriend clinging to you was more than exhausting.
âPlease let this be the one,â you whispered, trying yet another key. When the lock finally clicked, you let out a loud sigh of relief. âThank you,â you murmured to the heavens, tugging Jaehyun through the doorway as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck. âCâmon.â
âDonât wannaâŚâ he mumbled, and his warm breath sent a slight shiver down your spine. âI gots to finish my performanceâŚâ
Somehow, you managed to guide him to the couch, where he collapsed in a heap. He sprawled out, stretching out his limbs in all directions. Brushing a strand of hair from his face, you observed how the pale moonlight streaming through the window highlighted the sparkle in his eyes.
âAlright, Mariah Carey. Letâs get you ready for bed. Even a diva needs to sleep, no?â you said gently, stroking his hair. âDid you drink any water?â
Jaehyun shook his head with a small pout.
When you straightened up to fetch him some, his hand shot out, grasping your wrist tightly. âWhereârr you going?â he slurred, looking up at you like a lost puppy. âPlease donâ goâŚâ
âIâm just grabbing you water, baby.â
âNonoâŚâ he said firmly, shaking his head as if the thought of you leaving him for a second was unbearable. âIâm goinâ with you. Itâs dangerous outthere.âÂ
âOh, really? What kind of dangers?â you asked, amused.
He leaned in, wide-eyed, and whispered gravely, â... Chickens.âÂ
You bit the inside of your cheek to stop yourself from laughing. âOkay, okay. You can protect me from the chickens, Myung Jaehyun.â
What couldâve been a 30 second trip to the kitchen turned into a 10 minute ordeal. He clung to you like a koala, stumbling along as you poured water into a glass. Perched on the counter, he sipped reluctantly while you stroked his hair, murmuring soothing words.
âNomoâŚâ (translation: "no moreâŚ")
âNo, youâve gotta finish everything, Jae,â you responded firmly. Your boyfriend huffed with a dramatic roll of his eyes but nonetheless complied. âGood boy,â you patted his cheek affectionately once he finished the entire cup of water and Jaehyun beamed at your praise.
When you wiped his face with a cloth, he grinned lazily, leaning into your touch. You pressed a quick kiss to his lips.Â
Jaehyunâs eyes flew open at the contact and he stared at you in shock. You burst into laughter at his reaction and brushed your fingers through his hair. âWhat, never been kissed by a girl before?â you asked jokingly.Â
âNot by a pretty one,â Jaehyun whispered and you laughed again. âNot funny!â
âIs too,â you teased. Tucking your arms under Jaehyunâs arms, you hugged him tightly and you rested your head atop his shoulder. âI love you, Jaehyun.â
All you got was a quiet âWhoaâ in response.Â
You managed to get him to the bedroom, but Jaehyunâs antics still werenât over. When you tried to pull his shirt off to help him change, he recoiled dramatically, crossing his arms over his chest like a scandalized debutante.Â
âWhoa, whoa, whoa! Iâm sure youâre a very nice lady, but I have a girlfriend!â he protested, wagging an accusatory finger at you. âShe doesnât like it when I talk to other girls. Especially ones whoâwho try to take my clothes off! Like you! Perv!â
You watched with an amused smile, your hands resting on your hips as Jaehyun retreated further into his bed, distancing himself from you.Â
âAnd I love my girlfriend! Sorry not sorry, but Iâm not for the huzz,â he waved his hand dismissively.Â
âJae, I am your girlfriend,â you insisted but Jaehyun wasnât having it. He shook his head with vigor.
âNo thank you lady, Iâm not interested.âÂ
With a sigh, you leaned in and kissed his cheek. âItâs me, Jae,â you spoke softly, watching as his cheeks turned pink.
âOhh⌠hi baby,â he whispered sheepishly.
Thankfully, getting Jaehyun into bed afterwards wasnât too difficult, his protests reduced to sleepy murmurs. Once he was settled, you took a moment to ensure he was comfortable and you brushed a stray strand of hair from his face.
You slid under the covers beside him, the mattress dipping slightly under your weight. Jaehyun was sprawled across the bed in an ungraceful manner, one arm flung over his face and the other clutching the blanket like a child with a security toy. His lips moved faintly, forming incoherent words as he teetered on the edge of consciousness.
Carefully, you reached out and placed your hand on his cheek, the warmth of his skin grounding you. He stirred at your touch, his eyes cracking open just enough to reveal the sleepy gaze within them. A slow smile crept across his face: lopsided and utterly endearing.
âHiâŚâ he mumbled, the word drawn out and soft.Â
âHey,â you whispered back, your thumb brushing against the curve of his cheekbone in a slow, soothing motion.
Jaehyunâs brows knitted together, his drunken thoughts forming an odd jumble of words. âYâknow⌠youâre really, really pretty. Like⌠unfairly pretty. Like⌠if there was a⌠a contest or somethinâ, I think youâd win. Every time.â
You couldnât help but laugh quietly at his rambling. âYouâre too sweet.â
âNo, no, no,â he insisted, his voice muffled as he turned his face slightly into your palm, pressing his lips against your skin. âItâs true. Youâre, like⌠the queen of⌠uh⌠the stars? Yeah, like a star queen. Like, Dairy Queen but instead of queen of dairy, youâre the queen of stars.â
âA star queen?â you repeated, amused, leaning closer until your noses were almost touching.
âYeah,â he murmured, his words slurring together. âAnd⌠and Iâm just some guy⌠but you picked me anyway. Like what?â He blinked sluggishly, his expression a mixture of wonder and disbelief.Â
You chuckled softly, your fingertips tracing the edge of his jaw. âYouâre not just âsome guy,â Jae. Youâre my guy. My favorite guy.â
That earned a pleased hum from him, his eyes fluttering shut as he melted further into your touch. âMmm⌠your guy. I like that. Sounds nice. Sounds⌠cozy.â
âCozy?â you echoed, your lips twitching into a smile.
âYeah,â he murmured, barely audible now. âLike⌠blankets⌠or hot chocolateâŚâ He paused, letting out a soft sigh. âOr⌠you. I think youâre cozy too.
You leaned in, pressing a feather-light kiss to his forehead. âYouâre ridiculous, you know that?â
âYâknow whatâs ridic..ous?â he mumbled, his voice trailing off as sleep began to claim him. âHow much âm love with⌠y... and⌠ch⌠chiâŚâ
You stayed there for a while, watching his breathing even out as he sank into peaceful slumber. Your hand never left his face, your thumb continuing its gentle strokes along his cheek. His skin was warm beneath your touch, a quiet reminder of his presence, his love.Â
Nestled beside him, you whispered, âI love you, too, Jaehyun. So much.â
Although he was asleep, his lips curved into the faintest of smiles, as if somewhere in his chicken-less dreams, he had heard you.Â
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pairing. bad boy!leehan x nursing student!reader
genre. hurt/comfort , pining , fluff , a twinge of angst , set in the 80âs but itâs not rly mentioned and itâs not essential to the plot
synopsis. leehan was your first ever patient as well as your most frequent, treating him has always been second nature for you. so when he shows up at your window once again, unannounced, bruised and bleeding, you begin to wish that you could see him in different circumstances
word count. 4.1k
warnings. kissing , mentions of blood / fighting , one mention of a knife , leehan is injured , probably unrealistic and unsafe medical practicesÂ
playlist. fallingforyou by the 1975 , meet me in the hallway by harry styles , the night we met by lord huron , like real people do by hozier
notes. these two are so precious to me . not proofread
The rain came down in a steady rhythm, a soft patter against the windowpane, threading through the quiet of your room like a soft lullaby. Itâs the perfect Friday night. One of those rare evenings where everything feels settled, where there was no unfinished work tugging at the edges of your mind and no looming responsibilities weighing down your shoulders.
The state of your room was pristine, the scent of freshly laundered sheets mingling in the air with the faint herbal aroma of your tea, the steam still curling in the air from where you placed it on your nightstand. The air was cool from the rain, but the warmth of your post-shower skin seeped into the plush comfort of your blankets. It cocooned you in a delicious contrast of warmth and chill.
The dim glow of your desk lamp flickered slightly, its light casting long, slanted shadows across the room. It danced over the neatly stacked textbooks and scattered notes thatâfor onceâwerenât demanding your attention.
With a deep breath, you nestled deeper into the comfort of your mattress, pulling the covers just a little higher as you opened your well-worn copy of Emma in your hands. The spine creaked with familiarity, the pages soft beneath your fingertips, the edges slightly frayed from years of love. You traced your thumb along the words, sinking in the world Austen so carefully crafted; where meddling and misunderstandings unfold within the genteel drawing rooms of Highbury.
The rain continued its ceaseless drumming, a quiet accompaniment to the turning of each page. The weight of the week melted away, dissolving into the hush of the storm and the safety of solitude.Â
Youâre glad to escape the world of responsibility and work; at least for a little while. In this moment, you were free: free to lose yourself in the clever and playful words of Jane Austen, warmed by your tea as you wrapped yourself in the comforting embrace of the quiet, rainy night.
The world outside is distant, softened by the misty glow of streetlights and the gentle patter of raindrops against your window. The steady rhythm soothed you, lulling you deeper intoâ
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Faint at first, barely enough to steal your attention from the pages between your hands. A soft, rhythmic tapping. Your brows furrowed, eyes flicking up from the curling pages of your beloved novel, confusion and caution pricked at your skin.
For a moment, you wondered if itâs just a loose branch from the storm, swaying against the glass. But then, the sound came again, more deliberate this time.
Tap. Tap. Tap.Â
Tap. Tap.
TAPTAPTAPTAPTAPTAPâ
And thenâyou saw it.
A face.
Pale against the rain-streaked window, dark eyes peering through the glass and strands of wet hair clinging to sharp cheekbones.Â
Your breath caught in your throat, a strangled sound escaping before you could stop it. For a long moment, you simply stared, heart hammering against your ribs as you struggled to make sense of what you were seeing.Â
The golden glow of your desk lamp flickered against the raindrops of your windowpane, catching on the sharp planes of his faceâpale from the cold, his usual smirk replaced with a tight grimace. His fingers flexed and strained against the wet wood of the sill, and another gust of wind made the familiar looking boyâor ghostâsway precariously.Â
âWhat theââ you spluttered. Finally snapping out of your daze, you scrambled out of bed. You practically threw the book aside as you rushed to the window, fumbling with the latch. When you shoved it open, for a split second, you simply stood there, the wind howling through the open window as rain splattered against your cheeks and the cold air bit at your skin.
The sight before you was utterly absurdâKim Leehan, soaked to the bone, clinging to your fourth-floor window for dear life.Â
âAre you out of your mind? This is the fourth floor! How did you evenââ
âA guyâŚâ Leehan grimaced, tightening his grip on the slippery windowsill as his fingers began to slip. âNever reveals his secrets.âÂ
He was visibly struggling, his knuckles turning white as he fought to keep himself from plummeting to his deathâor at least an expensive visit to the hospital. Your stomach twisted when you glanced down, seeing nothing but the slick, empty space between him and the ground below. His dark eyes, sharp as ever despite the rain dripping into them, flickered up to meet yours.
âNice to see you too,â he drawled, though the slight shake in his voice betrayed him. âIâd love to catch up, really, but I think hypothermia is knocking on my doorâalong with the whole falling to my death thing, soââ
âOkay, okay, shut up,â you grumbled, planting your feet as you hauled him in with as much strength as you can muster. He was heavier than you rememberâlean but packed with muscleâand the rain didnât make it any easier (can you tell that heâs done this a few times). Leehan groaned as his torso tipped over the edge, crashing into you as you staggered back onto your heels.
With a final, graceless heave, he tumbled in, landing in an unceremonious heap on your floor and rainwater seeped into your freshly vacuumed rug. A long silence stretched between you two, save for the steady drip, drip, drip of water pooling onto your pristine hardwood floor. You stared at him, breath still uneven from the exertion. He looked up at you through a mess of wet hair, breathing just as heavily, rainwater glistening along his jaw.
âWhat the hell, Leehan?â you finally said, hands still trembling slightly from the adrenaline. âWhy are you scaling buildings like some kind of delinquent Spider-Man?â
Leehan groaned, lifting his arm weakly before letting it drop back onto the floor. âOne,â he started, voice hoarse, ânever insult the best superhero like that ever again.â
You opened your mouth to retort, but before you could, he sluggishly sat up and peeled his drenched hoodie over his head. It takes a second for your to register what youâre seeingâbut then, your stomach twists.
A deep, angry gash cuts across his torso, fresh and bleeding.
âAnd two,â he finally finishes, lips quirking into a weak, humorless smile as he gestured toward the wound.
Your frustration immediately morphed into something heavier, something sharper. âLeehan,â you breathed, crouching down beside him, âyou need stitches.âÂ
He shrugged, feigning nonchalance, but you could see the exhaustion etched in the lines of his face, the slight tremor of his fingers as he pressed them into his side. âThatâs why Iâm here, doc.â
You exhaled through your nose as you rubbed at your temples. You should be used to this by nowâLeehan showing up in the dead of night, bleeding and bruised, flashing that same reckless smile like itâs all just a joke. But it never gets easier. Not when itâs him.
âBathroom,â you said with a firm voice. âDry off, you know where the towels are. Iâll grab the suture kit.â
He nods, pushing himself to his feet with a wince. As he made his way to the bathroom, you pulled open a drawer to retrieve the spare clothes heâd left behind last time. (Which, coincidentally, had been because of the same exact reason.)
By the time Leehan emerged from the bathroom, his hair damp and a towel draped around his neck, you were already setting up the supplies at your desk. But the moment your eyes landed on him, you froze.
Bruises scattered across his arms and collarbone, blooming in shades of purple and blue. A fresh cut lingered just below his cheekbone and his bottom lip had been bloodied up, a stark contrast against his pale skin.
Your fingers twitched at your sides, the words sitting heavy on your tongue. You wanted to scold him. You wanted to demand why he always did this; why he never thought about himself.
But instead, you gestured toward your bed and muttered, âLie down.â
He obeyed, settled back against the mattress and lifted his shirt without a complaint. You took a deep breath and steeled yourself, ignoring the tightness in your chest as you pressed a sterile cotton pad against the wound. His skin was warm beneath your fingers.
Leehan didnât flinch. He never does.Â
Instead, he watched you, head tilted against your pillow and dark eyes following every movement of your hands with a quiet sort of intensity. The kind that made your throat dry, the kind that made you wish you werenât so used to thisâpatching him up and stitching him back together in the dim glow of your desk lamp while the rain sang against the window panes.
A tired cycle. A routine written into your friendship.
The room was quiet, save for the rain drumming against the window. You worked swiftly and precisely, and your hands moved with the familiarity of routine. Leehan didnât flinch, doesnât even so much as wince. He just stared at the ceiling, fingers tapping idly against his ribs.Â
Finally, you broke the silence. âWhat was it this time?â
He exhaled slowly, his hand pausing mid-tap. âJust a small scuffle,â he muttered. âSome guys were messing with Woonhak. Thought itâd be fun to pick on him.â
Your brows furrowed. âSo you decided to take them all by yourself?â
âIt wasnât like that.â He shook his head, eyes trained back on the ceiling as his jaw tightened. âI just threw a few punches to scare them off. But then someone pulled a knife, and then there were sirens, and, wellâŚâ He let out a breathy, humorless laugh.Â
You pursed your lips as you knotted the last stitch a little too firmly. He hissed but didnât complain.
âYouâre an idiot,â you said, voice quieter this time.
âYeah,â he muttered, head tilting slightly to look at you again. His lips twitched into something almost fond. âBut thatâs why I always come to you. Steadiest hands in all of Koz Uniâs nursing program.â
You didnât look at him, didnât let him see the way your expression wavered. Instead, you pressed a final piece of gauze over the wound, taping it down with the care of someone who wished they never had to do this in the first place.
âYeah, well,â you murmured, smoothing down the bandage, âmaybe next time, use that reckless head of yours for something other than getting it bashed in.â
Leehan hummed, the corner of his lips tugging up despite the exhaustion weighing heavy in his eyes. âWhereâs the fun in that?â
You didnât dignify him with a response. Instead, you pressed the heel of your palm into his foreheadânot pushing, gentlyâuntil he groaned and swatted your hand away, muttering a curse under his breath.Â
With a small smile, you leaned back, letting out a slow exhale. No matter how many times you gave Leehan stitches, you were always nervous like it was your first time. âYou should rest,â you said. âYou lost a lot of blood.â
After giving the typical âseek professional medical help in the morningâ lecture, you moved on to the rest of his minor injuries.
Your fingers moved with careful precision, the cotton ball, squeezed tightly between the tweezers in your grasp, was soaked in antiseptic as you dabbed gently at the wounds on Leehanâs arms. The scent of alcohol lingered in the air, sharp and sterile, as it mingled with the lingering traces of rain and something distinctly him.
Leehan didnât make a sound as you worked, though you could feel his eyes on youâdark, steady, and unwavering. The weight of his gaze pressed into you, searing like embers against your skin, but you refused to meet it.Â
You focused on the task at hand instead, the rhythmic motion of cleaning, dabbing, and wrapping. Anything to ignore the way your pulse quickened with each passing second.
But itâs hard to ignore him when heâs so close.
The space between you was barely a breath. The warmth of his body radiated through the air, despite the damp chill that still clung to his skin from the rain. His hair was a mess, black strands falling over his forehead in uneven waves, and there was something disarmingly soft about him like this. Battered and bruised and yet, undeniably alive, existing in your space as if he belonged there.
And maybe he did.
You swallowed down the thought and willed yourself to focus.Â
Your hands were steady as you finished treating the cuts on his collarbones, brushing over the bruises blooming across his skin with careful fingers. But when you reached his face, your confidence faltered.
The cut along his cheekbone was shallow but angry. A thin, jagged line that caught in the dim glow of your desk lamp. And then there was his lipâsplit and bloodied, the wound stark against the soft curve of his mouth.
You exhaled quietly, steeling yourself once again.
Leehan mustâve sensed your hesitation because he tilted his head slightly, giving you better access to his face. His lips curled into the ghost of a smirk, but his voice was quiet when he murmured, âYouâre overthinking again.â
You didnât dignify him with a response, too focused on pressing the cotton ball to the cut on his cheekbone. He didnât flinch, didnât even blink. He just watched you, his expression unreadable, eyes dark and glittering beneath the low light.
Itâs unbearable.
The room felt smaller, the silence felt heavier. The storm outside softened into a quiet drizzle, but the air between you crackled with something you couldnât quite name. Something warm and unspoken, coiling between the spaces where your hands nearly touched, where your breath nearly mingled with his own.Â
Finally, you moved to his lip, hesitant as your fingers brushed against his chin, tilting his face ever so slightly toward you. His lips parted just the tiniest bit, his breath warm against your wrist as you dabbed at the wound, trying your best not to linger.
Your thumb grazed his bottom lipâbarely there, light as air.
Leehan inhaled sharply.
Your stomach flipped, heart stammering violently against your ribs.
You didnât dare to look at him. You couldnât.
Instead, you cleared your throat, voice barely above a whisper as you muttered, âAlmost done.â
Leehan didnât reply. But when you finally, finally gathered enough courage to glance up at him, his gaze was already waiting for you. And in it, you saw everything.
The weight of every unsaid word. The years of late-night visits, quiet comforts, and silent understandings. The way he looked at you now, like you were something fragile and preciousâsomething he had spent too long pretending he didnât want to hold on to.
Your breath was caught in your throat.
For a moment, neither of you moved.
Neither of you breathed.
And thenâ
âThere,â you whispered, pulling back, severing the moment before it could unravel completely. âAll done.â
Leehan watched you for a second longer, gaze lingering and unreadable. Then, his lips twitchedâbarely a smirk, more like an exhale of something unspoken.
âThanks, doc,â he murmured.Â
And just like that, the tension splintered.
But the weight of his gaze still lingeredâon your skin, in your breath, in the quiet thrum of your heart against your ribs.Â
And you donât think itâll ever leave.
Leehan stayed the night, like he always does. It was an unspoken tradition, a ritual that neither of you ever acknowledged out loud but followed without question. After every fight, every wound you stitched up, he stayedâlike your dorm was the only place he knew to go.
The bed was too small for the both of you, but neither of you made a move to change it. You laid next to each other, bodies barely touching. Only the occasional brush of an arm, a shift of weight, a shared breath in the darkness. The air was thick with the scent of rain and the sharp sterility of antiseptic still lingering faintly between you.
The world outside was still now. The storm had passed, leaving only the rhythmic dripping of water from the eaves, the occasional rustling of tree branches against your window. Moonlight spilled in through the glass, casting fractured shadows across the ceiling, across the sheets, across him.
Leehan was lying on his side, turned toward you, and you should tell him to be careful. You should remind him that his stitches need time to set, that his body needs rest, that lying like this is only going to make it worse. But the words donât come.
Because heâs watching you.
And youâre watching him.
His face was half-lit, half-hidden in the dim glow of the moon, his dark eyes softer than youâve ever seen them. You trace over the curve of his nose, the sharp edge of his jaw, the way his damp hair clings stubbornly to his forehead. Your gaze caught on his lipsâsplit and swollen, still stained with the faintest trace of blood.
Before you even realized what you were doing, your hand moved on its own.
Your palm found the coolness of his cheek, thumb grazing over the cut on his lip with barely-there pressure. The moment your skin met his, Leehan exhaled softly, his eyes fluttering shut like he was melting beneath your touch. His body relaxed, tension unwinding in slow, steady waves, as if heâd been waiting for this.
You whispered into the dark, "I wish you didnât keep coming to me like this."
Your voice barely carries between you, but Leehan hears it. You know he does, because his fingers twitched slightly against the sheets, because his breath caught just enough for you to notice.
After a beat, you added, "You know it breaks my heart⌠right?"
Leehanâs eyes opened again, slow and heavy-lidded, the shadows deepening in their depths. His gaze was unreadable, something between sorrow and something elseâ raw and tender. He lifted his hand, covering yours where it rested against his cheek, his fingers curling gently around yours.
"⌠I know," he murmured. "Iâm sorry."
The weight of those words settled between you. There was something unspoken in the silence that followed, something fragile and uncertain yet wholly understood.
Neither of you moved.
Neither of you breathed.
The only sound in the room was the soft, rhythmic ticking of the clock on your wall, the occasional drip of rainwater outside. The world felt impossibly small, folding in on itself until it was just the two of you, here, now.
Summoning every ounce of courage left in you, you whispered, "Please donât make me worry like this."
Leehan didnât respond right away. Instead, he shifted, fingers tightening ever so slightly around your own before he slowly brought your hand to his lips.
Your breath stuttered.
His lipsâsoft despite the split, warm despite the coldâpressed gently against your knuckles, lingering for just a moment too long.
Your heart ached.
"I always knew you were going to be a nurse," he murmured, voice low, words melting into the space between you.Â
Your breath stilled for a moment. âWhat?â you asked in a quiet voice.
âI could tell back in high school,â he continued, his fingers further interlacing with yours. âEvery time I got into a fight, you were always the one patching me up. Cleaning my cuts, scolding me and clucking over me like an old mother hen. You liked making people feel better.â
You swallowed as something warm bloomed in your chest. âI liked making sure you didnât bleed out on the pavement,â you muttered.
You shook your head, staring at the faint glow of the streetlights pooling against your ceiling. You remembered those days vividlyâhim showing up at the doorstep of your childhood home with bruised knuckles and split lips; you pressing antiseptic pads to his wounds in an empty janitorâs closet while you muttered under your breath about his recklessness.
Maybe he was right. Maybe you had always been like thisâdrawn to fixing things, to soothing the ache in others, even when it hurt you in turn.
âYou were always my favorite patient,â you admitted, turning your head to look at him again. He still had your hand pressed against his lips.
He exhaled slowly, and when he met your gaze, there was something lingering in his eyes. Something that made your stomach twist and your heart clench.
âYeah,â he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. âI know.â
Another kissâthis time to the back of your hand, his breath featherlight against your skin.
Leehan lingered there, lips against your skin, like he was afraid to move, like this was something fragile that could shatter if he so much as breathed too hard. His grip on your hand tightened just slightly, as if grounding himself, and for the first time, you saw itâreally saw it.
The way his eyes softened when they met yours. The way he always came to you, no matter how bruised and battered, no matter the hour or distance. The way he let himself melt under your touch, let himself be taken care of in a way you were sure he didnât let anyone else.
He loved you.
And maybeâno, definitelyâyou had always loved him, too.
You werenât sure who moved first, if it was you or him, but suddenly the space between you vanished. His forehead pressed against yours, his breath warm and slow, mingling with yours in the stillness of the room. Your noses brushed, the barest hint of touch, but neither of you pulled away.Â
You let your fingers slip from his just enough to trail along his wrist, feeling the steady beat of his pulse beneath your touch. Your hand traveled higher, skimming up his arm, over the curve of his shoulder, before settling against the side of his neck. He let you. He always let you.
Leehan swallowed, the movement shifting beneath your palm. His lips parted, but no words came. You could see itâthe hesitation, the fear of breaking whatever fragile thing existed between you.Â
âIf I tell you something,â he whispered, voice unsteady, âwill you promise not to run?â
Your throat felt tight. âLeehanâŚâ
âPromise me.â
Your thumb brushed against the corner of his jaw, just barely tracing the line of his throat. âI promise.â
A shaky exhale. Thenâ
âI think Iâve loved you since the first time you pulled me into that abandoned janitorâs closet and shoved a crumpled up band-aid into my hands. â He let out a quiet, breathy laugh, though it sounded more like a sigh. âMaybe even before that.â
Your chest ached.
Maybe it was the way he said itâlike it had been sitting inside him for years, waiting, festering, like heâd carried this love in his bloodied knuckles and broken skin, in every glance and in every touch that lingered just a second too long.
Or maybe it was the way you had always felt it, too.
Leehan swallowed, his lips parting like he wanted to say something else, but you beat him to it.
âI love you.â
It slipped out, simple and certain, like breathing, like a truth you had always known but never dared to say.
His entire body went still.
And thenâslowly, cautiously, like he was afraid you might disappearâhe let out a soft, disbelieving laugh, his nose nudging yours. His fingers found your waist beneath the blankets, tentative, uncertain. His touch was barely there, but it burned all the same.
You felt, more than saw, the way his eyes softened.
âSay it again,â he whispered.
You smiled, your heart stammering in your chest.
âI love you.â
Leehan exhaled shakily, pressing his forehead harder against yours like he was trying to memorize the shape of you, the warmth of this moment. His handsâscarred and calloused, always rough, always bruisedâcupped your face, thumbs brushing tenderly over your cheekbones.
âGod,â he murmured, voice thick. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to hear you say that.â
And then, with all the gentleness in the world, he kissed you.
It wasnât rushed, wasnât urgentâit was slow, careful, full of years of quiet longing and late-night patch-ups, of stolen glances and words left unsaid. He kissed you like he was afraid you might slip through his fingers, like you were something sacred, something he had no right to hold but was holding anyway.
When he pulled away, his lips were trembling against yours.
âYou break my heart too, you know,â he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
âThen let me be the one to mend yours,â you whispered back. âJust like Iâve mended your wounds since we were sixteen. And I promise, I always will.â
A breath.
A soft, breathless chuckle.
And thenâLeehanâs lips found yours again, sealing the promise between you.
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IN WHICH your missions with Superboy always ended in biting words and rolled eyes, so being sent to Fort Marshall as a newlywed couple felt less like co-ops and more like a cruel joke set up by Batman and the rest of the Young Justice for a quick laugh. The charade forces you into close quarters where every glance and every touch has to look convincing under scrutinizing eyes. What begins as another battle of stubborn pride shifts when the mission unravels around you, and the rivalry youâve always clung to no longer feels like the whole truth. Disabling the satellite should be simple, but between the staged dances, the tightrope of secrecy, and the way every touch lingers longer than it should, you both begin to realize that it takes two to tangoâand somewhere in the act, you may have stopped pretending.
FEATURING boynextdoor's woonhak as superboy and reader as seraphim, protĂŠgĂŠ of saturn girl ft. uncle kibong as alfred
GENRE frenemies to lovers, golden retriever x black cat, fake marriage au, action, humor, mutual pining, and the one bed trope (WC. 16.8k)
WARNINGS cursing, mentions of violence, injuries and bleeding, and mentions of weapons
NOTES FINALLY !! ik i haven't been the most active recently and i apologize for that T^T uni has been totally kicking my butt . BUT ALAS i managed to find some time to write and participate in this wonderful wonderful collab ! thank you soso much to gill for hosting and thank you so much to the rest of the members of the collab for the constant support, talks, and laughs even tho i went m.i.a halfway thru đ also plz forgive me and my insane wc i actually don't know what happened... i just blacked out and there was 16k words,, anyway hope you enjoy !! <3 not proofread we ball lolz
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The sun bled across the horizon, a molten spill of oranges and deep crimsons that clung to the sky like fire on water. Long shadows stretched over the empty desert highway when you and Woonhak finally pulled over. The engines of your motorbikes ticked faintly as they cooled, the only sound in the vast silence of Nevadaâs nothingness.
The gas station looked like a forgotten relicâits neon buzz barely audible over the cicadas, its convenience store glowing faintly against the dusk. Inside, it smelled of bleach and old coffee. Fluorescent lights hummed overhead, bathing the empty aisles in a sterile glow. You wandered slowly, basketless, arms gradually filling with garish snack bags and neon-colored energy drinks until it felt like you were carrying a mountain of sugar and sodium.
The automatic door sighed open as you pushed through, a bell chiming weakly overhead. âThanks,â you mumbled to the lone, half-asleep cashier before stepping back into the desert air.
Outside, Woonhak leaned against his motorbike as if he belonged in a glossy magazine spreadâthough with his chin drooping to his chest and arms crossed, he looked more like a kid dozing in detention than a poster boy. His hair shifted slightly with the wind, and for a fleeting moment, the painted sky behind him made the scene look almost cinematic.
âSo,â you called, dropping your spoils onto your bikeâs seat with a clatter of crinkling wrappers, âgot any bright ideas about how weâre sneaking in?â
His head lifted slowly, eyes hazy, and then sharpened just in time to catch the energy drink you offered. He cracked it open like it was second nature, downing the first sip before answering.
âNope. Figured youâd think of something. Youâre the brains.â
You rolled your eyes, the faintest smirk tugging at your lips. âWhich is why I already called Alfred. Heâs got something lined up.â
Woonhak tilted his head, brow furrowed. âThen why ask me at all?â
âWanted you to pretend you were helping,â you said, shrugging with a playful grin. His frown softened into a pout.
âYouâre so mean.â
âYouâre just a big olâ baby,â you teased.
He opened his mouth for a comeback, but the sharp beep-beep of your wristwatch silenced him. You glanced down, smirking at his aborted protest, and tapped the display. A soft blue glow unfolded in the dry evening air as Alfredâs hologram materializedâtall, steady, and comfortingly familiar, though tinted with flickers of static.
âYouâre in luck,â he began, voice carrying the crisp precision of someone who had been through a hundred such briefings. âFort Marshall is hosting a two-day military ball for its seventy-fifth anniversary.â
Woonhak slid closer, his shadow overlapping yours on the cracked asphalt. He leaned just enough to peer over your shoulder. âAnd that meansâŚ?â
âIt means youâll infiltrate as a military couple. Superboy as a decorated officer, Seraphim as his wife.â
Heat shot to your cheeks so fast it startled you. âHis wife?!â The words cracked out too loud against the quiet desert. You fumbled, voice lowering. âThatâs absurd. Isnât there another way? Weâve snuck into tighter places than this.â
Alfredâs holographic head shook. âNot this time. The fort is locked down. Security is layered thick, especially with the high-profile guests in attendance. Disguises are your only option.â
You sighed, fingers twitching against your thigh. The silence stretched, broken only by the faint fizz of Woonhakâs half-finished drink.
Then, warm and close, his voice slid into the space between. âWhatâs the fuss, honey?â he drawled, each word dripping with mock sweetness. âSounds perfect to me.â
Your teeth clenched. You wanted to elbow him square in the ribs. âDonât start.â
Turning back, you exhaled slowly. âFine. Whatâs the plan?â
Dawn rose pale and merciless, the desert sky already bleached toward white by the coming heat. The Nevada air clung like sandpaper to your skin, seeping into every seam of your dress. You tugged at the thin navy strap digging into your shoulder, irritation building with the humidity that wasnât supposed to exist in the desert.
Behind you, Woonhak wrestled with his bowtie, the crisp fabric of his ceremonial uniform at odds with his restless hands. His chest gleamed with pins and medals whose significance you couldnât name, though they caught the sunlight with each frustrated movement.
Beyond the lot, sleek limousines glided up the paved road toward the fort, pausing beneath the scrutiny of armed guards before being waved through the towering gates. The glint of sunlight on rifles was impossible to ignore.
You bent slightly, checking the straps hidden beneath your skirt. The cool press of knives against your thigh grounded you, the last piece of you beneath layers of someone elseâs costume. The hem of your dress brushed against your knees, swishing like something foreign and delicate.
âGoddamn it!â Woonhak exploded suddenly, fists dropping in defeat. His bowtie dangled crooked and useless.
You let out a scoff, heels wobbling as you crossed to him. âCome here.â
He obeyed instantly, bottom lip jutted like a child caught misbehaving. He held the tie out to you, big hands clumsy in their frustration.
You took it with deft fingers, standing close enough to smell the clean starch of his uniform, the faint trace of motor oil still lingering on his skin. He averted his gaze, eyes fixed on the horizon as if the rising sun was more interesting than your concentration.
âThere,â you said, tightening the last loop and stepping away quickly. âDone. Now letâs go.â
The trunk of the black sports car Alfred had provided shut with a satisfying slam. Inside, the leather smelled faintly of soap, the polished interior almost too pristine for the dust of the desert. You slipped into the passenger seat, sighing in relief as the cushioned leather cooled your overheated skin.
âYouâre driving,â you declared.
His brows arched. âWhy?â
âBecause weâre a traditional couple now. The wife doesnât drive.â
He barked out a laugh, shaking his head as he slid into the driverâs seat with smooth ease. âIf you say so. For the record? I think women are terrifyingly good drivers.â
âCareful. If this werenât an op, Iâd strap you to the roof.â
âAwh, you flatter me, darling.â
His hand brushed over yours in mock affection, and your powers jolted before you could stop them. The telepathic sting bit sharply enough that he winced, clutching his temple.
âJesusâthat hurt! What was that for?â
âDonât just grab my hand like that!â you hissed, heart still racing. âYou scared me.â
He gritted his teeth, wincing. âScared you? You nearly fried my brain.â
ââŚSorry.â The word slipped out too quietly. You fixed your gaze on the tinted window, cheeks burning hotter than the rising desert sun.
He shot you a sideways glance, surprise flickering across his features. âDid you just apologize?â
You smirked faintly. âI do when Iâm wrong.â
âCorrection: youâve never apologized to me before.â
âMaybe Iâve just never been wrong when it comes to you.â
Woonhak knew there was no point in retorting.
The car purred down the desert road, its engine smooth as silk, a stark contrast to the gravel-throated roar of your bikes. Ahead, Fort Marshall loomed like a jagged shadow against the pale morning sky. Its walls of concrete and steel fencing rose high, barbed wire glinting with cruel sharpness in the sun. Guard towers dotted the perimeter, rifles angled down, watchful and unblinking. Even from here, the weight of scrutiny pressed against the windshield, making the air inside feel thinner.
The closer you got, the more your pulse quickened. Lines of glossy cars inched forward at the checkpoint, their polished chrome flashing in the light. Security moved briskly from vehicle to vehicle, their clipped voices muffled but authoritative, their eyes darting with the practiced sharpness of hawks. The air reeked faintly of gasoline, hot asphalt, and the unmistakable tang of military-grade tension.
Beside you, Woonhak drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. Not nervousânever nervousâbut restless, like a predator forced to crawl instead of sprint.
By the time you rolled up to the gate, silence had fallen between you.
âGood morning,â the soldier barked, his face obscured by aviators. His posture was ramrod straight, voice rehearsed down to its syllables. âName?â
âKim, Woonhak,â your partner replied smoothly. His voice carried the easy weight of someone who belonged here. He tilted his head toward you, lips curving faintly. âAnd my wife, Y/N L/N.â
The soldier typed rapidly into his terminal. Seconds stretched. His frown deepened. âThere is no such name in the system.â
A cold current slid through your veins. For the first time, Woonhak faltered. âThere must be a mistakeââ
You leaned forward before he could unravel the illusion. The seatbelt tugged tight across your chest as you slid across the console, angling yourself so your eyes locked with the soldierâs.
âOfficer,â you began, your voice low, steady, a hum beneath the desertâs dry air. âThere mustâve been a mix-up. We declined the invitation at firstâmy husband was still overseas, on assignment. But then the situation changed.â
You let the words pour slower, dripping into the cracks of his focus. Your power brushed against his mind like fingertips smoothing fabric. His thoughts were taut, ordered, rigidâand you pulled delicately at the threads.
âHe couldnât bear the thought of missing the seventy-fifth anniversary of the first ever base he called home,â you continued, your voice laced with warmth. You tilted your head toward Woonhak, who blinked but caught on.
âRight,â he said quickly, leaning into the act.
âAnd surely,â you murmured, your eyes still locked on the soldierâs, âyou wouldnât turn away Colonel Kim. Second cousin to the Minister of Defense.â
The name fell like a pebble into water, rippling through the soldierâs composure. His gaze faltered, shoulders loosening by imperceptible degrees. You felt the exact moment his mind began to bend, the rigid walls softening, making space for the version of truth you painted.
âYes⌠yes, of course,â he stammered. âColonel Kim. And his wife. Please, forgive me. You may enter.â
The gate arm lifted with a hydraulic groan.
You slumped back against your seat, pulse thrumming, your body heavy with the aftertaste of the exertion. Woonhakâs lips parted in a silent whistle.
âYouâre terrifying when you do that,â he muttered, easing the car forward.
âYouâre just noticing now?â
The car rolled beneath the looming arch of the fort. Barbed wire blurred past the windows, replaced by the ordered sprawl of the baseâbarracks lined with precision, parade grounds trimmed within an inch of perfection, the air carrying the faint metallic scent of oil and gunpowder.
An attendant in a starched uniform opened your door with mechanical courtesy. The moment your heels hit the asphalt, the world around you shifted. Soldiers moved like gears in a clock, their steps sharp and synchronized. A few cast glances your wayâpolite, but assessing, as though weighing your worth against the medals stitched to Woonhakâs chest.
He stepped forward, offering his arm with a gravitas so uncharacteristic you almost laughed. âShall we?â
The fabric of his uniform pulled taut against the swell of his bicep. You bit your lip before slipping your hand into the crook of his elbow.
âWe shall,â you answered softly.
Together, you walked into the lionâs den.
The parade grounds smelled of fresh-cut grass. Morning sunlight bounced off rows of brass buttons and polished boots, the air vibrating with ceremony. Flags snapped crisply overhead, their colors vivid against the pale sky.
You stood beside Woonhak, who looked every inch the decorated officerâeven if you knew his bowtie had nearly defeated him an hour earlier. His posture was stiff, chest broad, medals gleaming like theyâd always belonged to him.
âQuit fidgeting,â you whispered, noticing his fingers twitching against his sleeve.
âI canât help it,â he muttered back, his voice pitched low. âThis shit is so boring.â
The remark nearly pulled a laugh out of you, but someone a few rows back hissed, shushing sharply. You pressed your knuckles against your mouth, shoulders shaking with suppressed giggles.
The commanderâs voice droned on, carrying tales of legacy and sacrifice. Words blurred together in the heavy heat, but the 21-gun salute that followed cracked through the monotony like thunder. Each shot rolled through your bones, echoed by the roar of fighter jets slicing across the sky. The crowd stiffened in awe, while you fought the urge to jump at each booming report.
Beside you, Woonhak stifled a yawn, his eyes glazed with impatience. And despite the danger surrounding you, you almost wanted to laugh again.
The commanderâs speech finally faded into polite applause, and the crowd slowly dispersed into smaller knots of people. Sunlight spilled over the parade grounds, catching on medals and polished heels, painting the morning in hard, unforgiving brightness.
You barely had a moment to breathe before an officer in a starched white uniform clapped his hands sharply. âLadies and gentlemen, if youâll follow me, weâll begin a brief tour of the fort before refreshments are served.â
Groups of couples formed almost instinctively, clustering in neat rows like chess pieces on a board. You and Woonhak fell into step with half a dozen others, your arm still looped through his, the heat of his body radiating against your side.
The officer guiding your group had the voice of a seasoned lecturerâdry but practiced, his words rolling out like bullets chambered one after another. He gestured with sharp precision toward each landmark you passed: the barracks, the old mess hall, the training grounds where the dirt was pitted from years of drills.
âThis fort was founded in 1950,â he said proudly, his boots clicking in time with his cadence. âIt has stood as a cornerstone of American defense for seventy-five years. Over twenty thousand soldiers have trained here, including our own colonel, who is with us today.â
Heads turned toward Woonhak. For one awful second, you felt his hand tense against yours. His smile froze on his face like a photograph, bright but brittle.
You jumped in before the silence had teeth. âYes, darling, youâve told me so many stories about this place.â
âHave I?â he said blankly.
A ripple of polite laughter rolled through the group, the other couples exchanging knowing looks. One woman in pearls leaned closer, whispering loud enough for everyone to hear: âNewlyweds. Theyâre still figuring each other out.â
Your cheeks flushed hot. You forced a brittle laugh. âAh, yes, newlyweds. Of course.â
Woonhak tilted his head at you with infuriating amusement, eyes glinting. He leaned closer, his breath brushing your ear. âGuess that makes you my blushing bride.â
âPlay along or Iâll fry your brain where you stand,â you muttered through clenched teeth, your lips stretched in what you hoped passed as a smile.
Another round of chuckles rippled behind you. One man nudged his wife knowingly. âAh, young love. Always bickering, arenât they?â
You wanted to sink into the asphalt.
The officer droned on, oblivious to your unraveling cover. âThis section of the fort was used during the Cold War as a missile command centerâŚâ His words blurred at the edges of your focus, drowned beneath the steady hum of your telepathy.
Keeping two hundred minds bent around the same illusion was like holding your breath while running uphill. Every second stretched your focus thin, every slip of concentration threatening to expose you. Already you could feel cracks formingâsome soldiersâ thoughts leaned toward suspicion, while others softened into a hazy certainty that you and Woonhak had been married only weeks, still caught in the glow of honeymoon fever.
A woman in a bright red dress beamed at you, her voice dripping with delight. âHow long has it been since the wedding?â
Your stomach flipped. Before you could answer, Woonhak chimed in with a grin too wide. âFive years.â
âSix months,â you corrected instantly.
The group burst into laughter again. One of the men clapped Woonhak on the shoulder. âDonât worry, Colonel. They always remember the dates better than we do.â
Your jaw ached from forcing your smile.
As the officer led you deeper into the fortâpast armories that smelled of oil and steel, past memorial walls carved with namesâthe hypnosis stretched tighter in your mind. Threads of thought tangled, dozens of voices weaving their disbelief into questions you had to smother before they reached their lips.
You caught Woonhak sneaking a glance at you. For once, there was no teasing in his expressionâjust a flicker of unease. He could sense it too: the fragile balance of your illusion, the razor-thin line between success and exposure.
You squeezed his arm lightly, both a warning and a reassurance. âSmile,â you whispered, lips unmoving.
He did, and to anyone watching, you looked like nothing more than a bickering couple, caught between irritation and affection. But beneath the smiles, both of you knew the truth: one wrong word, one slip of concentration, and two hundred people would remember that you werenât supposed to be here.
The officerâs voice marched on, steady as a drumbeat: statistics, dates, names of generals who had once walked these same grounds. But the sound blurred in your ears, like words underwater. The sun was too bright, the air too thick. Every breath you took was tangled in the threads of two hundred minds, their thoughts a relentless tide pulling you in every direction at once.
It wasnât just bending one soldierâs suspicion. It was bending them allâofficers, spouses, aides, every pair of eyes and ears in this place. Their disbelief rose like weeds, and every time you pulled one out, another sprouted. You felt it in your bones, the sheer drag of maintaining the illusion.
Your legs wobbled.
âY/N?â Woonhakâs whisper was sharp at your ear, but his voice came from far away, muffled by the buzzing swarm in your head.
You blinked, tried to focus, but the ground shifted beneath your feet. The officerâs white uniform blurred into the bright blue sky, and thenâdarkness.
The world tipped.
Strong arms caught you before the gravel did.
âY/N!â This time his voice was raw, stripped of its usual playfulness. Gasps rippled through the cluster of couples, the weight of their stares pressing down like heat.
Woonhak cradled you tight against his chest, one hand cupping the back of your head. Your hair brushed his cheek as he looked wildly at the officer leading the tour. âSheâs overheated,â he barked. âWhere are our quarters?â
The officer froze, startled. âC-Colonelââ
âNow.â His tone cut like steel.
That did it. The man snapped to attention, motioning frantically toward the nearest building. âThis way, sir!â
Woonhak didnât wait. He shifted you in his arms and strode forward with long, unhesitating steps. The murmurs behind you swelledâconcerned voices, sympathetic whispers, amused chuckles. Newlyweds. Poor thing. Such a devoted husband.
He ignored them all. His jaw was tight, eyes narrowed, each stride radiating command. The image of the protective officer with his delicate wife played perfectly for the crowd, but you could feel the anger simmering beneath his skin.
Inside the quarters, the door slammed shut behind him, the echo rattling in the plain, sterile room. He lowered you onto the bed as if setting down something fragile, then crouched low, searching your face.
âY/N. Hey.â His hand hovered near your cheek, not quite touching, uncertain. âLook at me. What the hell was that?â
Your throat burned, but you forced the words out. âToo many⌠too many at once.â
His brow furrowed, shadows cutting across his face. âYou didnât tell me it would do this to you.â
You swallowed, the taste of copper on your tongue. âI didnât know. Iâve never⌠stretched it this far.â
For a moment, his silence was heavier than any words. His fists clenched at his sides, knuckles pale. Then, in a voice quieter but no less sharp, he said, âTwo hundred people, Y/N. Youâre tearing yourself apart just to make them believe we belong here.â
You managed a thin, wry smile, though it trembled at the edges. âYouâre upset.â
âOf course Iâm upset,â he snapped, then bit back the volume. His voice dropped, softer, raw. âDo you have any idea what it felt like to watch you fall? To feel you go limp in my arms?â
That silenced you. For a second, you thought you saw fear flicker across his features, too quick for him to hide.
You shifted slightly, wincing at the ache in your head. âDonât get sentimental on me.â
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair, frustration clear. âYou scared the shit out of me.â
The words lingered in the sterile air, heavy and unguarded.
Your gaze slid past himâand landed squarely on the bed. A single bed, centered in the middle of the room. The crisp white sheets were tucked too tightly, military corners sharp enough to cut. There was no sofa, no cot, nothing else. Just the bed.
You laughed weakly, though it came out more like a rasp. Woonhak followed your gaze, then froze. âWait.â His voice went flat. âNo.â
âYes,â you said, a flicker of mischief curling in your tone despite the exhaustion. âWeâre married, remember? Newlyweds, apparently. Wouldnât it look suspicious if we asked for separate rooms?â
His face twisted, half disbelief, half exasperation. âThis is insane.â
âConvincing,â you countered softly, easing back against the pillows. The sheets were cool beneath your skin, a faint comfort against the pounding in your skull. âBut insane, yes.â
He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd you pout too much,â you shot back, even as your eyelids grew heavier.
For a long moment, he stared at the bed like it was a battlefield he wasnât prepared to fight on. Then, with a resigned exhale, he toed off his polished shoes and sat at the edge of the mattress. The springs dipped beneath his weight, the movement rolling gently toward you.
He stayed there for a moment, hands clasped loosely, his back hunched forward. Then, tentatively, he reached out and brushed the back of his fingers against your temple. The touch was fleeting, hesitant, like he wasnât sure he was allowed.
âIâll keep watch,â he murmured, more to himself than you.
Your lips curved faintly. âThatâs supposed to be my line.â
He huffed out a quiet laugh, though it carried no real amusement. When your eyes finally slipped closed, the last thing you felt was the warmth of his hand still lingering near yours, as if he was anchoring himself to the proof that you were still there.
The first thing you registered was the texture of the sheetsâcoarse, scratchy against your fingertips, not the kind of softness anyone would choose for themselves. The second was the light: dim and slanted, filtering through the blinds in thin golden stripes that painted across the floor. The third was the weight in your skull. Not sharp, not blinding, but heavyâlike youâd been carrying the world on your shoulders and only just set it down.
You stirred, groaning as you forced your eyes open.
âCareful,â came a voice, low but steady.
You blinked, vision blurring until it steadied on Woonhak. He sat by the small desk lamp, slouched in a chair pulled close to the bed. His jacket and bowtie hung carelessly over the backrest. Without the stiff uniform, he looked less like a decorated officer and more like himselfâbroad-shouldered but tired, shadows carved beneath his eyes.
âHow long?â you croaked.
He tilted his head, studying you with something like relief. âA couple hours. Long enough for them to finish the tours.â His gaze softened, though his voice stayed clipped. âYou scared me.â
You pushed yourself upright, wincing as your head swam. âDidnât mean to. I thought I could handle it.â
âYou shouldnât have had to handle it,â he snapped, then pressed his lips together, pulling the edge off his tone. âTwo hundred people, Y/N. You never told me it would hit you like that.â
You let out a breath, your voice quiet. âIâve never tried it on that scale before. I didnât know.â
His jaw worked. For a moment, he looked like he wanted to yell, but the sight of you still pale against the pillows stopped him. Instead, he leaned forward, elbows braced on his knees, and dragged a hand through his hair. âYouâre insane. Brilliant, but insane.â
A thin smile tugged at your lips. âIs that your version of a compliment?â
He huffed, almost a laugh. âTake it how you want.â
Silence stretched. The only sound was the faint hum of the vent and the distant muffled noise of the fort outsideâboots on gravel, the occasional bark of an order. You could feel the mission pressing in again, the weight of it creeping back onto your shoulders.
âWe need a cover story,â you said finally. âA real one, not just⌠patchwork lies. People already think weâre married, but we keep tripping over the details. If we donât get it straight, someoneâs going to notice.â
Woonhak straightened, nodding slowly. âAlright. Ground rules first. Then the story.â
You shifted against the headboard, raising a hand as though you were about to lecture him. âRule one: physical contact is limited. Only whatâs expected of a married couple in public. Hand on the waist, maybe holding hands. Nothing sudden, nothing surprising.â
He smirked, leaning back in his chair. âThat oneâs for me, isnât it?â
âYou think?â Your glare was sharp, though your lips twitched. âYou grabbed my hand earlier and nearly gave me an aneurysm."
He lifted his hands in mock surrender. âFine, fine. No surprise hand-holding. Got it.â
âRule two: no nicknames.â
âBanned completely?â He tilted his head, feigning innocence.
âBanned.â
He leaned forward, resting his chin in his palm. âSo I canât call you sweetheart?â
âNo.â
âDarling?â
âNo.â
âWifey?â
You groaned, grabbing a pillow and shoving it into his chest. He caught it easily, laughing under his breath.
âAlright, no nicknames,â he said, a grin still plastered across his face. âYouâre no fun.â
âFun doesnât keep us alive,â you shot back.
âNeither does acting like strangers when weâre supposed to be married,â he countered smoothly.
You narrowed your eyes but didnât argue. He had a point. â... Fine. If the situation calls for it, then.â
âRule three,â you continued, ignoring his smug look, âwe agree on consistent answers. Married eight months. Wedding in Malibu. Met at a friendâs party.â
âEight months, Malibu, party,â he repeated like a soldier memorizing orders. Then he frowned. âShouldnât it be something more interesting? LikeââI saved you from a runaway train,â or âwe locked eyes across a battlefield.ââ
You snorted. âWhat kind of romance novel are you living in?â
âOne with more spice than âwe met at a party,ââ he said, leaning back with a grin.
âBelievable is better than spicy,â you said firmly.
âDebatable.â
âNot up for debate.â
He chuckled and let it go, though you could tell he was still imagining ridiculous meet-cutes.
âRule four,â you pressed on, âwhen weâre alone, we drop the act. No pretending, no nicknames, no⌠whatever it is you do. Professional. Mission first.â
The grin faded slightly, replaced by something steadier. He nodded. âProfessional. Understood.â
âGood.â You let out a breath, sagging against the headboard. âSo we agreed: eight months married, wedding in Malibu, met at a party. No surprises, no nicknames, and professional when weâre alone.â
âSounds airtight,â he said. His expression soured instantly.
âYou scared me,â he said again, quieter this time. âDonât do that again.â
You closed your eyes, letting the weight of exhaustion press you down. âNot planning to.â
There was a pause, then the soft creak of the chair as he leaned forward. His voice was low, almost tender.
âYou donât have to do all the heavy lifting alone, you know.â
Sleep tugged at you, but you caught the words, tucked them away like a secret.
By the time the sun slipped below the horizon, Fort Marshall had transformed. The parade grounds that only hours earlier had rung with gun salutes now shimmered with strings of lights. The mess hallâscrubbed and polished within an inch of its lifeâhad been remade into a ballroom, its bare walls softened by draped banners and the low gleam of chandeliers. Music floated through the air, the lilting strings of a military orchestra weaving beneath the buzz of conversation.
You caught your reflection in the full-length mirror before stepping out. The navy gown Alfred had chosen for you clung in ways that felt deliberate, the fabric heavy but elegant, every seam a statement. The slit up the leg had made you curse when you first saw it, but now it seemed almost practicalâif you needed to reach for the knife strapped against your thigh. A necklace glittered at your throat, subtle enough not to draw suspicion but fine enough to look real.
When you turned, Woonhak was staring. He wore his evening dress uniform as if it had been built for him, every button aligned, every ribbon gleaming. The crisp black bowtie sat at his collar like it had never been a problem in the first place. The sight made your stomach dip, though you smothered it quickly.
He whistled low. âNot bad, newlywed.â
You leveled him with a look. âRule two. No nicknames.â
He lifted his hands in mock surrender, smirk tugging at his lips. âRight, right. Professional.â
But when he offered you his arm, there was no mockery in the gesture. Just expectationâand necessity. You looped yours through, skin brushing his sleeve, and together you walked into the lionâs den.
The ballroom was a sea of uniforms and gowns, the air thick with cologne, perfume, and the faint tang of champagne. Conversations rose and fell in waves, punctuated by laughter and the occasional clink of glassware. Officers stood in tight circles, their spouses glittering at their sides, while waiters slipped through the crowd with trays of hors dâoeuvres.
Everywhere, eyes lingered. Some curious, some assessing, others outright suspicious.
The hypnosis still stretched like a net across the room, tugging at the corners of your mind. Two hundred people, each one convinced you belonged here, each one convinced you were married. It was easier now, lighterâthe initial strain had passedâbut the effort was constant. You had to keep the web taut, or it would unravel.
âSmile,â Woonhak muttered, his voice low enough only you could hear. âYou look like youâre about to stab someone.â
âI want to stab someone,â you hissed back, still smiling.
He chuckled under his breath, leaning just slightly closer. âThereâs the charm I married you for.â
The first hour blurred into polite smiles and introductions. You spoke to generalsâ wives in pearls and to younger officers eager to please, trading pleasantries you could hardly remember minutes later. The guiding thread was your hypnosisâa constant, subtle pressure smoothing over doubts, nudging thoughts toward acceptance. You were married. You belonged here. No questions asked.
And yet⌠cracks lingered.
âSuch a sweet couple,â one woman cooed after you and Woonhak accidentally spoke over each other about how long youâd been married. She leaned toward her husband with a laugh. âThey canât even get their story straight. Newlyweds always forget the details.â
More laughter. More smiles. You forced one of your own, but your head throbbed faintly with the strain.
Later, as the orchestra swelled into a waltz, a middle-aged couple approached. The man wore his medals with the quiet pride of someone whoâd earned every one, while the woman beside him had the kind of elegance that came from decades of moving in these circles.
âColonel Kim,â the man said warmly, clasping Woonhakâs hand. âAnd your lovely wife. Weâve heard so much about you.â
You pasted on your best smile. âAll good things, I hope.â
The woman laughed politely, eyes glimmering. âOf course. Though I must sayâŚâ Her gaze lingered on the two of you, assessing. âFor newlyweds, you two are very⌠mellow.â
âMellow?â Woonhak repeated.
âYes. No offense,â the woman added quickly, âbut most couples your age canât keep their hands off each other. You seem almostâŚâ She tilted her head. ââŚprofessional.â
You felt your stomach tighten. The net in your mind strained.
Woonhakâs grip on your arm shiftedâsubtle, but firm. âExcuse us,â he said smoothly, his smile unchanging. âMy wife needs a moment.â
His voice brushed your ear. âOutside. Now.â
You blinked at him, startled, but let him tug you toward the balcony. The cool night air hit instantly, sharper than the warmth of the ballroom. Stars stretched endless over the Nevada desert, the faint hum of cicadas filling the spaces between music drifting from inside.
âWhat the hellââ
âChange of plans.â His voice was firm, eyes sharp in the moonlight. âWeâre not convincing enough. Too stiff. Too cautious. Theyâre expecting more from us.â
âMore?â You narrowed your eyes.
âMore PDA.â He said it flatly, like it was a tactical maneuver. âHand-holding. Touching. Hell, maybe even kissing if it comes to that.â
You stared at him like heâd sprouted horns. âAre you out of your mind? We agreedââ
âRules donât matter if we blow our cover.â His gaze didnât waver. âIf theyâre already whispering, we need to overcorrect. Sell it. Hard.â
You scoffed. âOh, so your grand plan is to suddenly act like we canât keep our hands off each other? That wonât look suspicious at all.â
âItâll look natural,â he shot back. âBecause thatâs what they expect newlyweds to beâloud, clingy, disgusting.â
âDisgusting,â you repeated flatly.
âExactly.â He smirked, and for a heartbeat you wanted to punch him.
You argued in circles for several minutes, your voices low but heated, until finally you threw up your hands. âFine. PDA mode. But if you try anything stupid, Iâll break your nose and tell everyone it was an accident.â
He grinned like youâd just agreed to something fun instead of torturous. âI wouldn't want it any other way, sweetheart.â
When you returned inside, it started almost immediately. His hand found yours, fingers lacing deliberately. He laughed too loudly at one of your fake anecdotes, draping an arm over your shoulders. You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, muttering under your breath, but he only leaned closer, eyes glinting with mischief.
To everyone else, you looked inseparable. To you, it felt like walking a tightrope blindfolded.
The clink of silverware rang sharp against the steady hum of conversation. Every table in the mess hall glowed under soft light, candles flickering in polished brass holders, chandeliers scattering fractured gold over crystal glasses. The smell of roasted meat and buttered rolls thickened the air until it felt almost indulgent, almost decadentâan illusion of luxury wrapped over the bones of a military base.
You and Woonhak were seated near the center, close enough to be seen but not so close as to be under constant scrutiny. You sat shoulder-to-shoulder, your navy gown brushing his crisp uniform whenever either of you shifted. The chairs were close, too close, forcing his knee against yours beneath the table.Â
He didnât move it.
On your left, a generalâs wife launched into a story about her sonâs engagement, her pearls catching the light with every emphatic gesture. Across from you, a younger couple asked endless questions about âmarried life.â Every word felt like a test, every glance like a spotlight.
You smiled when expected, nodded when polite, and offered vague answers that left no openings for suspicion. But beneath your calm exterior, your mind tugged like thread drawn too tight. The satellite. The radar tower. The mission.
You reached for your champagne glass, swirling it slowly, and slipped into his mind.
Tonight, we locate the satellite.
The glass in his hand nearly slipped. His head jerked toward you, eyes wide.
You canâ His thoughts burst into your head like fireworks, loud and chaotic. Waitâwait, youâre actually in my head right now? This is insane. Youâve been holding out on me! This isâ
Shut up, you snapped in his mind, wincing as his excitement rang like a bell against your skull. Youâre yelling.
Iâm not yelling, he thoughtâloudly. This is just how my thoughts sound! Wait, youâve been able to do this the whole time and youâre only showing me now? Oh my god, do you realize how game-changing this is? We donât even need comms, we can justâ
You cut the connection abruptly, slamming a door in his mind. Blessed silence returned.
Across the table, his mouth opened in protest. âHeyââ he started aloud, but caught himself when half the table turned at the sound of his voice. He coughed into his napkin, smiling sheepishly, and leaned closer to you.
You cut him a side-eye glare, lips still frozen in a social smile.
Out loud, he muttered under his breath, âNot fair.â Then, softer, âLet me back in. Iâll behave, scoutâs honor.â
Scoutâs honor? you echoed dryly, reopening the link with hesitation. Youâre insufferable.
His relief was so palpable you could feel it bleed across the tether. Better insufferable than silent. Okay, letâs focus. The satelliteâ
Is in the radar tower, north side of the base. If we can disarm itâ
We donât have to keep playing house, he finished, his thoughts calmer now, steadier. Good. Because I donât think I can handle much more of this âsweetheartâ nonsense.
Youâre the one who keeps pushing it, you shot back.
Because youâre fun to tease, he thought, grinning into his wine glass.
You ignored the heat creeping into your cheeks and pressed on. Weâll need a distraction. Security around the radar tower will be tight, especially after curfew. If we move during cocktail hour, most of the guard force is stuck here babysitting drunk VIPs.
He nodded faintly, spearing a piece of roast beef as though he were just another officer indulging in small talk. Means timing is everything. We slip away while theyâre distracted, head to the tower, disable the uplink, and return before anyone misses us.
Sounds good. No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
Your gazes met briefly over the rim of his wineglass. For one charged heartbeat, your thoughts aligned, the plan sealed in silence.
âColonel Kim?â one of the younger wives chimed in, breaking the spell. She leaned across the table with a bright smile. âHow did you two meet? You make such a lovely couple.â
Your stomach dropped.
âUhââ Woonhak started.
âAt a party,â you blurted at the same time.
Silence. Then laughter rippled around the table.
âA party, was it?â the woman teased. âHow charming.â
Her husband grinned knowingly. âNewlyweds always forget the details. Give them a few more years and theyâll finish each otherâs sentences.â
You forced a laugh, fingers tightening around your glass. Beneath the table, Woonhak tapped twice against your knee, his version of relax, Iâve got this.
He leaned in, his breath brushing your ear. See? They think itâs adorable.
Youâre reckless, you shot back.
You worry too much, he countered.
You rolled your eyes, keeping your smile fixed.
Dinner wore on in that rhythmâplating after plating, course after course, all while you maintained the performance. His arm found its way draped along the back of your chair, his hand brushing over your shoulder in practiced affection. Once, he even leaned close enough that his lips grazed your temple when he whispered, âSmile.â The surrounding couples melted, sighing at the sight.
At one point, you adjusted the fall of your gown and muttered under your breath, âFix your tie. You look like a rookie.â
Without missing a beat, he murmured back, âYou snore, you know.â
A ripple of chuckles passed down the table. âAww,â someone cooed, âtheyâre such a cute couple!â
You wanted to sink beneath the tablecloth. Woonhak only smirked, eyes dancing with mischief.
We need to end this cover fast, you thought bitterly. The longer we play house, the harder it gets.
Then we finish it tonight, he replied. His mental voice was steady now, confident, threaded with something sharper beneath. We get to that radar tower, shut down the satellite, and walk out before sunrise. No more husband and wife. No more cute couple routine.
Your chest tightened with relief. Good. I donât think I can stomach another toast to âyoung love.â
Yeah, he thought, smirking as he reached casually for his glass. And maybe next time, youâll thank me for being the best fake husband youâve ever had.
You nearly choked on your champagne.
Cocktail hour loosened the hall like a sigh.
The dinner tables were cleared with military efficiency, replaced with high trays of hors dâoeuvres and endless champagne flutes. The string quartet traded waltzes for light jazz, the volume rising just enough to drown conversation into a pleasant blur. Already, cheeks were flushed and laughter came freerâthe stiff formality of the ball giving way to tipsy camaraderie.
Perfect cover.
You lingered close to Woonhak as couples drifted toward the bar. He leaned casually against a marble column, champagne in hand, while his other arm looped easily around your waist. To everyone else, you looked like the picture of a man doting on his bride. To you, it was a countdown.
Now, you whispered in his mind, slipping your glass onto a passing tray. Before they get suspicious weâre not drinking like the rest.
He set his own glass down without taking a sip and tilted his head toward the side door. His fingers squeezed your hip lightlyâa signal, not affection.
The two of you slipped through the throng with practiced ease. Most eyes were too glazed with alcohol to notice, too wrapped in their own laughter. By the time the heavy doors shut behind you, the hum of the ballroom was nothing but a muffled echo.
The night air was sharp and cold. The desert sky sprawled above, a wash of stars brighter than any chandelier. Crickets hummed low in the dark, the scent of dust and motor oil heavy around the fortâs perimeter.
âNorth tower,â you whispered aloud this time.
He nodded, falling into step beside you. The gravel crunched under your heels until you bent quickly to slip them off, carrying them in one hand as you padded silently forward. Woonhak smirked but didnât comment, his boots silent despite their weight.
The night air outside was sharp, carrying the desertâs chill now that the sun had long sunk beneath the horizon. Stars spilled endless across the black sky, but all you could see was the fortified outline of Fort Marshall stretching in every direction. Barbed wire gleamed under floodlights. Towers loomed with their watchful silhouettes. And northâfaint but undeniableâthe radar tower rose like a jagged spear, its blinking red lights pulsing against the dark.
âThatâs our mark,â you whispered, careful not to move your lips too much.
âRomantic,â Woonhak murmured back, his smirk audible. âMoonlight stroll to a radar tower.â
You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, keeping step as you circled away from the main building. The ballroomâs glow faded behind you, replaced by the hush of crickets and the crunch of gravel underfoot.
The path to the tower wasnât empty. Guards patrolled in twos, rifles slung across their shoulders, boots thudding in practiced rhythm. Each checkpoint glowed under harsh floodlights, shadows stretching long across the yard.
You brushed his hand lightly, just enough to open the telepathic tether again. Weâll need to go silent from here. No chatter, no noise. Follow my lead.
Copy that, came his thought, quieter now, steadier.
You pulled him into the shadows of a storage shed, pressing your back to the cool metal siding as two soldiers passed just feet away. Their conversation was muted, but the click of their boots echoed like gunfire. You didnât breathe until their voices faded.
Woonhak glanced down at you, eyes shining in the dark, and whispered against the bond: Youâre terrifying when you get like this.
Good, you shot back. Be terrified quietly.
He chuckled under his breath, earning another jab of your elbow.
The closer you crept, the more oppressive the tower loomed. Its steel frame bristled with antennas, cables running like veins into its heart. A blinking red beacon pulsed rhythmically at its tip, casting intermittent flashes across the compound like the sweep of an eye.
Guards encircled the base, their movements precise, predictable. You studied their rhythmâthe three-count turns, the way two passed each other and exchanged words, the beat before they moved on.
Weâve got thirty seconds when the two on the north side cross paths, you calculated, eyes narrowing. Thatâs our opening.
Thirty seconds is more than enough, Woonhak thought, rolling his shoulders. His body coiled, ready to spring. You cover. I move.
No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
The moment came. Two guards paused, muttering quietly as their paths intersected.
âNow,â you whispered.
Woonhak darted from cover, silent despite his size, slipping across the open stretch and into the towerâs shadow. He moved like liquid steel, all the lazy bravado stripped away, leaving nothing but precision. You followed seconds later, your gownâs hem whispering across the dirt, knives hidden beneath the fabric pressing reassuringly against your thigh.
âThis is it,â you breathed.
Woonhak glanced at you. His grin returned, faint but sharp. âLadies first?â
You scowled. âNot a chance.â
Inside the tower, the air vibrated with low, steady hums. Machinery thrummed in the walls, servers blinking like constellations in the dark. You could feel the data rushing through the uplink, a current feeding straight into The Lightâs hands.
âThere,â you said, sliding into the console chair. âGive me five minutes.â
Woonhak paced by the door, scanning the windows. âYouâve got three.â
Fingers flying across keys, you tunneled past the firewalls, layer after layer of defense meant to keep intruders out. The code was goodâbut not good enough. Youâd broken worse. Sweat trickled down your temple, the hum of the servers growing louder in your ears untilâ
âGot it.â The uplink stuttered, then cut. The stream of data blinked to static. You sagged into the chair, relief spilling from your chest. âWe did it.â
But before he could answer, the console flashed bright red. ERROR. AUTO-REBOOT INITIATED.
Your blood ran cold. âNo.â
âWhat?â His voice sharpened instantly.
âThey built in a failsafe. A secondary channelâif the first linkâs cut, it reroutes. We stopped it, but itâs already rebooting.â Your fingers flew over the keys, trying to kill the process. âI can stall it, butââ
Footsteps.
Heavy, booted, closing fast.
Your blood froze. The door rattled.
âShit,â Woonhak hissed, hand flying to his sidearm before rememberingâhe wasnât Colonel Kim the soldier tonight. He was Colonel Kim, the dutiful husband.
In one motion, he hauled you up from the chair, spun you toward him, and crushed his mouth against yours.
The world tilted.
His lips were warm, firmer than you expected, almost bruising in their urgency. You gasped, and he used the opening to deepen the kiss, his hand sliding to the small of your back, pulling you flush against his chest. His uniform pressed stiffly against your gown, medals biting faintly into your ribs, but all you could register was the rush of heat.
You felt Woonhak smirk against your mouth. Instead of pulling away, he angled his head, his lips moving against yours with a maddening slowness now, as if savoring it. His other hand cupped the side of your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as though the two of you were the only ones alive.
The door burst open.
Boots scuffed against concrete. A voice barked, âColonel Kim? Whatâs goingââ
Then silence.
Your heart thundered. Your fingers fisted in the fabric of his dress shirt, not sure if you were trying to push him away or hold him closer. His breath mingled with yours, champagne-sweet, heat spilling into your lungs.
Behind him, the guards coughedâawkward, embarrassed. One muttered, âOh. Uhâsorry, sir.â
But Woonhak didnât let go. He pressed forward, lips moving over yours again, slower this time, almost tender. You felt the curl of his smile even as your own knees wobbled.
It wasnât just for show anymore.
Finally, he broke the kiss, but only just. His forehead rested against yours, his hand still cradling your cheek. Both of you were breathing harder than you shouldâve been.
âForgive us, gentlemen,â he said, his voice husky with fake amusement that didnât quite hide the rasp. âMy wife and I⌠got carried away. Honeymoon phase, you understand.â
One soldier stammered, âO-of course, Colonel! Weâll, uhâweâll⌠leave you to it.â
Another voice: âWonât happen again, sir!â
Their boots scrambled against the floor, the door slamming shut in their retreat.
The moment it closed, you shoved him back, chest heaving. âWhat. The fuck. Was that?!â
âImprovising,â he said smoothly, though his lips were still flushed, his chest rising hard. His grin was infuriatingly smug. âEffective improvising.â
âYou kissed me!â
âYou kissed me back.â
Your mouth opened, closed, then betrayed you by pressing into a thin line. Heat still lingered on your lips, on your cheeks, in the pit of your stomach.
âThat wasââ you started, then faltered.
âConvincing?â he supplied, his tone dripping with satisfaction.
You wanted to deny it. You wanted to shove him into the wall. But instead, your silence betrayed you, your heart still racing in a rhythm that wasnât all adrenaline.
Finally, you managed, âWeâre stuck here now. They think weâre out here⌠doing this.â
âThen Iâd say we nailed the cover,â he murmured, leaning closer, the glint in his eyes far too amused.
You stepped back sharply, dragging a hand across your mouth like you could erase the memory. âTomorrow night. We have to finish this. And thenâno more fake husband crap.â
But as you slipped out of the tower, hand still tangled stubbornly in his like the picture of a devoted wife, your lips still burned with the phantom of his, and you hated how real it had felt.
Morning crept in slow, desert light spilling through the slatted blinds in pale gold stripes. The air smelled faintly of dust and starch, the muffled sounds of drills already echoing somewhere outside the barracks.
You stirred with a groan, body sore from the strain of the night before. The first thing you registered was warmthâsolid, steady warmth cradling the back of your neck. Then came the realization that your barricade of pillows had shifted sometime in the night, collapsed in a messy pile at the foot of the bed.
Your eyes cracked open.
His arm was beneath your neck, bent in a lazy cradle like a pillow that had been there all along. Your own arm was draped shamelessly across his torso, your hand splayed against the broad plane of his chest where his uniform shirt should have been. He wasnât in uniform nowâjust the thin gray undershirt Alfred had packed. Warm. Soft with sleep.
Woonhak lay on his back, still half-asleep, lashes dark against his cheekbones. His lips were parted slightly, the rise and fall of his chest slow and even. The faint shadow of stubble dusted his jaw. For a fleeting second, you let yourself stare, let yourself remember the heat of his mouth on yours, the way the guards had gasped before scrambling away.
Your cheeks burned.
You froze, weighing your options: pull away slowly and risk waking him, or stay perfectly still and pray he rolled over first.
Then his chest rumbled. âGood morning, wife.â
Your blood turned to fire.
You jerked upright so fast you nearly headbutted him. âWhat the hellâhow long have you been awake?!â
He cracked one eye open, smirking faintly. âLong enough to know you drool.â
âI do notââ You cut yourself off, flustered, swiping at your mouth just in case.
He chuckled, low and warm, before stretching, the arm beneath your neck flexing as he sat up. âGuess your pillow wall wasnât very effective.â
You glared at the heap of cushions at the foot of the bed. âI knew I shouldâve slept on the floor.â
âOr,â he said, rubbing a hand over his face, âmaybe you secretly wanted to cuddle me in your sleep.â
Your jaw dropped. âExcuse me?!â
He shrugged his shoulders, grin lazy but his eyes sharp with mischief. âNot judging. I am pretty comfortable.â
âYouâre so annoying.â You shoved a pillow into his face, but he only laughed harder, muffling the sound against the fabric before tossing it aside.
For a moment, the room fell into an easy silence. You pulled the blanket tighter around yourself, staring at the floor while your thoughts chased themselves in circles. The kiss. The arm under your neck. The fact that you hadnât exactly pulled away last night.
Finally, you cleared your throat. âWe still have a job to do.â
That sobered him. The grin softened into something steadier. âRight. The satellite.â
âThe failsafeâs still running. Which means tonight we try again.â You pressed your palms into your knees, steadying your voice. âBut until thenâwe keep the act. PDA, banter, all of it. We canât afford to slip now, not after last night.â
His smirk returned, though gentler this time. âSo youâre saying I get to keep holding your hand all day?â
You threw him another pillow.
Life at Fort Marshall carried on with military precision, and yet, in the small, borrowed room you and Woonhak shared, the world felt strangely⌠domestic.
You padded into the bathroom first, hair mussed from sleep, cheeks still warm with embarrassment from the pillow barricade disaster. The mirror was fogged slightly from the nightâs chill, and when you reached for your toothbrush, another hand brushed yours.
âSeriously?â you muttered, giving him a pointed look as he appeared at your side.
âWhat?â he said innocently, squeezing toothpaste onto his brush. âWeâre a couple. Couples brush their teeth together.â
You rolled your eyes, but when you caught his reflection in the mirrorâbent over, brushing lazily, hair sticking up in defianceâyou snorted. âYou look so ridiculous.â
He spat into the sink, rinsing his mouth. âYou drool. At least Iâm hygienic.â
Later, when you tugged on the silk brunch dress Alfred had packed, you cursed under your breath as the zipper caught halfway up your spine. You tried once, twice, and then swore louder, twisting your arm at an impossible angle.
âNeed help?â came his smug voice from the doorway.
You spun around. He was already half-dressed, crisp shirt tucked in, tie dangling uselessly around his collar. âYouâre one to talk,â you shot back, glaring at the limp strip of silk hanging from his neck.
âFair point,â he admitted, lips twitching. âTrade?â
You sighed, turning your back to him. âFine. Just⌠no funny business.â
âMe?â His tone was mock-innocent. âNever.â
Warmth ghosted down your spine as his large hands brushed the zipper. With one firm tug, he pulled it up smoothly, the teeth fastening all the way to the nape of your neck. His knuckles grazed your skin in the process, sending an involuntary shiver through you. He stilled for a moment, then stepped back quickly, as though the touch had burned him too.
âThere.â His voice was rougher than before, though his grin was intact. âEasy.â
You crossed your arms, trying to mask the heat climbing up your neck. âYouâre enjoying this way too much.â
âOnly a little,â he teased.
âNow give me that,â you snapped, snatching the dangling bowtie from his collar.
You accepted the piece of fabric and stepped closer, ignoring the way his breath caught in his throat as he glanced down at youâor the way your palms seemed slicker with sweat than they had three seconds before.
âStay still, or Iâll choke you with this goddamn bow,â you muttered.
He only nodded, his Adamâs apple bobbing as you reached behind his neck to wrap the silk around. Your fingers brushed the warm skin just beneath his jaw as you pulled the ends forward, tying them with quick, practiced movements.
You could feel his dark eyes trained on your face as you worked, heavy and unrelenting. You didnât like the way that weight settled on youâhow aware it made you of every breath, every brush of your fingers against him. Or the way you could feel the heat radiating from his body, close enough to seep through the thin layers of your dress.
Or worseâthe way you caught it: the faint whiff of something musky, woodsy, and undeniably sweet clinging to him.
You tied the final loop a little too tightly, making him wince.
âDone,â you said flatly, stepping back.
He tugged at the knot, hissing softly. âAggressive.â
âYou were staring.â
âCan you blame me?â His grin was maddening, smug and unguarded. âYou look good when youâre concentrating.â
âDonât get used to it.â
But when the two of you finally stepped out into the morning light, his bowtie perfect and your dress fitted snug along your frame, the memory of his hands on your zipper and your fingers brushing his throat lingered like static in the air between you.
Morning sunlight slanted through the high windows of the mess hall, chasing away the glitter of last nightâs ball with a softer, golden glow. The room was buzzing alreadyâsoldiers in crisp dress uniforms and their spouses in bright brunch attire filled the long tables, plates clinking, silverware scraping, voices tumbling over one another in a cacophony of cheer.
The air smelled of maple syrup and coffee, savory bacon and sizzling butter. Platters of pancakes were stacked high, glistening with powdered sugar, alongside steaming bowls of scrambled eggs, platters of sausages, and baskets of warm rolls. Waitstaff moved like clockwork between tables, refilling pitchers of orange juice and pouring dark coffee into polished mugs.
And from the moment you and Woonhak stepped inside, every head seemed to turn.
ââŚthere they are,â someone whispered, not nearly low enough.
âSlipped out during cocktail hourâŚâ
ââŚcouldnât keep their hands off each otherâŚâ
ââŚhoneymoon phase. You know how it is.â
Your cheeks flushed hot, the weight of all those amused smiles settling heavy on your shoulders. It wasnât suspicionâit was worse. It was indulgence, fondness, like the whole fort was in on a joke you hadnât agreed to.
You forced your lips into a polite smile, spine straight as a blade, and let Woonhak guide you forward with his arm firmly around your waist. He looked utterly unbotheredârelaxed, grinning, as though heâd orchestrated this rumor himself.
âMorning,â he said warmly to a cluster of officers as he pulled out your chair for you. His voice carried just enough to catch the ears of the nearest tables. He sat beside you, close enough that your skirts brushed his trousers, and leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss against your temple. âSleep well, darling?â
The room melted.
âAww!â someone squealed.
âLook at them,â another woman sighed, her pearls catching the light as she pressed her husbandâs arm. âSo in love.â
You sat frozen, face flaming. His lips had barely grazed your skin, but the phantom warmth lingered like fire.
Heâs selling the act, you told yourself fiercely. Thatâs all.
But when you risked a sideways glance at him, his grin was relaxed, soft at the edges, like it cost him nothing.
You busied yourself with coffee the moment it was poured, your hands trembling faintly as you lifted the mug. The bitter heat grounded you, though not nearly enough.
The officer across from youâa broad man with laugh lines deep around his mouthâsmiled knowingly. âSo, Mrs. Kim, how was your first night in Fort Marshall?â
You nearly inhaled your coffee.
Before you could stammer out a reply, Woonhak spoke smoothly, draping his arm across the back of your chair so his fingers brushed your shoulder. âExhausting,â he said with a lazy grin, âbut worth every second.â
The table erupted with laughter. One man clapped him on the back. A woman leaned over to squeeze your hand with a conspiratorial wink.
âI remember those days,â she said fondly. âWhen my husband and I couldnât go an hour without sneaking away.â
Your mouth went dry.
You stabbed at your pancake with unnecessary precision, cutting it into perfect squares just to keep your hands busy. Your face burned as the laughter rolled on around you, every joke about passion and honeymooners sinking deeper under your skin.
And then you felt itâhis hand sliding beneath the table, finding yours. Warm. Steady. His thumb brushing slow circles over your knuckles, absent and easy, as though it were second nature.
You didnât pull away.
Itâs fake, you told yourself, heart hammering. All of this is fake.
But his touch didnât feel staged. It didnât feel deliberate. It felt unconsciousâlike something heâd do even if no one was watching.
And that unsettled you more than anything.
Conversation flowed around you in waves. Someone asked about your âhoneymoon destination.â Someone else teased about when youâd âstart a family.â You smiled when expected, murmured vague replies, all while Woonhak leaned in closer, his shoulder brushing yours with each small movement.
âYouâre blushing,â he murmured low, lips close to your ear, just for you.
You stiffened. âShut up.â
âAdorable,â he teased, smirk tugging at his lips as he sipped his coffee.
You clenched your jaw, but the heat in your cheeks betrayed you.
And when he leaned in againânot to whisper this time, but to brush a quick kiss against your cheekâyour breath caught, your fork pausing mid-air.
The table sighed in unison. âTheyâre precious,â someone said dreamily.
You wanted to disappear into your plate.
Woonhak just grinned, looking smugger by the second. But when his hand tightened just slightly around yours under the table, steady and warm, you realized with a start that he wasnât letting go.
The mess hall eventually thinned, soldiers filing out in clusters, couples lingering with cups of coffee clutched between their hands. You excused yourself at the first chance, your cheeks still hot from the barrage of âhoneymoonâ jokes.
The fortâs courtyard was quieter. The sun had climbed higher, its light bleaching the Nevada desert into something stark and unforgiving. You found shade beneath a concrete archway and sank onto the bench there, exhaling slowly. The heat pressed against your skin, but your chest felt coldâhollow in a way you couldnât shake.
You pressed your palms into your knees, staring at the cracked pavement.
What the hell is happening to me?
You replayed everything.
The banter that had started as a shieldâyour scoffs, his smirks, the constant back-and-forth that kept both of you sharp. Youâd told yourself it was just dynamic, just the way partners worked. It kept missions alive, it filled silences, it distracted from danger.
But then there had been the smaller things.
The way he always stood a half step closer than necessary. The way he caught your wrist during a mission briefing, grounding you when you didnât realize youâd been fidgeting. The way he laughed when you rolled your eyes, like every jab you threw was a gift.
You remembered the kiss. Youâd sworn it was just a cover. Heâd sworn it was improvisation. But the memory clung to you like staticâthe heat of his mouth, the way his hand had cradled your jaw, the way youâd frozen not from fear, but from something that made your pulse sprint.
And this morning. The collapsed pillow barricade. His arm beneath your neck, your hand splayed across his chest. How natural it had felt, like youâd done it a hundred times before.
At brunch, heâd leaned into the role so easilyâtoo easily. His thumb had traced circles over your knuckles under the table, casual, unconscious. You could have dismissed it as performance. You should have. But what if it wasnât?
What if some of it is real?
The thought lodged in your chest, heavy and dangerous.
Were you into him?
You replayed every scoff, every muttered âyouâre insufferable.â The way his eyes caught yours during arguments. The way his laugh cracked the hard edges of your day. The way his voice softenedârarely, but enoughâwhen you scared him.
You hated how easily you could picture the answer.
Maybe.
Maybe you had been for longer than youâd admitted.
And that terrified you more than any satellite, more than any guard, more than The Light itself. Because missions you could plan for. Enemies you could fight. But this? This blur between fake and real, between act and feeling? You didnât have a blueprint for that.
Boots scuffed against the gravel. You looked up.
Woonhak was there, hair catching in the sunlight, jacket crisp against his broad frame. He had that damned smirk againâthe one that made you want to punch him and pull him closer all at once.
âThere you are,â he said, sliding onto the bench beside you. His shoulder brushed yours as naturally as if it belonged there. âThought I lost my wife.â
You scoffed, masking the heat climbing up your neck. âKeep it up and Iâll file for divorce.â
He chuckled, but his gaze lingered on you a beat too long. And you hated how much that single look unraveled you.
The rest of the day unraveled like a noose tightening around your throat.
Everywhere you turned, someone was there.
The wives, with their manicured nails and curious eyes, took turns pulling you into little circles of gossip. They introduced you to others as âthe new bride,â cooing over your dress, asking about the wedding you hadnât actually had. They wanted stories. Memories. Tender details about a marriage that didnât exist. You offered careful smiles, deflecting with vague platitudes, your mind screaming at every second wasted.
Meanwhile, Woonhak was cornered by officers and young recruits, hanging on his every word. You caught snippets when you passed: elaborate tales of his time âstationed abroad,â fabrications dressed in the cadence of truth. He laughed easily, even mimed scars that werenât real. You wanted to strangle him for how effortlessly he leaned into the lies.
We donât have time for this, you thought, jaw clenched as you nodded through another conversation about someoneâs garden. The satellite is still ticking.
By luncheon, your nerves were stretched thin.
You sat side by side at yet another long table, a delicate plate of sandwiches untouched before you. Conversations churned around you, clinking glasses and laughter blurring into white noise. But all you could see was the clock in your head, the countdown on the console flashing red. Thirteen hours. The Light siphoning deeper into the Leagueâs secrets with every passing minute.
Woonhak leaned close, brushing crumbs from your sleeve like a doting husband. To everyone else, it was charming. To you, it was infuriating.
We should be moving now, you thought bitterly. Not playing tea party.
When the luncheon finally ended and the crowd began to disperse, you seized the moment, tugging him into an empty hallway.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â you hissed, shoving his chest. âTelling stories? Playing soldier? Do you realize the clock is ticking?â
He stepped back, eyes narrowing. âAnd what do you want me to do? Blow our cover by storming the tower in broad daylight? You think I like wasting time?â
âYou looked like you loved it,â you snapped. âYouâve been soaking up the attention all morning while Iâve been stuck smiling through garden club gossip!â
âBecause thatâs the job,â he shot back. His voice rose, raw and sharp. âWe blend. We convince. We survive. You think youâre the only one frustrated?â
Your hands curled into fists. âAt least Iâm not parading around like itâs a game!â
His jaw clenched, eyes blazing. âYou always do this. You act like youâre the only one who cares. Like your brain is the only weapon that matters, and Iâm just muscle to drag along.â
The words struck harder than you expected. âYou think I donât trust you?â
âYou donât!â His voice cracked, louder now. âEvery time, itâs you with the plan, you with the answers, and me left playing catch-up. You donât rely on meâyou tolerate me.â
Your chest burned, anger and something else you didnât dare name tangling in your throat. âThatâs not true!â
âThen prove it!â he yelled.
Silence crashed down, so heavy it made your ears ring.
The corridor was empty save for the muffled hum of voices drifting from the luncheon hall. Pale light from the narrow windows fell in sharp bands across the floor, dust motes swirling in the beams. The walls pressed close, the silence after your shouting heavier than any security checkpoint youâd faced.
You stared at him, chest rising and falling too fast. His shoulders heaved, his fists clenched tight at his sides. For once, he wasnât smirking, wasnât teasing, wasnât hiding behind easy charm. He looked furious. And underneath that fury, he looked wounded.
âYou donât rely on me,â he repeated, quieter now, his voice hoarse. âYou never have.â
âThatâs not true,â you snapped automatically, but your throat tightened around the words.
âIsnât it?â His jaw flexed. âEvery op, every missionâyou keep me at armâs length. You plan, you decide, and I follow orders like Iâm just your personal bodyguard. Do you even see me as your partner?â
The accusation stung, sharp as glass. âOf course I do.â
âThen why does it feel like you donât trust me?â His voice cracked, loud again, reverberating off the narrow walls. âWhy does it feel like Iâm just here to break down doors and take bullets while you do the real work?â
You flinched. Not because he was wrong, but because he wasnât.
Your silence stretched, heavy.
He laughed bitterly, shaking his head. âThatâs what I thought.â
Anger surged, hot and choking. âYou think itâs easy for me? Carrying the weight of everyoneâs lives every time I use my powers? Holding two hundred minds in line at once until I collapse? You think I like doing everything myself?â
His eyes snapped to yours, dark and burning. âThen why wonât you let me carry some of it?â
âBecause you make everything a joke!â you shot back. âBecause you donât take anything seriously until itâs falling apart! Because if I lean on you and you mess up, we both die!â
The words hung sharp in the air, and the moment they left your mouth, you regretted them.
He recoiled like youâd struck him.
âI mess up,â he repeated, softer than a whisper, but the hurt laced through it cut deeper than any shout.
Your chest caved in. âThatâs notââ
âNo, I get it.â He raked a hand through his hair, pacing a tight circle, then turned back to you, eyes bright with frustration. âIâm just a hammer to you. Point me at a wall, Iâll smash it. Point me at an enemy, Iâll fight it. But donât you dare trust me with anything else.â
âThatâs not fair.â
âIsnât it?â He stepped closer, close enough that you could see the pulse pounding at his throat. âYou donât trust me to lead. You donât trust me to plan. Hell, you donât even trust me with your hand without frying my brain.â
The words hit too close to the truth, and it made your defenses snap up sharper. âMaybe because you never take me seriously!â
His voice thundered back, raw and desperate. âBecause if I did, Iâdââ
He stopped himself. The sentence fractured midair, leaving you both staring, breathless.
ââŚyouâd what?â Your voice cracked, softer, trembling.
His eyes darted away, then back, as if torn between speaking and running. His chest rose and fell like heâd just fought ten rounds. Finally, he whispered, almost broken: âBecause if I did, I wouldnât be able to stop.â
The silence that followed was deafening.
You stared at him, your own anger unraveling thread by thread until only confusion and something far more dangerous remained.
âYouâŚâ Your voice faltered. âYouâre not justâthis isnât just about the mission, is it?â
His jaw tightened. He didnât answer.
But he didnât need to. You could see it. In his clenched fists, in the way his shoulders shook, in the way his gaze refused to leave yours even when it burned.
All at once, every memory of him crashed into you like a wave. His stupid jokes, his endless teasing, the way he always stood a half-step closer than anyone else. The way heâd kissed you last night, too convincingly for it to be fake. The way his hand had stayed in yours under the table this morning, his thumb brushing circles he probably didnât even realize he was making.
You thought of how your heart had hammered then. How it was hammering now.
You swallowed hard, voice trembling when you finally spoke. âWoonhak⌠are we even pretending anymore?â
The question hung between you like a live wire, sparking, dangerous, impossible to ignore.
And in his silenceâraw, vulnerable, unguardedâyou realized you werenât sure of your own answer, either.
Woonhakâs chest heaved, his fists flexing at his sides like he didnât know whether to punch the wall or reach for you. His jaw worked, tight and angry, but underneath the anger was something elseâsomething that scared you more than the fight.
âYou always do this,â he said finally, voice rough, quieter now. âYou pretend itâs just the mission. Just tactics. Just survival. But you never admit itâs more than that.â
Your breath caught. âMore than what?â
His gaze snapped to yours, dark and unflinching. âMore than partnership. More than banter. More than⌠whatever this game is.â
The words cut straight through you, sharp and clean. You wanted to deny it, wanted to shove the truth back down where it couldnât touch you. But the look in his eyes burned through every defense you had left.
Your voice wavered. âYou donât know what youâre talking about.â
âThe hell I donât.â He stepped closer, the air between you buzzing. âEvery time you roll your eyes at me, every time you call me insufferable, every time you look at me like you want to strangle meâyou think I donât notice? You think I donât know what it means?â
Your back hit the wall before you realized youâd been stepping away. He stood in front of you now, too close, his shadow blotting out the sunlight streaming through the window.
âAnd what does it mean?â you whispered, your voice trembling.
His chest rose, fell. His hand lifted halfway, hesitated, then finally pressed against the wall beside your head. His eyes burned into yours, raw and furious and aching all at once.
âIt means,â he said, voice low and shaking, âthat I canât keep pretending this is just fake.â
The words cracked something inside you wide open.
All the fights. All the teasing. All the times heâd driven you insane just to make you laugh. The way heâd kissed you last night like it wasnât just an act. The way your heart has refused to steady since.
It all crashed into you in one dizzying wave.
âWoonhakâŚâ Your voice broke, the name slipping out softer than youâd ever said it.
His eyes flicked to your lips. And before you could stop yourselfâbefore either of you could throw up wallsâyou surged forward.
His mouth crashed against yours, raw and demanding, and all the fire youâd been swallowing since last night ignited in your veins. This wasn't a cover, wasnât theaterâit was messy, unpracticed, and real.
You gasped, and he caught the sound, deepening the kiss like heâd been waiting for it all along. His hand slid from the wall to your jaw, fingers curling under your chin to hold you in place, his thumb brushing your cheek with a surprising tenderness that only made your knees weaker. The other hand gripped your hip, firm, grounding you even as your world tilted dangerously off-balance.
Your fingers clenched in his uniform, pulling him closer, needing him closer. You hated the way it felt natural, like your body had been waiting for this exact gravity. You tugged at his shirt until the medals pressed against your chest, hard edges biting into silk, and still it wasnât enough.
The kiss broke for airâa heartbeat of panting, of mouths parting just enough to breathe. But his lips hovered, brushing yours with every inhale, unwilling to let go.
Then he kissed you again, slower this time, like he wanted to taste every ounce of your resistance before tearing it apart. His lips moved against yours with infuriating patience, softer, deeper, making your chest ache with something you didnât want to name.
Your hands slid up, almost without permission, fingers threading into his hair. It was softer than you expected, your nails grazing his scalp, and he groaned low in his throat at the contactâa sound that made your pulse slam harder against your ribs. His mouth opened under yours, pulling you in deeper, hungrier, like heâd been starving for this and you were the only thing that could sate him.
The world narrowed to heat, to breath, to the slick slide of mouths and the press of bodies. The corridor, the mission, the ticking satelliteâit all fell away, eclipsed by the dizzying fact that this was him, kissing you like he meant it, and you kissing him back like youâd been waiting for it longer than you dared admit.
When you finally tore apart, gasping for air, you stayed tangled. His forehead rested against yours again, his nose brushing yours, both of you still clinging to each other like the gravity wouldnât let go.
âThisââ you tried, voice cracking, âthis is a mistake.â
His lips curled, breathless, almost laughing against your mouth. âFeels like the best mistake Iâve ever made.â
You wanted to shove him away. You wanted to drag him closer. Instead, you just stayed there, trapped in the wreckage of the kiss, your heart hammering with the awful realization that neither one of you were pretending anymore.
Night fell heavy over Fort Marshall.
From the window of your shared quarters, the desert sky stretched black and endless, stars scattered like broken glass across velvet. The base was quieter now, guards pacing their routes, searchlights carving arcs into the dark. Somewhere beneath it all, the satellite uplink pulsed steadily, mocking you with every passing second.
But tonight, the mission demanded masks once again.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror, smoothing your palms down the silk that grazed the floor with every movement. The blood-red gown was nothing like what you normally wore on missionsâor anywhere, for that matter. It caught the light with every shift of your body, the high slit flashing the pale line of your thigh, the neckline scandalously low, straps delicate against your shoulders. It wasnât armor nor was it a disguise. It was dangerous in a different way.
For a moment, you almost convinced yourself to change. To pick something simpler, safer. But then you remembered Alfredâs words: blend in. Tonight, that meant being the kind of woman a decorated officer couldnât keep his eyesâor his handsâoff of.
Your heart thrummed against your ribs as you opened the bathroom door.
Woonhak was standing by the dresser, fastening his cufflinks with infuriating precision, the black of his tuxedo jacket sharp against his broad shoulders. His hair was neatly combed, his medals perfectly polished. He looked every inch the officer he was pretending to beâpolished, commanding, untouchable.
Until he saw you.
The cufflink slipped from his hand, clattering against the wood. His head snapped up, and for the first time since youâd met him, you saw his confidence falter.
His eyes dragged over you, slow, deliberate, and impossible to misinterpret. From the slit of your gown to the curve of your neckline, to the way the red silk glowed against your skin. His mouth parted slightly, as though words had failed him.
âHolyââ He stopped, cleared his throat, and tried again. âYou lookâŚâ He exhaled hard, almost laughing at himself. âYou look like trouble.â
Your cheeks flamed. You crossed your arms over your stomach as if that could shield you from the weight of his gaze. âDonât stare.â
âCanât help it.â He pushed away from the dresser, crossing the small space between you in just a few strides. He stopped closeâtoo closeâclose enough that the musky, woodsy sweetness of his cologne wrapped around you, grounding and dizzying all at once.
The silence stretched. His hand lifted halfway, hovering near your arm before he caught himself and let it drop. His throat bobbed with a swallow, his eyes still burning into yours.
âYouâre impossible,â you muttered, stepping back to break the moment.
His hand caught your wrist, gentle but insistent. âAnd youâre stunning,â he said softly, simply, the honesty in his voice disarming you more than the words themselves.
The warmth of his touch lingered even after he let go.
You turned quickly, pretending to fuss with the small clutch Alfred had packed, anything to keep from meeting his eyes again. But the question gnawed at youâwas he still acting? Still selling the role of a husband smitten with his new bride? Or was there something else threaded in his voice, something real?
Your reflection in the mirror offered no answers. Only flushed cheeks, quick breaths, and eyes you didnât quite recognize.
Behind you, he adjusted his bowtie, the silk catching between his fingers.
âDamn it,â he muttered under his breath. The knot refused to cooperate.
You sighed, exasperated. âStill? After all this time?â
He shot you a sheepish grin in the mirror. âItâs not exactly a skill a superhero needs.â
You rolled your eyes and gestured towards him. âCâmere.â
The ballroom shimmered under golden light, chandeliers scattering fractured brilliance across polished marble. Black-and-gold banners draped the walls, and the air buzzed with perfume, mulled wine, and the faint tang of anticipation.
You froze at the edge of the dance floor, your crimson gown catching the light like fire, the slit flashing dangerously every time you shifted your weight. Couples gathered in the center, clasping hands, bodies angling close as the first sharp notes of the tango sliced through the hum of conversation.
Your stomach plummeted. âNo. Absolutely not.â
Woonhak turned to you, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth, eyes glinting under the warm glow. âOh yes.â
âI donât know how to tango,â you hissed. âIâll trip. Iâll ruin the cover. Weâll stand outââ
He extended his hand toward you, palm steady, inviting. âIt takes two to tango.â
The words landed like a challenge.
Before you could argue, his hand closed gently but firmly around yours, tugging you onto the floor. The warmth of his palm against yours sent a shiver straight up your arm. His other hand slid to the small of your back, guiding you into place, pulling you flush against him.
The music swelled.
You stumbled on the first step, but his grip steadied you instantly. He moved with practiced ease, his body leading yours with subtle shifts of pressureâforward, back, side, spin. You realized quickly that the tango wasnât gentle, and wasn't safe like a waltz. It was sharp. Demanding. A battle disguised as an embrace.
And he was winning.
Your leg brushed his with every lunge, the slit of your gown flashing scarlet as he spun you in a quick pivot. You gasped as his hand pressed firmer against your back, arching you into a dip that made your hair brush the floor. His grin was wicked as he pulled you up again, your bodies colliding in perfect sync.
âYouâve done this before,â you muttered, breathless.
âMaybe once or twice,â he said smoothly, lips grazing the shell of your ear as he spun you into another sharp turn.
The violins climbed higher, the rhythm pounding in your chest. You struggled to keep up at first, every step a scramble to match his precision. But the more you fought, the more you realized the tango wasnât about memorizing steps. It was about surrender. About trust.
Two bodies moving as one.
And the more you gave in to his lead, the easier it became.
Your breaths fell into rhythm with his. Your body began anticipating his shiftsâthe subtle tightening of his hand before a spin, the press of his chest before a lunge. Your heels clicked against the marble in perfect time, skirts flaring as he pulled you through a sweeping arc.
You hated how natural it felt.
The dance tightened, movements shrinking until you were locked close, his thigh sliding between yours as you pivoted. Heat radiated through every point of contactâhis hand at your back, his fingers twined with yours, his breath ghosting against your cheek. The push and pull of the tango mirrored every argument, every tease, every kiss that had blurred the line between fake and real.
You werenât just dancing. You were fighting. You were confessing. You were unraveling.
The music built to its peak. He spun you one final time, your dress flaring like flame, then pulled you back into a dip so deep you felt the world tilt. His arm held you steady, his face hovering just above yours, his breath hot against your lips.
Hours later, when the ball was in full swingâglasses clinking, laughter spilling freer with every refillâthe plan bore fruit.
A young soldier in full dress uniform approached, his boots clicking against the marble as he made his way through the throng. Conversations softened around him, curiosity stirring as he stopped in front of your table and bowed stiffly.
âColonel Kim. Madam.â His voice was clipped, official. âGeneral Lyle requests your presence. Immediately.â
Heads turned. Whispers flitted. The general wants them. No one would question it.
Woonhak stood smoothly, offering his hand to you with all the polish of a decorated officer. âOf course.â He pressed a kiss to your knuckles before guiding you to your feet. âCome, darling.â
The soldier pivoted sharply, leading the way out of the ballroom. You walked arm-in-arm with Woonhak, your crimson skirts whispering across the floor, his presence solid beside you. You felt eyes on your backs all the way to the doors.
Once outside, the night swallowed you whole. The cool desert air wrapped around your bare shoulders, stars burning above. Searchlights swept across the yard, guards pacing like shadows.
The soldier led you toward the courtyard. His steps were steady, unaware of the trap already closing.
You brushed against his mind, the hypnosis still wrapped tight around his thoughts. The illusion of urgency kept him marching forward until you reached the shadowed corner of the base where the light thinned.
Then, with practiced ease, Woonhak moved.
His hand shot out, clamping around the soldierâs mouth. In one swift motion, he yanked him back into the shadows. Your palm pressed to the soldierâs temple, sending a psychic pulse sharp enough to drop him unconscious before he could resist. His body slumped, dead weight, into Woonhakâs arms.
âOut cold,â Woonhak muttered, easing the soldier against the wall. He adjusted the manâs hat so it covered his eyes. To anyone glancing from a distance, heâd look like another guard grabbing a smoke break.
You exhaled, your heart pounding. âThatâll buy us time.â
His hand caught yours again, the contact firm and urgent. âCome on.â
The radar tower loomed above you, its red lights pulsing steady as a heartbeat. The hum of the uplink thrummed in the ground beneath your boots, the countdown etched into your mind like a drumbeat.
You and Woonhak crept closer, breaths even, steps silentâ
âuntil metal shrieked.
A heavy body dropped from above, boots slamming against steel with a clang that reverberated down the tower.
The man rose from his crouch slowly, grinning like heâd been waiting for this moment. His skin shimmered faintly under the floodlights, veins glowing a sickly yellow that pulsed in time with the towerâs lights. He flexed his hands, knuckles cracking, his grin sharp.
âWell, well,â he rasped, voice gravel ground into words. âThe League sends children to do their dirty work. Cute.â
Your stomach sank. âMeta-human.â
âLow-tier,â Woonhak muttered, his stance shifting. His shoulders squared, his body instinctively angled between you and the intruder. âStill dangerous.â
âOrders were simple,â the meta said, pacing slowly around you, eyes glowing brighter. âGuard the tower. Kill intruders. Looks like I get to have some fun.â
Then he lunged.
He moved faster than his bulk should have allowed, his fist a blur. You ducked just in time, his punch exploding against the concrete where your head had been a moment ago. Shards sprayed your arm, slicing shallow cuts across your skin.
Woonhak was already moving, shoulder slamming into the metaâs chest. The impact cracked the air, both men grunting as they locked in a brutal grapple. Their fists collided, the sound like thunderclaps, each blow shaking the air.
You scrambled back, ripping the knife from your thigh sheath, its weight solid and familiar in your palm. You hated fighting. You always had. But the missionâthe countdownâthe heat of blood already trickling down your armâleft no room for hesitation.
The meta swung wide, backhanding Woonhak across the face with enough force to send him staggering into the towerâs base. The manâs yellow eyes locked on you.
âPretty little thing,â he sneered. âLetâs see how long you last.â
He lunged.
You sidestepped, slashing your blade across his arm. The metal sheen resisted at first, then split, blood spilling in a hot arc across the concrete. He snarled, whipping his other fist toward your ribs.
Pain exploded through your side, white-hot, your breath torn away as you flew back, colliding with the gravel. The knife clattered from your grip.
âY/N!â
Woonhak let out a shout, launching himself back into the fray. He tackled the meta from the side, slamming him against the steel tower with enough force to rattle its beams. The metaâs head snapped back, blood spraying as Woonhak drove a fist into his jaw once, twice, a third time. Bone cracked.
The meta only laughed, spitting crimson teeth onto the ground. âNot bad,â he rasped, swinging back hard. His glowing fist caught Woonhak in the stomach, the impact a deep, sick thud. Woonhak staggered, coughing blood onto the gravel.
âBastard,â he growled, wiping his mouth.
You forced yourself up, ribs screaming, vision blurred with pain. Your fingers found the knife again, sticky with your own blood. With a sharp breath, you surged forward, slashing low across the back of the metaâs leg.
This time, the blade cut deep, severing muscle. Blood gushed, dark and hot, spraying across your arm.
The meta howled, his balance faltering. He spun, his fist catching your shoulder and sending you sprawling again. Your back scraped raw against the concrete, the knife nearly slipping from your grasp.
He loomed over you, grinning through the blood spilling down his chin. âYouâve got fight, Iâll give you that. But youâll bleed out long before you take me down.â
His hand closed around your throat, fingers tightening, crushing. You clawed at his grip, knife slicing desperately at his forearm. Blood welled, but his strength didnât falter.
Then his grip vanished.
Woonhak slammed into him like a battering ram, wrenching him off you. They crashed to the ground, fists flying, the sound of flesh meeting flesh sharp and sickening.
âDonât touch her,â Woonhak snarled, his voice guttural. His fist smashed into the metaâs mouth, splitting it wide open. Blood sprayed in an arc, painting Woonhakâs cheek.
The meta spat, laughing even as teeth scattered across the gravel. âYou think you can save her? Youâre nothing but a blunt weaponââ
His words cut off in a gurgle as you drove your knife into his side. Deep. The resistance of muscle gave way to the sharp scrape of bone. Hot blood gushed over your hand, warm and slick.
He yelled, his glowing eyes flaring brighter as his elbow cracked against your temple. Stars exploded in your vision, the world tilting dangerously.
âY/N!â
Through the haze, you saw Woonhak grab the metaâs head with both hands. His arms bulged, veins straining, teeth bared. With one violent twist, there was a sickening crack.
The glow in the metaâs eyes flickered, then died. His body collapsed to the gravel with a heavy thud, blood pooling beneath him.
For a long, horrible moment, there was silence. Just your ragged breathing, the metallic tang of blood, and the steady thrum of the radar tower overhead.
Woonhak crouched beside you, his face streaked with bloodâsome his, some not. His hand cupped the back of your head gently, steadying you. âYou okay?â
You coughed, wiping blood from your lips. âDefine okay.â
He almost laughed, shaking his head, but his eyes were dark, fierce. âYou fought.â
You looked down at your hand, still slick with the metaâs blood, your knife dripping steadily onto the gravel. Your stomach twistedâbut you met his gaze, steady.
âHad to.â
And for the first time since youâd met him, he didnât smirk, didnât tease, didnât argue. He just nodded.
âTogether,â he said. His hand squeezed yours, grounding. âWe finish this together.â
Then the alarms shrieked.
Red strobes burst to life across the base, painting everything in flashing crimson. Radios crackled. Boots thundered. The entire fort had been roused.
âThey know weâre here,â you rasped, pulling the small black case from your belt.
âThen we end it now,â Woonhak growled, planting himself between you and the incoming storm.
Inside the case, nestled like the last bullet in a loaded gun, was the chip Batman had given you: a sleek sliver of obsidian circuitry no bigger than a flash drive. When inserted into the console, it would erase every byte of stolen data and fry the satelliteâs link for good.
You sprinted across the open yard, ribs aching, the chip clutched tight in your bloodied palm. Bullets cracked overhead, guards shouting as they spilled from the barracks.
âCover me!â you shouted.
âAlways!â Woonhak yelled back.
He opened fire, each shot precise, brutal. A soldier spun and dropped, blood spraying. Another lunged close, only to be met with the snap of Woonhakâs elbow breaking his jaw. The air filled with the acrid bite of gunpowder, the metallic tang of blood.
You slid beneath the console canopy, coughing through the smoke. The uplink screens glowed angry red, streams of encrypted data racing skyward. 23 minutes. 18 seconds.
You yanked the panel open, exposing the ports beneath. Sparks snapped against your knuckles as you jammed the chip home. For a breathless moment, nothing happenedâ
Then the system screamed.
UNAUTHORIZED DEVICE DETECTED.
You bit down hard, fingers flying as you bypassed locks. âCome on, come onââ
Guards swarmed. Woonhak dropped two with precise shots, but a third barreled in from the side, blade flashing. Woonhak caught the man by the throat, slammed him into the steel beam with a sickening crunch, and finished him with a single, bone-breaking twist. Blood sprayed across his sleeve.
âY/N!â he barked, glancing back at you, eyes wild.
âAlmost there!â
The screen flickered, corrupted code eating through the data streams line by line. Files collapsed, names shredded, secrets burned away. The chip was working.
A soldier broke through the chaos, rifle leveled at your back. You spun instinctively, knife flashing. The blade sank deep into his stomach, hot blood spilling over your hand. He gurgled, eyes wide, before crumpling at your feet.
You yanked the knife free, chest heaving. âI hate fighting,â you muttered under your breath.
âYouâre damn good at it,â Woonhak grunted, slamming another attacker into the ground, his fist ending the man with one bloody crack.
The console beeped, shrill and final.
UPLOAD: TERMINATED. DATA ERASED.
âYes,â you breathed, yanking the chip free just as sparks erupted from the panel. The entire tower shuddered.
âMove!â Woonhak grabbed your arm, dragging you back as the uplink screamed, electricity arcing wildly. The red lights sputtered before going black. Above, the radar towerâs crown blinked once, twiceâthen died.
The satellite was blind. The Leagueâs secrets were safe.
And the tower began to collapse.
Steel screamed overhead as the structure buckled, explosions blooming along the spine. You and Woonhak dove behind sandbags, the shockwave tearing across the ground. Shards of metal rained like knives, fire clawing at the night sky.
For a long, terrible moment, there was only ringing in your ears, the acrid burn of smoke in your throat, the weight of his arm thrown protectively across your body.
Thenâsilence.
You lifted your head, coughing, eyes stinging from ash. The tower was a twisted husk, fire chewing through its remains. Sparks popped and hissed where the consoles had burned out, the smell of ozone thick in the air.
Youâd done it.
Woonhak shifted beside you, blood streaked across his jaw, soot smeared down his neck. His eyes met yours, raw and unguarded. âTold you Iâve got you, sweetheart.â
Your throat tightened, the chip still clutched in your trembling hand. âYeah,â you whispered. âYou do.â
THE AFTERMATH
The medbay was too quiet.
Machines beeped steadily, curtains swayed faintly in the draft from the air vents, and antiseptic stung sharp in the back of your throat. You sat propped up against pillows, bandages tight around your ribs, trying not to think about how the last 48 hours had gone.
The curtain rustled.
WoonhakâSuperboyâslipped inside, his broad frame filling the small space. He was cleaned up now, bruises fading purple and blue along his jaw, fresh gauze wrapped around his knuckles. He looked sharp even in the plain shirt Alfred mustâve shoved at him, though his shoulders hunched in a way you rarely saw.
âSeraphim,â he greeted quietly.
âSuperboy,â you returned, a little too formal, a little too careful.
He hovered at the foot of your bed for a second, shifting his weight like he wasnât sure he belonged here. Then he sat on the edge of the mattress, the dip pulling you both closer.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The silence wasnât heavy this timeâjust strange, delicate, like glass that might shatter if you moved wrong.
âSo,â he said finally, clearing his throat. âHowâs the rib?â
You raised a brow. âBroken. Wrapped. Hurts like hell when I breathe. Standard procedure.â
He winced. âRight. Guess that was a dumb question.â
âNot your dumbest,â you said lightly, and to your surprise, he laughed.
Silence fell again, softer this time.
âYou?â you asked. âHowâs the jaw?â
He touched the faint bruise at his cheek with a crooked grin. âStill attached. Canât say the same for the other guyâs.â
Despite yourself, you snorted. âShow-off.â
His grin widened, but faded just as quickly. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. âFeels weird, doesnât it? Being back. Mission over. JustâŚâ He gestured vaguely at the white walls. âThis.â
You nodded, staring at your hands. âToo quiet.â
Another beat of silence. Then, softly, âDo you think theyâll remember us? At the fort?â
You tilted your head. âThe wives?â
He smirked faintly. âThe ones convinced we were sneaking off every five minutes.â
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. âIâm never living that down.â
âCouldâve been worse,â he teased. âAt least they bought it. I mean, the tango alone sold the whole âmadly in loveâ thing.â
Your cheeks heated before you could stop them. âYouâre insufferable.â
âAnd youâre blushing,â he shot back.
You opened your mouth for a retortâbut stopped when his expression shifted. The grin slipped. His shoulders tensed. His hand flexed against his thigh like he was bracing himself.
âSeraphimâŚâ His voice was low, careful. âWhat are we?â
Your head snapped toward him, caught off guard.
He kept talking, words tumbling too fast, nerves finally cracking through his usual bravado. âI mean, weâve been partners forever, right? And we bicker, and we fight, and yeah, weâve saved each otherâs asses more times than I can count. But thenââ His voice pitched higher. âThen weâre pretending to be married, and kissing for cover, and suddenly it doesnât feel like pretending anymore, and I donât know where the act stops and where⌠whatever this is starts, andââ
You stared at him, blinking slowly, as his rambling grew wilder.
ââand maybe itâs just me, maybe Iâve been reading into things, maybe you really do just think Iâm an arrogant pain in the ass, but I canât stop thinking about the tango, and the look on your face whenââ
You cut him off, your voice flat but your heart hammering in your throat.
âJust kiss me, you idiot.â
He froze. Mouth open. Eyes wide.
Then, slowly, a grin curved across his bruised face. âGladly.â
And he leaned in, closing the distance in one smooth, decisive motion. His mouth met yours, softer this timeâno pretense, no audience, no act to maintain. Just him. Just you. His hand cupped your cheek, careful, as if you might break, while the other pressed against the mattress to steady himself.
You sighed into the kiss, your fingers curling into his shirt, pulling him closer despite the ache in your ribs. The world fell away againâno satellites, no missions, no code names. Just the two of you, raw and unguarded, finally admitting what had been burning between you all along.
When he pulled back, breathless and grinning, his forehead resting against yours, he whispered, âSo thatâs a yes?â
You rolled your eyes, but the smile tugging at your lips gave you away. âShut up and kiss me again.â
He chuckled, low and warm, before doing exactly that.
pairing. bf!taesan x fem!reader
genre. newly est. relationship au , fluffÂ
synopsis. the arrival of an unexpected guest ruins your plans for your first valentineâs date but lucky for you, your sweet boyfriend is very accommodating
word count. 1.6k
warnings. reader is menstruating , hormonal , and emotionalÂ
playlist. the shade by rex orange county , i <3 u by boy pablo
notes. happy belated valentineâs day ! the only red thing i got this year was my period . hence this fic LOLLL hope you enjoyy
You stared at your phone screen with a quiet sigh, your boyfriendâs latest text glowing back at you. Â
my taesan <3: hi babyyyy
my taesan <3: so excited for tonight!!
my taesan <3: be sure to wear something warm itâs getting chillyyy
my taesan <3: iâll see you later bbyyyy i love you so much!
His enthusiasm broke your heart. Â
Fingers hesitating over the keyboard, you finally mustered up the courage to type out a response.Â
you: hi babee iâm really sorry but i think i have to raincheck todayâŚÂ
you: iâm not feeling too good TTÂ
you: iâm really sorry đ
you: i promise to make it up to you next time! i love you moreee đ¤
The moment the message sent, you let your phone slip from your grasp and melt further into your bed. The mattress swallowed you whole as you stared blankly at the ceiling, letting the weight of your own body press you deeper into the sheets. The pain was dull but constant, an ache in your lower abdomen that refused to subside, pulsing in time with the fatigue settling into your bones. Â
Your period had come early that morning, utterly wrecking any plans you had for the day. The first day was always the worstâbloating, exhaustion, mood swings, cramps so unbearable you wanted to curl into yourself and never move again. It just had to start today of all days. Your first Valentineâs Day with Taesan. The day he had been planning for months, ever since the two of you had just started dating. You wanted it to be perfect. Â
Now, instead of getting dressed up and meeting your boyfriend at the fancy restaurant he had painstakingly booked in advance, you were drowning in self-pity beneath your blankets, hugging a heating pad to your stomach and feeling like the absolute worst girlfriend in the world. Â
A small part of you considered telling him the truth. But maybe because your relationship was still so new, you hesitated. It wasnât like you were embarrassed about your periodâGod, noâbut admitting that this was the reason you were canceling, especially when the night was supposed to be so special⌠it felt mortifying.  Â
Your thoughts swirled in self-reproach, so lost in your misery that you didnât notice the flurry of new texts lighting up your phone screen. Â
my taesan <3: oh noo đ
my taesan <3: is everything okay?
my taesan <3: baby?
my taesan <3: honey plz respond i'm starting to get worried
my taesan <3: iâm going over to your place right now
You barely had time to register his arrival before Taesan was thereâstanding in your doorway, completely out of breath. His oversized black leather jacket was slightly damp from the lingering rain outside, a simple white shirt visible underneath. His baggy jeans hung loosely on his frame, but the first thing you noticed wasnât any of that. Â
It was the massive bouquet of roses in his hand. Â
Your heart squeezed painfully in your chest. Â
Taesan barely spared a second before setting the flowers on your desk and rushing to your side, his brows furrowed with worry as he kneeled beside your bed. The moment his warm palm pressed against your forehead, you felt yourself crumble. Â
âYou donât feel warmâŚâ he murmured, frowning as he compared your temperature with his own. His hands were cupping your cheeks now, gently squeezing them together as his eyes scanned your face for any signs of sickness. âHave you eaten? Do you need medicine? Should I get youââ Â
Your vision blurred. Â
The guilt and gratitude crashed over you all at once, so overwhelming that the only thing you could do was burst into tears. Â
Taesanâs eyes widened in panic. âWait, babyâwhatâs wrong? Does it hurt? What happened?â Â
You hiccupped between sobs, the emotions tangled up in your chest making it impossible to speak. Still, you managed to croak out, âM-my period started.â Â
For a moment, he stilled. Then, his entire body sagged with relief. âOh my God,â he exhaled, pulling you into his arms with a small laugh. âYou scared the hell out of me. I thought you were seriously sick or something.â Â
You were still crying, your face buried into his shirt, hands clutching onto his jacket like he was the only thing keeping you from falling apart. âIâm sorry,â you sniffled. âI didnât want to ruin our dateââ Â
âHey, hey,â he cooed, his hands stroking the back of your head, soothing you in gentle circles. âBaby, look at me.â Â
You pulled back slightly, puffy eyes meeting his concerned gaze. Â
âYouâre not ruining anything,â he said firmly. âYou donât have to be sorry for something you canât control. I just wish you told me sooner instead of going through this alone.â His thumb wiped away a stray tear from your cheek. âIâm your boyfriend. Youâre not supposed to hide when youâre in pain.â Â
His words made your chest tighten with warmth. Â
Sniffling, you nodded, and Taesan rewarded you with the softest smile, his dimple making a brief appearance. Â
âOkay,â he hummed, wiping the last of your tears. âNew plan.â Â
You blinked. âNew plan?â Â
He nodded. âWe stay in tonight.â He gestured dramatically with his hands. âWeâll watch âPride & Prejudiceâ and âLegally Blondeâ as much as you want, order all your favorite takeout, eat a bunch of heart-shaped desserts, and cuddle in bed for the rest of the night. Sound good?â Â
You stared at him, the guilt slowly ebbing away, replaced with overwhelming affection. Â
âYeah,â you whispered. âThat sounds perfect.â Â
Taesan grinned, leaning in to press the softest kiss to your forehead. âGood. Now scoot over, baby. Iâm cuddling you for the rest of the night until I smother you.â Â
And with that, he pulled off his leather jacket and set it aside before climbing into bed beside you, pulling you into his warmth, his arms wrapping around you like a protective cocoon.Â
You smiled, tucking your face into the crook of his neck. Â
Taesan was warm. Too warm.
You groaned, shifting against his chest, your body sluggish from the heat pooling beneath the blankets. âTae, Iâm gonna make you hot,â you warned, voice laced with fatigue. âMy body feels like a furnace right now.â
His arms only tightened around you in response, his fingers still laced between yours, tangled and unmoving. âDonât care,â he murmured, lips pressing another soft kiss to your temple. You lost count of how many times heâd done that tonight, like he physically couldnât keep himself from kissing you.
You huffed, attempting to shift away, but Taesan just whined dramatically, pulling you even closer, burying his face into your hair. âNooo, stay,â he mumbled, voice muffled against your scalp. âYouâre my personal teddy bear.â
You let out a soft laugh, exasperated but secretly loving the way he held onto you like you were something precious. âIâm literally a human space heater right now.â
He hummed, lips brushing against your hairline. âMmm, my favorite.â
Your heart did a ridiculous flip.
He had you wrapped up in his arms, one of his legs thrown lazily over yours, anchoring you in place. Your fingers were still tangled together, his thumb tracing slow, absentminded circles against the back of your hand. Every few minutes, he would bring your hand to his lips, pressing featherlight kisses to each knuckle like it was second nature to him.
The TV cast a dim glow across the room, Pride and Prejudice playing quietly in the background. You had chosen the 2005 version, your favorite, because it was the perfect mix of romance and comfort. You expected Taesan to zone out within the first fifteen minutes, maybe even fall asleep, but to your surprise, he was fully engaged.
When Elizabeth Bennet shot one of her sarcastic remarks at Mr. Darcy, Taesan actually let out a laugh, a soft, amused chuckle that rumbled against your cheek where it rested against his chest.
âSheâs so sassy,â he commented, grinning. âI like her.â
You turned your head to look at him, unable to stop the small smile tugging at your lips. âYeah?â
âYeah,â he said, eyes still glued to the screen. âSheâs feisty. I respect it.â
You shook your head in fond exasperation, nestling back into his embrace. âYou better,â you teased. âSheâs literally me.â
Taesan scoffed, pressing yet another kiss to your temple. âPlease, youâre worse.â
You gasped, swatting at his chest, and he laughed, catching your hand with ease before intertwining your fingers once more.
But it wasnât until Mr. Darcyâs iconic love confession that you realized just how much effort Taesan was putting into this.
The moment Darcy muttered âI love you⌠most ardentlyâ, Taesan sucked in a sharp breath, gripping your hand tighter.
He turned to you, eyes wide, brows furrowed in concentration. âWait, wait, this is it, right? This is the scene?â
You blinked at him, completely caught off guard. ââŚYeah?â
âOh my God,â he whispered, turning back to the screen, his expression filled with anticipation.
Your chest swelled with something warm and fond. Taesan wasnât just tolerating this movieâhe was fully invested, even though period dramas and slow-burn romances were not his thing. He was making an effort. For you.
This night was supposed to be for the both of you. Your first Valentineâs Day together. And yet, Taesan had somehow managed to make it all about you, making sure you were comfortable, happy, and safe in his arms.
You squeezed his hand, your heart aching in the sweetest way possible.
Taesan glanced down at you, sensing the shift in your mood. âWhat?â he murmured, voice soft.
You shook your head, burying your face into his chest. âNothing,â you mumbled. âJust love you.â
His hold on you tightened instantly.
âLove you more,â he whispered, pressing the softest, most lingering kiss to your forehead. âMost ardently.â
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But behind the polished, shiny elevators and mahogany desks, the associates and interns are tangled in secrets, past flings, fake relationships, and forbidden flirtations. Everyone is hiding somethingâa buried feeling, a whispered confession, or a risky move that could end everything.
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Departments blur. Conflicts cross cases. The elevatorâs too slow, the interns are always spilling coffee, and the paralegals gossip like itâs their job. But despite the chaos, every case changes someoneâwhether itâs their career, their heart, or the way they look at someone across the courtroom.
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COURT FILE ONE : P. SUNGHO
witnesses : senior partner!sungho x newbie associate!reader
evidence presented : mentor/mentee , lawyer!au , slow burn , reader tries to be angsty but sungho shuts it down
court report summary : youâre a sharp first-year associate trying to keep your head downâuntil park sungho, the firmâs youngest partner and brutal courtroom closer, starts pushing you harder than anyone else. at first, itâs just strategy meetings and late nights on the case he had placed you as lead. but something shiftsâsmall glances, quiet confessions, a closeness that starts to feel less like mentorship and more like something neither of you can name. just as the line between professional and personal begins to blur, an anonymous note lands on your desk: end it, or face the consequences. with your short-lived career hanging in the balance, both of you are forced to decide whatâs worth protecting moreâthe job both of you learned to love, or the connection that could cost you everything.
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COURT FILE TWO : L. SANGHYEOK
witnesses : hidden genius!riwoo x associate!reader
evidence presented : coworkers to lovers , lawyer!au , mutual pining , angst
court report summary : sanghyeokâs a quiet, awkward paralegal in the office â always shuffling paperwork, eating alone, and dodging eye contact. but one late night, you catch him smoothly delivering legal advice that could win a multi-million-dollar case. turns out, heâs been silently shaping the firmâs biggest wins behind the scenesâand now, yours too. his brilliance was hidden behind file folders and sticky notes, in red-inked margins and late-night whispers. but as your connection deepens and the firm starts watching, you're forced to wonder: how much of your success is really yoursâand how far are you willing to go for someone who was never supposed to step into the spotlight?
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COURT FILE THREE : M. JAEHYUN
witnesses : ex/rival partner!jaehyun x partner!reader
evidence presented : lawyer!au , exes to lovers , rivals to lovers , angst , fluff
court report summary : you and jaehyun were law schoolâs golden coupleâuntil your third year, when he took a mysterious internship offer and ghosted you. years later, youâre both junior partners and jaehyunâs now opposing counsel on the biggest case of your career. jaehyun is smooth, confident, and infuriatingly handsome, all with a teasing glint in his eye that says he hasnât forgotten a thing. the courtroom becomes your battlefield, but outside of court? you canât escape each other. youâre stuck in settlement meetings, run into him at the law library, andâworst of allâget assigned the same speaking panel on ethics in law. but off the record, the truths regarding your shared past start leaking out. about why he left. about why he never stopped writing. about the ring he still keeps in his drawer.
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COURT FILE FOUR : H. DONGMIN
witnesses : judge's son!dongmin x clerk!reader
evidence presented : golden retriever x black cat , lawyer!au , slow burn , fluff
court report summary : as a law clerk working under a famous strict federal judge, your career rides on your ability to stay focused, silent, and out of trouble. and thereâs dongminâbright-eyed, full of charm, and always around the courthouse. you assume heâs another intern. he brings you snacks, cracks bad jokes, and waits for you after work. you fall for him in the quiet moments: eating gimbap on courthouse steps, exchanging doodles and inside jokes during long hearings. but when youâre called to a private chamber meeting with the judge, everything shatters: dongmin is his only sonâand the case youâre to work on next is a complex one. a corruption trial that threatens powerful names, including dongmin's family. and youâre trapped in the middle.
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COURT FILE FIVE : K. DONGHYUN
witnesses : civilian auto mechanic!donghyun x partner!reader
evidence presented : golden retriever x black cat , lawyer!au , fluff
court report summary : donghyun is your newest clientâa gentle auto mechanic whoâs being framed in an industrial sabotage case involving a powerful auto parts corporation. your firm takes on his case pro bono, and youâre assigned to his defense. donghyunâs soft-spoken, warm, and completely overwhelmed. he doesnât know to âactâ like a client. he brings you lunch from his shop. he smiles even when scared. youâre used to working with slick CEOs and emotionless millionairesânot men who fix your coffee machine because âthe rattling sound bugged me.â but when he testifies, something clicksâheâs composed, persuasive, and observant. together, you begin piecing together the truth but your investigation drags you into dangerous territory that puts donghyun in real risk. and youâre going to do whatever it takes to defend him.
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COURT FILE SIX : K. WOONHAK
witnesses : intern!woonhak x intern!reader
evidence presented : sunshine x grumpy , fake dating!au , lawyer!au , idiots in love
court report summary : when a high-profile immigration client threatens to pull funding, the firm launches a PR stunt: interns are paired into âmockâ families to build empathy. you think itâs ridiculousâa hollow attempt at compassion. and youâre paired with woonhak, the annoying, bubbly and chatty intern who never stops singing in the copy room and somehow knows everyoneâs coffee order. heâs everything youâre notâloud, warm, chaoticâbut you reluctantly agree to play along. no feelings, no risks. but when he shows up with flowers on your fake anniversary, sends 3 am texts about âour songâ, and kisses you in front of the press at the firmâs gala (wait, what?), you start to let your guard down. the engagement may be fakeâbut the way your hand fit in his⌠that was most certainly starting to feel dangerously real.
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of pomegranates and love stained fingers ; p. sunghoÂ
pairing. idol!park sungho x reader
genre. fluff , est. relationship , lots n lots of domesticity !
synopsis. in which sungho shows you that love could be found at an ordinary kitchen table , amidst a mess of pomegranate peels and love stained fingers
word count. 1.9k
warnings. nudity and bathing in a non-sexual context , a lot of inner dialogue , sungho is⌠such a gentleman i actually might have fallen in love with him while writing this (yes this is a warning)
playlist. the way that i am by abby powledgeÂ
notes. this is. so. so. so. self indulgent. but oh to be loved and to be seen by park sungho (ââ¸â)
Pomegranates are a contradiction wrapped in a tough, leather-like skin.Â
On the outside, theyâre unassuming. Their ruby-red hue is muted by a dull, almost dusty sheen, like theyâve been brushed by centuries of history. But break one open, and itâs utter chaos. Vivid, gleaming seeds spilling out in clusters, their translucent walls catching the light like small, blood-red jewels.
The juice is relentless. It stains fingers, clothes, and countertops with a color so intense that it almost feels alive, impossible to tame.Â
And it doesnât simply mark, it claims. Eating one is an exercise in both patience and surrender. Each seed is a burst of a tart sweetness thatâs worth the mess, but it leaves you wondering how something so beautiful can also be so unruly.
That was exactly why you loved pomegranates. They were a little wild, a little untamed. It was in the way the juice stained your fingers, leaving behind traces of something alive and uncontainable. Itâs how every seed is a burst of flavor: tangy, sweet, and unapologetically bold. For you, pomegranates were a reminder that the best things in life arenât always neat or simple; theyâre messy, vivid, and unforgettable.
Back in your adolescence, when you were still a hopeless romantic and believed in fate and soulmates and such, you had a theory: that anyone willing to peel a pomegranate for you was to be the one. The one the universe had assigned youâyour soulmate. The person youâre meant to share the messiness and beauty of life with, because, letâs be honest, peeling a pomegranate isnât just an act, itâs a labor.Â
Itâs tedious, requiring patience and precision to carefully break apart the tough skin without crushing the delicate seeds. The juice inevitably smears, the tiny ruby jewels scatter, and by the end, it looks like a small battlefield in the kitchen.Â
You thought of it as a test of devotion. Who else would endure the sticky fingers, the risk of stains, and the painstaking effort, all for the sole purpose of handing over a bowl of gleaming seeds? Your theory wasnât about the pomegranate itself, it was about what it represented: the willingness to take on something cumbersome and time-consuming just to bring joy to someone else.
In your teenage mind, peeling a pomegranate was love distilled into action. A quiet, unspoken declaration that said, âI see the things you cherish, even the messy, difficult ones, and I want to be a part of them.â
So you used to wait, watching the people in your life with a careful eye, jokingly tossing your theory at dinner tables and gatherings but secretly hoping and wondering if someone might one day sit down, pick up a pomegranate, and show you that love can be as simple, and as profound, as peeling fruit.Â
But as you grew older, your pomegranate theory began to feel like a relic of a softer, more naive version of yourself. You used to imagine someone peeling away the tough, leathery rind, their hands stained red with love and effort, and thought to yourself, âthatâs love.â But with time, the weight of practicality started to take hold.Â
Your theory about pomegranates, something you once held close with a spark of whimsical belief, soon became just another one of those silly little things that poets and hopeless romantics dreamed up.
So, you tucked your silly theory away in a dusty corner of your mind, dismissing it as an innocent fantasy of your youth. You searched for love that was grounded, sensible, and serious about the practicalities of life. You looked for someone who could handle the demands of life without the weight of romantic idealism like yours clouding their judgement.Â
There was no room for mess or chaos anymore, certainly not for the kind of love that required peeling pomegranates, both literally and metaphorically.
A loud slam of your front door made your ears perk up and you heard the familiar rustling of your boyfriendâs clothes as he shuffled through the living room. You could almost envision the way he shrugged off his outer coat before neatly hanging it on the coat hanger by the entryway.
âBaby? Iâm home!âÂ
âIn here!â you called out. The bathwater lapped at your knees, forming small waves that crashed and fell against the porcelain wall of your bathtub. Sungho knocked on the bathroom door, but only out of courtesy, before he pushed it open and greeted you with a bright smile.
âHi, gorgeous,â he knelt by the side of the bathtub to press a warm kiss to your forehead.Â
âYouâre home early.â you pointed out. A hand reached out to stroke your boyfriendâs cheek, a single droplet of water running down the slope of your arm and landing back in the bathtub with a small plop.Â
âMastered the choreography first so I could come home to you,â he replied, ever so gently leaning into the warmth of your palm. âDid you just start your bath?â
You nodded, the corners of your lips lifting at his sweet words. âJust a few minutes ago. You donât have to keep kneeling like that, you know. Your knees are going to hurt.â
âIâm fine,â he said with a chuckle. His gaze softened as he noticed the way the water cradled your form, the steam rising in delicate swirls around you. âWant some help?â
You tilted your head, teasing. âAre you volunteering to join me?â
Sungho laughed softly, shaking his head. âMaybe next time, but I can still take care of you from here.â
Before you could respond, he reached for the loofah sitting on the edge of the tub and dipped it into the warm water before lathering it up with your favorite body wash. His movements were slow and deliberate, as though he wanted to savor every second of this small, intimate moment.Â
âYou donât have to, you know,â you murmured as he started gently running the loofah along your shoulder. His featherlight touch sent a slight shiver down your spine.
âI know,â he said, his voice steady and warm. âBut let me.â
His voice was so soft, so filled with love, that you couldnât bring yourself to argue. You let out a small sigh of defeat and leaned back against the tub as he started gently running the loofah over your arms.Â
Sunghoâs touch was delicate, as though he was handling the most fragile thing in the world. The loofah glided over your arms, his hand following to rinse away the bubbles.
âYou work so hard,â he murmured, almost to himself, as he moved to your legs. âYou deserve this.â
The words made your chest tighten with emotion. âYouâre too good to me,â you whispered.
âNo such thing,â he said with a soft chuckle, his hand brushing the back of your calf. âTaking care of my partner is the easiest thing in the world.â
You let your head rest against the edge of the tub, closing your eyes as his hands continued their tender work. The care and love infused into every motion, the way he poured his entire being into making sure you felt safe, cherished, and adored made your heart squeeze tightly.
As he finished, Sungho pressed a soft kiss to your damp shoulder, his lips lingering for a moment. âAll done,â he whispered, and you noticed a hint of pride in his voice.
âThank you,â you said, meeting his gaze.Â
Sungho smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âAnything for you, gorgeous. Always.â
He stood up and grabbed the big, fluffy towel from the nearby rack, shaking it out to fluff it up. âAlright, come on, let me help you out.â
You shifted in the tub, the water sloshing as you moved to stand. Sungho reached out instinctively, steadying you with his strong, gentle hands. His fingers pressed lightly against your arm and waist as he guided you to step out of the tub.
âCareful,â he murmured, his brows furrowed in concentration.Â
The moment your feet touched the bath mat, he draped the towel around you, cocooning you in its warmth. You couldnât help but giggle as he adjusted the plush fabric, tucking the edges around your shoulders like a protective shield.
âThere we go. Letâs go get you dried up, and then we can go see the present I got you.â
The kitchen table was a messâjuice stains spreading across its surface, pomegranate seeds scattered among paper towels and discarded bits of rind. Sungho sat across from you, elbows resting on the table as he carefully pried apart another piece of fruit. His fingers were stained a deep crimson, the juice clinging to his skin and pooling in the small creases of his knuckles.Â
âYouâre making such a mess,â you teased, watching as he plucked a cluster of seeds free and placed them in a bowl.
He grinned, unfazed. âWorth it.â
He picked up a few seeds between his stained fingers, flicking away the stubborn bits of membrane, and brought them to your lips. âHere.âÂ
You let him feed you, the tart sweetness bursting on your tongue as he watched you with unspoken fondness. It wasnât until you noticed the way his brows furrowed in concentration, focusing on getting a particular seed unstuck from the membrane, that it struck you how absurdly thoughtful this was.
âWhen did I even mention that I like pomegranates?â you asked, your voice softened with wonder and adoration.
Sungho glanced up briefly, his lips quirking up into a sheepish grin. âYou told me once, when we first started dating. You were talking about how much you loved them as a kid. Said they were your favorite fruit, even though theyâre a pain to eat.âÂ
You blinked, stunned. The memory was hazy even to youâjust a passing remark in some forgetful conversation. But heâd remembered.
âYou didnât have to go through all this trouble,â you murmured, feeling your chest tighten with an unfamiliar mix of emotions.
Sungho shrugged, returning his attention to the pomegranate in his crimson stained hands. âItâs no trouble. Besides, I like seeing you happy.â
You looked down at the table and took in the chaos of it all: the stains, the mess, his juice-streaked hands, and something deep inside you shifted.
Suddenly, you were seventeen again with your heart wrapped in whimsical theories about soulmates and love.
This was it. This was what you had been searching for back then but had long stopped believing in. This was the kind of love youâd once dreamed of but had dismissed as a silly, adolescent fantasy. Yet, here it was, sitting across from you with juice-stained hands and a soft smile, proving you wrong in the most beautiful way.
Your teenage self had been right: peeling a pomegranate wasnât just about the fruit. It was a quiet act of devotion, a willingness to embrace the mess and the effort for the sake of someone elseâs joy.
Sungho broke your reverie by holding up another handful of seeds, his smile so effortlessly warm that it sent a pang through your chest.
âYou donât have to feed me,â you said with a small laugh, though your voice wavered slightly.
âI know,â he replied. His tone was gentle but resolute. âBut let me.â
And as you opened your mouth for the next bite, you realized that love didnât have to be a grand, sweeping gesture.
Sometimes, it was sitting at a messy kitchen table with stained hands and sticky fingers, peeling pomegranates because someone mentioned, just once, that they liked them.
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pairing. woonhak x reader
genre. angst , hurt/comfort , a pinch of fluff
synopsis. in a night thick with heat and harsh words, you and woonhak break and mend, discovering that love isnât perfectâitâs the fierce, messy fight and the quiet choice to stay anyway
word count. 2145 wordsÂ
warnings. none ? woonhak and reader argue but itâs nothing toxic . . . just miscommunication ^^;;
playlist. to love by suki waterhouse , all we ever do is talk by del water gap
notes. requested by anon ! my first ever official request !! hope you enjoy ~ ( again , sorry it took so long T^T ) not proofread
The summer air pressed against your skin like something personalâclingy, thick, impossible to escape. It seeped into everything: your clothes, your sheets, your lungs. June had arrived with a vengeance, and the night held no relief. The ceiling fan spun lazily above you, stirring the heat just enough to make you aware of it. It was like trying to breathe through a damp cloth, like the air itself had weight.
The bedroom felt too stillâhaunted by the kind of absence that lingers in things. His half of the bed was untouched, sheets smoothed out like a deliberate choice, like he didnât want to wrinkle what he wasnât sure heâd return to. You stared at that space far too long.
The pillow you used to curl into carried only the faintest trace of his scent now, faded like a photograph left out in the sun. You flipped your own pillow again, and again, hoping the cool side would finally exist. It didnât.
A single glass of water sat untouched on the nightstand, already warm to the touch. The room was dim, lit only by the soft spill of the streetlight outside, casting pale orange bars across the floorboards. Somewhere outside, a cicada cried out, its hum distant but constant, like a reminder that time hadnât stopped just because things between you had.
And still, the silence was the loudest thing of all.
It pressed in around you, as suffocating as the heat. No shifting weight beside you. No familiar sigh. No brush of knuckles beneath the sheets. The emptiness in the room didnât shoutâit whispered. It clung. It asked questions you werenât ready to answer.
You turned onto your side, then your back, then your stomach, each movement fueled by the kind of restless ache that had nothing to do with the weather and everything to do with the way Woonhak hadnât come to bed.
And for all the discomfortâthe sweat, the heat, the stickiness of the airânothing burned more than that.
You exhaled slowly, like the night might ease up if you did.
But the heat wasnât just in the room. It sat in your chest too, heavy and dull, the kind that lingered after a fightâthe kind that made sleep feel like a distant privilege.
Woonhakâs name hadnât been spoken aloud, but it hung there anyway, unshakable. You could still hear the echo of your voices clashing earlier, the way everything sharpens when pride takes the reins. It wasnât even the words that hurt the most. It was everything unsaid, swallowed between sighs and half-turned shoulders. You knew he cared. You knew you did too. But somehow, the caring always got lost in translation.
You turned your head toward the empty side of the bed, the space beside you a quiet ache.
The hum of the fan did little. The air conditioner had sputtered its last breath two nights ago, and now the room sat in stillnessâthick, unmoving. A soft sheen of sweat clung to your skin. It all felt like too much.
You got up.
Padding barefoot into the kitchen, you werenât looking for anything in particularâmaybe water, maybe peace. But what you found instead was the soft amber glow of the living room lamp and the quiet shape of Woonhak sitting hunched over on the couch, his elbows resting on his knees, hands tangled in his hair.
He looked like he hadnât moved in hours.
You didnât say anything at first. Just stood there, watching the slow rise and fall of his shoulders. There was something tender in the way the light caught the tired slope of his posture. He looked less like someone waiting and more like someone worn down by the waiting.
You crossed the room and sank quietly into the cushion beside him. The shift was small, but it was enoughâhis body tensed, then slowly unraveled.âŻ
He didnât look up when you sat down beside him. The soft glow of the lamp haloed him, but his features stayed shadowedâlike even the light didnât want to intrude.
âI didnât think youâd come out,â he said eventually, voice low, hoarse.
âI couldnât sleep.â
âYeah.â He laughed, but it sounded like all breath and no joy. âWeâve gotten good at that, huh?â
You didnât answer right away. You looked down at your hands, twisting your fingers in your lap. The heat clung to your skin, but it was nothing compared to the weight sitting in your chest.
âWe used to talk,â you said, your voice a little too fragile for how quiet the room was. âEven when things got hard. Now itâs like⌠every word turns into a minefield.â
That made him lift his head, finally. âSo thatâs what you think this is? A war?â
âI donât know what it is anymore,â you admitted. âI say one thing and you hear something completely different. And suddenly, Iâm the villain for trying to explain how I feel.â
Woonhakâs brows drew together, his jaw tensing. âYou make it sound so simple. Like Iâm the one twisting your words on purpose.â
âI never said thatââ
âNo, but you imply it. Every time we fight, you act like Iâm the one who doesnât care enough. Like Iâm just standing here watching us fall apart.â
âBecause sometimes it feels that way!â you snapped, voice breaking. âIâm trying, Woonhak. Iâm trying so hard to be honest with you, but you shut me out. You joke, or deflect, or walk away, and Iâm left screaming into a room youâre no longer in.â
He stood up, suddenly, pushing a hand through his hair as if the motion could keep him from unraveling. âBecause when I stay, it only gets worse! You say things and I donât know how to respond without making it worse!â
âThen maybe listen instead of defending yourself all the time!â you shot back, standing too now, the heat of the argument finally overtaking the suffocating warmth of the night. âNot every feeling I share is an accusation! Sometimes itâs just a cry for helpââ
âI do listen!â he shouted, voice cracking. âI memorize the way you go quiet when youâre hurting. I notice every little change in your tone, your eyes, your silences. But when I try to fix it, itâs never enough! Itâs like Iâm always one step behind, like Iâm failing no matter how hard I try.â
You stared at him, breathing hard. Something in your throat wobbled. âThatâs not what I want, Woonhak. Iâm not asking for perfect. I just want you to stay with me in it. Not fix it. Feel it. With me.â
âI donât know how,â he said, the words cracking open as they left his mouth. âI donât know how to sit with something and not try to fix it. I see you breaking and I panic. I hate seeing you hurt and knowing that Iâm part of the reason.â
Your voice trembled. âBut thatâs the point. Weâre supposed to hold it together. Each other. Not pretend everythingâs okay until we explode.â
He looked away, blinking hard. âEvery time we fight like this, I wonder when itâll be the last time. When youâll finally decide Iâm not worth the chaos.â
âAnd every time I tell you how I feel, I wonder if itâll be the thing that drives you further from me.â
The silence that followed wasnât heavyâit was sharp. Cut-glass quiet.
Then Woonhak stepped forward, slowly, like approaching a wounded thing. His voice was quieter now, raw.
âI act like Iâm angry, but really? Iâm just scared. I donât know how to love you without making a mess of it. I donât know how to stop being afraid of losing you.â
Tears welled up behind your eyes, and you didnât try to stop them. âYou donât have to love me perfectly. You just have to love me honestly.â
âI do,â he said, voice breaking. âSo much it terrifies me.â
You didnât say anything at first. You just reached for him, your hands shaking slightly. And when he folded into your armsâwhen he let himself fall into you like gravity had been pulling him there all alongâyou held him like you meant it.
âI donât need you to have all the answers,â you whispered into his hair. âI just need you to stop leaving the room before we find them together.â
He nodded against your shoulder, arms tightening around your waist like he couldnât bear to let go again.
And in that breathless, overheated night, with pride and anger left behind on the living room floor, you found your way back to the love youâd both been tryingâso clumsily, so desperatelyâto protect
Eventually, the quiet wrapped itself around you both like a threadbare blanketâfragile but binding. Neither of you moved right away. You just sat there, his fingers laced with yours, your foreheads pressed together, breathing in sync for the first time in what felt like days.
But the weight of exhaustion tugged gently at your limbs. Not just the tiredness that came from a sleepless night, but the ache that settles in after holding onto too much for too long.
âCome back to bed with me,â you whispered.
Woonhak nodded wordlessly, brushing his thumb once more over the back of your hand before rising. He didnât let go. He never didânot really.
The walk to the bedroom was slow, the house still sticky with heat, the floor cool under your feet. The bed greeted you with the same crumpled sheets and too-warm air, but something felt different now. Softer. Lighter.
Woonhak climbed in first, lifting the edge of the duvet so you could slide beneath it. You followed without hesitation, letting the covers drape over the two of you like a truce. He pulled you close immediately, one arm curling around your waist, the other threading beneath your neck until you were fully wrapped in himâlimbs tangling, chests pressed, heartbeats syncing like some quiet promise.
His embrace was warm. Too warm, by every definition that would normally have you tossing the blankets off with a groan.
But right now?
Right now, you didnât mind it at all.
His warmth wasnât stiflingâit was steady. Familiar. The kind that anchored you. The kind that said youâre safe here, stay as long as you want.
You buried your face into the crook of his neck, breathing him inâthe scent of his skin, a hint of detergent, something comforting and his. His thumb stroked lazy circles against your back. No words were needed anymore. You had already said the hard things.
Now, you could just be.
Woonhak let out a soft sigh against your hair. âStill too hot?â he murmured sleepily.
You shook your head, a faint smile tugging at your lips. âNot like this.â
He pressed a barely-there kiss to your temple, the motion slow, reverent. âGood.â
And with your body curled into his, limbs tangled beneath the worn duvet, his arms folded around you like a promise, the heat of the room softened. It didnât vanishâJune still pressed at the windows, thick and unrelentingâbut it no longer mattered. Not here, not like this. Not with Woonhakâs breath brushing the top of your head in quiet rhythm, not with the slow, steady thump of his heartbeat anchoring you to something real.
His fingers traced gentle lines along your spine, barely there, like he was trying to memorize the shape of you all over again. One of his legs hooked around yours, drawing you closer until there wasnât an inch of space left to give. You felt safe like thisâwrapped up in someone who, even when you fought, always came back to hold you like you were something sacred.
You buried your face against his chest, inhaling the soft, lived-in scent of himâclean skin, faint detergent, a trace of sweat and something unmistakably him. You hated the heat. You always had.
The way it clung to everything. The way it made sleep feel like a chore. But in his arms, the warmth didnât suffocate. It settled into you, deep and quiet, like sunlight through closed eyelids.
His thumb brushed slow circles over your hip. No words. Just presence. Just love, quiet and unspoken, expressed in the way he held you like you were the only thing that could steady his heart.
Your eyelids grew heavier with each breath, your body finally giving inânot because the air had cooled or the discomfort had lifted, but because being held like this made it easier to let go. To stop thinking. To rest.
And when sleep came, it came like mercy. It found you not in the absence of heat, but in the abundance of love.
Because even on the stickiest, sweatiest night of the year, Woonhakâs embrace was still your favorite kind of warmth. The kind that didnât just wrap around your bodyâbut reached in, quiet and steady, and held your heart too.
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