#mothered

so in my point of view, im not really an earner. i contribute minimally and developed a guilt every time im gonna be shopping for something personal. so i didnt shop until this year. the rest of our expenses were being covered by my asawa who works in the government and who never asked about the money i make. this became a frustration ever since i got pregnant in year 2022. i craved the feeling of being able to achieve something corporate wise and money equates to that

but the past months, someone i know messaged me to work as a social media manager for her business page. she said she needs one and just happened to know i do good with editing and social media and since it's a remote job, i went for it. but the first weeks, i tweeted this:

"not official yet, until i earned it"

it was me asking if im qualified for the job. in the back of my mind, im thinking i was only hired becos my client just happened to know me and knows im looking for extras. she's based in LA by the way, so im sure she'll be able to hire better ones. i dont have a background in doing smm and everything i did so far was all based on what i've research

this month, i found the metrics and got some leads and finally realizing i was making progress: