#moot.midorimooon

Okay so I don’t think I’ve mentioned this before and I feel it’s important to know now and moving forward! I did alter the age gaps just a smidge between the siblings in this universe because, well.. I wanted to lmfao. So Fuyumi is a year younger than Touya, Natsuo is roughly 3 ½ years younger than Touya, and Shouto is 8 years younger than Touya. (I’m two months older than Touya, but he doesn’t like when I tell people that 🤭)

The short answer is yes, Touya has and does get jealous when I spend time with his siblings, but how often and to what degree varies greatly from sibling to sibling.

Touya very rarely gets jealous about me and Fuyumi spending time together, but it has happened! When I first started going over to his house in the beginning of our relationship she was SO excited to have another girl around, so I would try and spend a bit of the time I was there talking and hanging out with her, which made Touya jealous. He wouldn’t admit it though, he would just get pouty and make snide comments about how I was there to hang out with him, not Fuyumi. Like I said, it rarely happens now, if ever. Maybe if we're at her’s for dinner or something and we start having a conversation that he can’t participate in he’ll get a lil sulky and passive aggressive, but it’s very rare.

When it comes to me and Natsuo it’s interesting because it comes in waves for Touya. Out of everyone in his family he is closest to Natsuo, which means naturally I’m also really close with Natsuo, and for a few years in the beginning that didn’t bother Touya at all. He actually was happy that I got along with him so well! Once Natsuo turned 20 though it was almost as if a switch flipped in Touya’s brain and that’s when the jealousy started. At first Natsuo and I would just ignore it because, well, it’s Touya, he’s a drama queen about everythinggg. It got to the point though where we were headed for another break up because I was soooo fed up with him constantly picking fights with me because of it. Natsuo ended up having a long talk with Touya about how stupid Touya was being and how he was self sabotaging himself in regards to our relationship. (Natsuo hates when Touya and I break up.) After that it got marginally better, and Touya actively tries to check himself on it when he does start feeling jealous now. And if he doesn’t check himself Natsuo has no problem calling him a bitch for it lmao

With Shouto…. Yeah 😕 And it’s bad. I have never spent one on one time with Shouto because I am genuinely afraid of how Touya would react. He gets jealous anytime Shouto is there when I’m hanging out with his mom and Fuyumi without him. He gets jealous if we’re all together and I sit near Shouto or spend too long talking to Shouto. He gets jealous if I text Shouto. It’s a much trickier situation than it is with Natsuo because Shouto is unfortunately and was unwillingly part of the trauma that causes Touya to be such a jealous person. We talk a lot about Shouto, we fight a lot about Shouto. To Touya’s credit, he tries really hard to be better about it, it’s just very slow going, and I try really hard not to invalidate him or his trauma surrounding it. But yeah, incredibly prone to jealousy in regards to me and Shouto.

Keigo has this bad habit of fidgeting with my clothes, and it makes me so overstimulated. for example, if i'm wearing ripped jeans and he has his hand on my thigh he will start fidgeting with the threads, i'll ask him to stop and he'll apologize and stop.... for like 5 minutes, then his hand will slowly drift back to the rip and do it again. it's not on purpose but it's irritating and i get snippy and pointedly push his hand off me. then i feel awful because he's looking at me like a kicked puppy...

a deeper bad habit is that he's such a people pleaser that he won't tell me in the moment if i've done something that's hurt him or pissed him off. he just let's it all pile up until something small happens, and then he's going off on me for stuff that happened last month that i hardly remember. he's always very apologetic after, and he tries to be better about it... he's just bad at emotions.

Keigo would consider my bad habit to be negative self talk. i get overly critical about myself and start being self deprecating and he's always just there like "hey... stop saying those things to the person i love..."

Touya will use the last of something and not get more or tell me we're out. You don't know how many times i have gone to the bathroom and there be absolutely no toilet paper anywhere... he just think things will magically replenish, i guess...

we all know Touya is a jealous motherfucker, but the bad habit that stems from that is how aloof and straight up cruel he gets when he's trying to mask that he's jealous. the worst part is that we've been together for so long that he knows right where to stick the knife and twist. the absolutely jaw dropping shit that has come out of that boy's mouth... but i think when he's aloof it's worse bc what do you mean you don't want to hug me or talk to me??? bitch...

Touya hates when i borrow his clothes and accidentally ruin them in some capacity. he loves to see me in his sweatshirt, but i'll spill coffee on it or something else where the stain won't come out, and suddenly it's time for me to start wearing my own clothes again.

Reno is the world's worst bed hog!!! the man spreads out and slowly pushes me towards the edge. when i wake him up to ask him to move he immediately goes "i can't i don't have any room." as if he doesn't have the WHOLE BED. i have to shove him hard to get him to move over. dickhead.

something that drives me insane, and has always driven me insane about Reno, is his inability to listen to me and what i'm saying when we're arguing. he just gets SO focused on proving his point and "winning" the argument. at some point in nearly every argument i have to ask "are you even listening to me, or do you have a myriad of excuses ready to go in your back pocket?" more often than not now that usually shakes him out of it and we can work it out better, but there are still times where i will physically have to leave so we can both cool off before coming back and revisiting the topic.

Reno thinks with certain things i can be controlling and in flexible. he'll put something somewhere and then i'll move it because "it doesn't go there / like that, Reno" or he'll be cleaning or something and i'll basically be micromanaging him and stopping him to show him how to do it. if things aren't a certain way sometimes i'll get moody, and Reno hates it.

the funny thing about touya and his birthday is that he simultaneously wants no one to make a fuss about his birthday but he also wants everyone's focus to be on him the whoooole day.

he's also not a super materialistic person, so when i ask him what he wants for his birthday he first will say something very cute ("for you to love me forever and ever 🥺") and after that his answer will be so fucking annoying ("touya what do you want for your birthday and DON'T piss me off by saying a cart-" "a carton of american spirit blues" "prison. you deserve prison, touya") (( i also can't get too mad at him for smoking, i was the one who got him into it in the first place way back when we were delinquent teens))

knowing those two things, here's what's currently on the docket for Touya day: slooow morning. one of touya's favorite things to do is just be in bed snuggling with me and watching trashy reality tv for hours. eventually we'll get up, have coffee and a cigarette on the porch (let us be icky) then shower and get ready for the day. we've got lunch with Enji and Keigo (he's working on his relationship with his dad, but needs keigo there as a crutch.) after that we're gonna go to the record store for a few hours where i'll get him an actual present. then we have dinner with the whole family, minus enji. last social thing we'll do is go bowling with allll the homies. well then end the day the same way we started, in bed. except instead of snuggling i'll be whimpering happy birthday into a pillow as i'm being fucked absolutely senseless by that freak :)

There is absolutely nothing romantic going on between me and Connie. Like the thought of actually DATING Connie is so unappealing it’s laughable. That being said, we do hook up semi regularly.

Connie and I are an incredibly chaotic duo. I’m talking you get us together and we share one brain cell, and neither one of us has it. We will talk about anything and everything together, and often that would include our sex lives with other people. So one day we were talking about how we both were going through a dry spell and we’re like “wait a minute…. What if… what if WE hooked up!!!” I think we were also just curious what the other one was like in bed ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

The sex is honestly, really good. But it can also be so unserious. We sometimes use each other as like, test subjects? Almost? Like we’ll be hanging out and he’ll be like “hey I want to try something, can we fuck and you tell me if it feels good?” Or one of us will do something new in bed in the other one will be like “hold on, where did you learn THAT?”

We call each other our sneaky links which pisses everyone off because it is not a secret nor are we sneaky about hooking up. Literally the ENTIRE friend group knows. If we go missing on a night we go drinking and Sasha isn’t missing with us, then it’s a 75% chance we left to go fuck. The other 25% is our drunk asses looking for ice cream or something stupid. One time we ended up 3 towns over because we were looking for a Blockbuster, but that’s a story for another time.

So that’s me and my dumbass best friend / fuck buddy Constance Springer. I called him Constance in bed once. He absolutely hated it. It was hilarious.