I have been so insanely busy this past few days so i havent managed to check online. But i can check for like a small bit and saw that picture of #myhudcon and you mentioning aftercare so i went insane. Here is a sandboxly thoughts.
Hudson knows whats in the script, knows whats going to happen next. He is a bit heartbroken about whats going to happen. He took a deep breath, of course Connor realized and go "hey, its all good okay? If we did it well and jacob liked it we dont have to do it again." Hudson smiles as Connor rub his back. But the dread is still there. And Hudson is so happy for the fact that Connor seems to realize whats going on and making sure that every part of this is easier for Hudson. Connor take his time be sweet at him, make himself rub Hudsons back, under his t shirt. Then make a dumb joke, and laugh as Hudson sit in his lap. Then. They started to do it. And yes, in this moment Hudson has to be his character, he has to walk away, even if inside his head he is screaming at his own character about what are you doing, i know why you are doing this but still. And seeing Connor as his own character break his heart even more.
Everyone seems to be clapping, jacob loved the scene, so its all good, but he got his tummyache and he felt himself spiraling just a tiny bit. Hudson went back to the room as himself, his character has left long ago.
He can feel himself being a little out of it. It just pain, he can feel the pain, its this blur of characters, its okay, its okay, it doesnt have to be-
Then a snap of finger, as Hudson snaps his head to the voice.
Its Connor, no longer the heartbroken eyes, his face is much more softer. He pats his own thighs, and of course Hudson follows.
He sit on his lap again, this time the rubbing on his skin, is much more softer, Connor hand rub the back of his neck, as he flutter his eyes.
Its been a long time since Connor in that accent, he break this accent for the moment.
"hey, hey, hey, you are doing so good, you are doing so good okay, its a scene, its just a scene, baby."
Connor let his hand roam, as Hudson calm his breath on his shoulder. He stop his hand on Hudson thighs, the one with their tattoos on it. "You are doing great, you are amazing okay, both of them are going to be great we know this right? Nod if you agree, love." Hudson nods on his shoulder as Connor rub the tattoo behind the make up. "There, there. Ill get your lunch after this. Ill cuddle you up."
Hudson let himself linger in this physical affection that Connor give him, he doesnt know why. Is himself going to a subdrop, and if its, how Connor is so good at this. And its not, then he still want to stay in this space forever.
Okay im done, im talking too long.
Love you, im gonna go back to my work now. Idk what type of typo on this ask and im too afraid to check.
hey v. v @moonstorries can you come back here for a second. my eye is twitching. have you ever watched iwtv. did you know this actually sort of happened to actors on that set. you are so incredibly tapped in I FEEL CRAZY. CONNOR PULLING HIM OUT OF THE DROP HELLOâŚ.
in oursharedmindpalace hudson is using connor as his weighted blanket for at least an hour. thatâs his boy⌠my god thatâs his boyâŚ
