#moonrants

this scene quite literally ruined my entire year. 

i honestly feel like tech’s death has literally been the worst and hardest character’s death i had to face. everytime i think about him i feel so sad and sick in my stomach, like a literal knife through my heart... he means so much to me and was literally the reason why i wanted to start writing for tbb/tcw...like ever since tcw he was my fav.... i know i may sound quite dramatic 😭 but its the truth! if it wasn’t for my silly goofy crush on this silly goofy nerd, i would not have had the inspo to write for tbb, for tcw, or, even bigger, to interact with the amazing tbb/tcw fandom here on tumblr (yes! you.)  it was literally my admiration for him that i rebuilt this blog (that was once super inactive and was honestly thinking of deleting) and changing it to something that I am now super passionate about. I absoulelty love chatting with ya’ll on here, and every interaction--as simple as reading a comment-- warms my heart so much. he made me love tbb so much that i even made a swtwt to interact with the lovlies on  there which was crazy!! i really hope he’s not gone. watching the finale made me feel like i’ve lost a part of myself or something...? which is bizarre that a character in a show can do this much impact to one human bean. but i guess that goes to show how much MORE tech was than just a character on the bad batch. he was an inspiration to many, even an autistic representation to some of my friends which was just absolutely amazing when I heard...

me watching bad batch while slowly crushing on tech episode after episode