how to draw
how to draw your face
when your smile is fading in my memory
how to draw when all you left
is a dark shadow in my heart
and cold fingerprints
on the white skin of my breasts
I’m trying to remember
the smell of your hair
holding on
to the taste of your lips
but all I taste is wet salt on my cheeks
the paper stays blank
“What are you doing love” i hear you say
your voice sounds weird
different, distorted, distant
I turn my face to smile at you
to give you all my love
but there’s nothing there
nothing than dark emptiness on my bed
and cold fingerprints
cold fingerprints, kat, 7.12.18










