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Personal Mood Log 6/10/2022 - - I’m inactive and barely moving at all but my insides feel like im burning and drowning in acid. I seem to cry in a seconds notice before returning like nothing happened. I told my family and my S/O that I loved them in hopes of trying to get my feelings across but otherwise I’m just a numb shell with a firework going off inside. I feel lifeless and worthless. and lost. But I was able to draw something, even if it was negative.  So that’s a good change of pace.

Today was rough for me, my hallucinations were more active while I was at work. Made working today very awkward and hard for me, especially considering I can’t explain it to my coworkers Overall the day was positive otherwise. Just a normal day. I was more energized than normal, probably due to me taking proper iron and other vitamins I lack because of my physical health issues. I’ve been really hungry all day, but I’m stressing over my weight again so I’ve been avoiding it. Overall was positive day, just lingering bad emotions and my hallucinations running rampant in my retail workplace Felt like a colored blur of a day really, like neon scribbles in the back of a 2009 animation meme

Last night was the best sleep I've had in ages..... . . . #sleeplog #sleeptracker #moodtracker #moodlog #habittracker #plannercommunity #planneraddict #trackeraddict (at Liza's Planner) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMM0eDwJxAV/?igshid=1ggxfsnl9659j