#months!!

you know when you have a friend living their life, real busy but DOING things and you’re happy for them from afar and it’s been awhile since you’ve talked and then they hit you with the ‘we should catch up, I’ll be in town soon’ 😭😭😭😭😭 I would love nothing more!!! I’m so happy!! Best feeling!! Tell me all the things you’ve achieved and done!!

Some of you are really okay with knowing like 5 black actors and 200 white actors lmao. If you find yourself blocked from the film blog, don’t ask why. I gave y’all a chance you didn’t want to take it.

Whoever started “your loved ones are watching over” I hope they suffered a long, painful death. The image of my late language-teacher-grandpa who used to write poetry and dreamt of publishing a book someday looking down on me while I write fanfic smut at 2 in the morning is triggering some visceral existential crisis.