so, i don’t know who need this, or if anyone needs it but…
talking w my mom minutes away from having a mental breakdown bc of my finals, and I was so upset bc my grades weren’t what i wanted…i had to mute the call a few times so i could calm my breath, i told her how i felt so frustrated and sad bc i let everyone down by not having the results they wanted/expected from me and…after hearing me yapping she said to me
The day you stop living to fulfill others expectations and start living for yourself, is the day you’ll reach happiness and calm in your mind love.
And i swear, i’ve never struggled this much to swallow this big lump in my throat. Right now, happiness feels so far, but now i know is not impossible to get smh.
Thanks for reading my rant. <3
















